okae.. i am gonna go to church soon.. am going for a "test drive".. see if i like church life.. will be going to aldersgate methodist church.. not known to many pple, but definitely known by all fairsians and ex-fairsians.. there are just so many conflicting beliefs abt being a Christian that im gonna get confused.. somehow, the more we look into it, it gets more complicated..
imagine you're watching a rabbit chew on it's food. at first, it registers to you that it's just eating.. but the more you look at it, the more it seems like it's looking at you while it's eating. den you think, wad is it thinking rite now? is it angry that i watching it eat and invading its privacy and such?
okae, all i know is that salvation is by faith and i truly believe in the daily bread.
but there is a problem. am i receiving the exact messages from God or izzit just from the thoughts and beliefs of pple around me? many things i learn abt God is from pple. are wad they're saying true 100%? many things that pple say conflict with wad each other says.. so im now choosing to not hear wad they're saying. budden how do i listen to God's word liddat???
haiz..
okae, abt the church going thingy.. it's the 40DOP.. i really really wanna go, but im also afraid that i will be left alone cos lor mee got his own frens there whom he's familiar with.. so rite now im trying to catch pple to accompany me to church.. hehe.. den after church, i go to the library to do some reference work from my econs and such.. den maybe chiong some hmk with my classmates who may be going to study with me.. hehe..
30 January 2006
more pics!
notice that we like to take pics of us in the same pose and such? yea.. cos they were using 2 cameras and we had to pose twice..
ahh.. you can see me near the centre.. i look happier cos im not tiptoeing!! was tiptoeing in the other pic i posted in the earlier entry..
do you see me in those pics???? okae, excluding the pic with the "wuguiii* 13".. that's cherie's back.. note: we're all in orange!!!! nice rite!?
ah.. we look like we're dining in the fish tank. no we are not. we just like taking pics of our reflection. this was in the BK in far east.. at least we're no longer in the toilet!! hahaa..
ahhhh... in the toilet AGAIN.. can we change the toilet walls to another colour? or can we change the toilet we take the pic in? like the one in lot one with those nice graphics on the wall yar? and the mirror needs wiping.. and i dunno which direction i was looking at.. i looked unfocused..
ahh.. this was taken when almost everybody was looking at the screen when cherie suddenly took our pic using her cam.. diao~ but yea, the pic isnt too bad.. btw, do you think im balding?
okae, this is a WHITE pic.. this is 5 out of the 10 of the gals in my pj clique.. omigosh. im so short!! im standing up straight while the rest and bending down lor!!! eh, i dun look as fat as i tuly am in this pic.. i feel so happy!! haha.. oh yar, this was the second pic we took that time.. the first was a disaster cos all 5 of us were laughing at the photographer [daren] who was holding the camera and waiting to press the button and looking veri veri focused, when nicholas suddenly bumped his arm and daren didnt even seem to notice.. he still looked veri focused and concentrating veri hard on taking the pic.. if you were there, you could have laughed too.. and then while we were laughing, i saw the camera flash. so yep, it took our ugly laughing scene..
now, there seems to be a transvestite among us.. can you spot him? haha, just joking!! but wanru really looks like one in this pic.. hmm.. i wonder why..
29 January 2006
28 January 2006
suddenly, i wanna say..
i may forget the jokes we told.
but i wont forget the laughter we shared.
i may forget who you are.
but i will never forget that there was someone who impacted my life.
i may lose your contact.
but i will not forget your name if i ever see you walking down the street.
we may go our separate ways.
but our paths will cross one day.
we may be sad at times.
but we can always look back at the joy we had.
if i ever die, dont cry.
i want you to scream my name out loud so that i can hear you either from up there or down there.
everytime i look at the neoprints we took together, i think of how we can ever live without each other when we grow up. as the day of graduation gets nearer, my heart gets heavier. i cant bear the tot of pple leaving my side and that i gotta start all over again. why izzit that it's now that im starting to treasure you peeps? why is it that i cant bear to graduate from skool? why am i afraid?
why do i feel numb-ed and tired of living? many times i dun find a reason to live. i dun find the motivation to move on. many times i wanna feel the pain of cutting myself but i never dared to cos i am afraid of pain and blood. sometimes i just wanna sleep myself to death.
but i wont forget the laughter we shared.
i may forget who you are.
but i will never forget that there was someone who impacted my life.
i may lose your contact.
but i will not forget your name if i ever see you walking down the street.
we may go our separate ways.
but our paths will cross one day.
we may be sad at times.
but we can always look back at the joy we had.
if i ever die, dont cry.
i want you to scream my name out loud so that i can hear you either from up there or down there.
everytime i look at the neoprints we took together, i think of how we can ever live without each other when we grow up. as the day of graduation gets nearer, my heart gets heavier. i cant bear the tot of pple leaving my side and that i gotta start all over again. why izzit that it's now that im starting to treasure you peeps? why is it that i cant bear to graduate from skool? why am i afraid?
why do i feel numb-ed and tired of living? many times i dun find a reason to live. i dun find the motivation to move on. many times i wanna feel the pain of cutting myself but i never dared to cos i am afraid of pain and blood. sometimes i just wanna sleep myself to death.
27 January 2006
low carbo diet and getting rid of dark eye rings
yea! im in it now!
so now in skool, i will no longer consume a single grain of rice. will only eat the dishes. and for drinks, i will only take natural fruit juices or water, no drinks with sugar content.
my daily calorie intake should only be between 1200 - 1300 calories.
and regarding my dark eye rings, i gotta take more of vitamin k.
sources are: spinach [im popeye the sailorman], lettuce, kale, cabbage, cauliflower, wheat bran, organ meats, cereals, some fruits, meats, dairy products and eggs. for eggs, i will only take the egg white cos egg yolk got alot of cholestrol.. but even though the egg white holds no danger, i will not be indulging in it.
see? im so health conscious now. haha.
so now in skool, i will no longer consume a single grain of rice. will only eat the dishes. and for drinks, i will only take natural fruit juices or water, no drinks with sugar content.
my daily calorie intake should only be between 1200 - 1300 calories.
and regarding my dark eye rings, i gotta take more of vitamin k.
sources are: spinach [im popeye the sailorman], lettuce, kale, cabbage, cauliflower, wheat bran, organ meats, cereals, some fruits, meats, dairy products and eggs. for eggs, i will only take the egg white cos egg yolk got alot of cholestrol.. but even though the egg white holds no danger, i will not be indulging in it.
see? im so health conscious now. haha.
to orchard to orchard we had a long day
wore class jersey... it's so orange! i like! budden everybody looked at me when i was on the bus.. cos everybody else was wearing white, blue, or black and i was the only orange... btw, skool ended so early! 10.30 am.
after that sheryl went off to meet her guy fren while us [june, cherie, shandy, jialing, amelia, yiting] went to town.. went to the bk at far east to eat first.. den we saw sheryl with her guy fren.. she may deny it, but they looked like they are in a r/s.. they went to the subway outlet beside our bk.. haha..
den we went to take neoprints! still, no matter how many pics we take, it seems like the ones we took on the eve of national day last year is the nicest.. i wonder why.. must be cos me dark eye rings are super serious nowadays.. lydia was the first to notice and tell me abt it during the dec hols last year.. hehe.. one day gotta use photoshop to get rid of the darkness under my eyes from those neoprints..
the neoprints arent scanned into the internet yet, so you gotta wait if you wanna see my dark rings.. hehe..
aiyar, legs cannot take it.. budden the top part of my body still okae.. haha.. okae, gtg le. tata!
after that sheryl went off to meet her guy fren while us [june, cherie, shandy, jialing, amelia, yiting] went to town.. went to the bk at far east to eat first.. den we saw sheryl with her guy fren.. she may deny it, but they looked like they are in a r/s.. they went to the subway outlet beside our bk.. haha..
den we went to take neoprints! still, no matter how many pics we take, it seems like the ones we took on the eve of national day last year is the nicest.. i wonder why.. must be cos me dark eye rings are super serious nowadays.. lydia was the first to notice and tell me abt it during the dec hols last year.. hehe.. one day gotta use photoshop to get rid of the darkness under my eyes from those neoprints..
the neoprints arent scanned into the internet yet, so you gotta wait if you wanna see my dark rings.. hehe..
aiyar, legs cannot take it.. budden the top part of my body still okae.. haha.. okae, gtg le. tata!
26 January 2006
skool
today was abit quiet.. sheryl no come to skool.. but the guys today veri active! especially nicholas and ying han.. christopher forever active, so dun care abt him.. and den by econs, the last lesson, nicholas was practically floating round the room, playing with almost everything in sight.. he played until pencils spilled out from a box and he went "oops" and that innocent-yet-guilty face..
had econs mcq test and when we were going thru the answers, the guys were practically woken up and veri energetic.. veeri FUNNY.. haha..
woohoo! tmw is smart-casual attire to skool.. budden still gonna wear skool skirt since we gotta wear SHOES.. cannot find a bottom that goes with sports shoe.. we arent allowed to wear slippers or sandals.. sad~ but nvm, cos tmw can wear class jersey!! woohoo!
had econs mcq test and when we were going thru the answers, the guys were practically woken up and veri energetic.. veeri FUNNY.. haha..
woohoo! tmw is smart-casual attire to skool.. budden still gonna wear skool skirt since we gotta wear SHOES.. cannot find a bottom that goes with sports shoe.. we arent allowed to wear slippers or sandals.. sad~ but nvm, cos tmw can wear class jersey!! woohoo!
nightmare
had a bad dream. real bad dream. made me cry.
dreamt that my mother died and left behind a letter. almost woke up from the dream when i started crying; was partially awake and i sensed my muscles twitching but i couldnt open my eyes.
not now Lord, dun take any of anyone of them away from me now. please. i cant afford to lose any one of my loved ones. not now, not ever. maybe AFTER i die? at least i wont know..
dreamt that my mother died and left behind a letter. almost woke up from the dream when i started crying; was partially awake and i sensed my muscles twitching but i couldnt open my eyes.
not now Lord, dun take any of anyone of them away from me now. please. i cant afford to lose any one of my loved ones. not now, not ever. maybe AFTER i die? at least i wont know..
24 January 2006
40 days of purpose
wanna be on a mission?
a mission for God.
wanna join the 40 DOP?
it gives you the answer to a question you have been asking yourself,
"what on earth am i here for?"
for more details, go to http://www.40dop.org/
location of mission: Aldersgate Methodist Church [Dover]
days of mission: weekends [saturdays and sundays if you dunno wad "weekends" mean]
a mission for God.
wanna join the 40 DOP?
it gives you the answer to a question you have been asking yourself,
"what on earth am i here for?"
for more details, go to http://www.40dop.org/
location of mission: Aldersgate Methodist Church [Dover]
days of mission: weekends [saturdays and sundays if you dunno wad "weekends" mean]
i will be there, will you?
if you lazy to sign up but wanna go,
just gimme your particulars
and i will fill it in for you, my darling.
haiz
today muscles got ache a lil, but not as bad as i expected la.. haha, my legs got darker! but it looks redder.
okae, morning and afternoon is nothing compared to wad i experienced just now.
i found an ant nest in my bedroom.
so that means i have been sleeping with ants all along. i did notice ants crawling around my room but i couldnt find their nest for quite a while. all until my mother told me to clear the stack of books at a corner of my bedroom that i started flinging everything around. when i finally settled down at clearing the mess twice, there left a small bag i hate lying on the floor. why i hate that bag? it's the bag which allowed the pickpocket to take my fav phone. btw, it was lying innocently on the floor so i didnt really bother it for a while until i went through a few empty files from the old stack and trying to find ways to fully utilise these files when i saw around ten ants scampering around on one file with some sand on the file. i quickly threw the files onto the floor and i moved the bad away, only to see the bag open slightly with MORE ants crawling around with EGGS. you know ant eggs? they're actually the same size as an adult ant, only that it looks like miniature rice that we eat. i saw SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MANY eggs with SOOOOOOOOOO MANY "nanny" ants. immediate thought: stuff that bag into a plastic bag and throw it out of the house thru the rubbish chute. second thought: i have no plastic bag of that size. third thought: eh, i have a garbage bag! so i stuff the ant-infested bag into the plastic bag, tied a thight knot at the opening, literally ran to the chute and threw the bag out. i den rushed back to my room to exterminate the survivors who managed to run out of the bag when i was thinking. armed with scotch tape and scissors, every ant i saw ended up stuck and dead on the tape. muahaha. after that i felt something crawl up my left shin. it was a bigger ant with horizontally stripped butt [man, it's butt is big]. most likely the queen ant since there wasnt any soldier ant in sight. so i used my weapons to catch it. but somehow, it could detach itself from the tape and climb away. but in the end, i used more force to make it really stick to the tape and it finally stayed where it should be. she was the one giving birth to so many ants to disturb me when im studying. you see ants crawling on your book, on the study table, many places except for the new shelf and my bed. argh. in the past i would let the ants go, now i cannot tolerate their arrogance in thinking that they can shake their butts at me and scamper away!
haha...
okae, morning and afternoon is nothing compared to wad i experienced just now.
i found an ant nest in my bedroom.
so that means i have been sleeping with ants all along. i did notice ants crawling around my room but i couldnt find their nest for quite a while. all until my mother told me to clear the stack of books at a corner of my bedroom that i started flinging everything around. when i finally settled down at clearing the mess twice, there left a small bag i hate lying on the floor. why i hate that bag? it's the bag which allowed the pickpocket to take my fav phone. btw, it was lying innocently on the floor so i didnt really bother it for a while until i went through a few empty files from the old stack and trying to find ways to fully utilise these files when i saw around ten ants scampering around on one file with some sand on the file. i quickly threw the files onto the floor and i moved the bad away, only to see the bag open slightly with MORE ants crawling around with EGGS. you know ant eggs? they're actually the same size as an adult ant, only that it looks like miniature rice that we eat. i saw SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MANY eggs with SOOOOOOOOOO MANY "nanny" ants. immediate thought: stuff that bag into a plastic bag and throw it out of the house thru the rubbish chute. second thought: i have no plastic bag of that size. third thought: eh, i have a garbage bag! so i stuff the ant-infested bag into the plastic bag, tied a thight knot at the opening, literally ran to the chute and threw the bag out. i den rushed back to my room to exterminate the survivors who managed to run out of the bag when i was thinking. armed with scotch tape and scissors, every ant i saw ended up stuck and dead on the tape. muahaha. after that i felt something crawl up my left shin. it was a bigger ant with horizontally stripped butt [man, it's butt is big]. most likely the queen ant since there wasnt any soldier ant in sight. so i used my weapons to catch it. but somehow, it could detach itself from the tape and climb away. but in the end, i used more force to make it really stick to the tape and it finally stayed where it should be. she was the one giving birth to so many ants to disturb me when im studying. you see ants crawling on your book, on the study table, many places except for the new shelf and my bed. argh. in the past i would let the ants go, now i cannot tolerate their arrogance in thinking that they can shake their butts at me and scamper away!
haha...
23 January 2006
WAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
my legs.. my legs.. tmw i can only crawl out of bed le.. why? are you asking me why?!
okae, i'll tell..
this morning, i walked around 1km from bus stop to the study table outside mpr5.. that walk was fine, remained energetic while my other classmates looked like their heads are attached to the table with an invisible cord and the eyelids are made of lead.
pe was the killer. first, the pe teacher told us that the class was to run 3km along a rocky and muddy path outside the skool. that was mentally tiring me. at least DUN tell me and i wont keep thinking how far i have to go.. den we ran 3km. i tot that was all. it wasnt.
realised that i had to complete 3 sessions of HAF within this week. i was thinking," omigosh. okae, eunice. you gotta calm down. it is for your own good. you can slim down!"
so i had to go run another 800m and do 110 jumping jacks, 20 push-ups, 40 crunches. after the crunches, the muscle at my abdomen was veri tense and so was the muscle at the back of my neck. had to keep stopping. but i managed to complete. for push-ups, i chiong-ed throughout the whole thing sia... by that time, i was almost crippled.. pulled some muscles, left some tense and tired muscles. that's nth. wait till tmw. hai.. tmw still gotta go run, jump, crunch, push. cos thursday got full day, no chance to run. left mon, tue, wed. and den sq FINALLY wanna run for HAF..
btw, gals. THANKS FOR RUNNING AND EXERCISING WITH ME!!! love ya!! cant thank you enough.. thanks for the "encouraging" and butt slaps yar?
oh yar, during class i sat beside sheryl. wahhhh.... she keep playing with me.. in the end i couldnt finish my class work.. den she suddenly slap my butt [why today kana so many times!?] twice and there were 2 loud "piak!".. but dun think anybody bothered to notice.. den she yesterday sprained her ankle, today late for skool, and she kana sunburn and she still went to watch "in her shoes" at west mall after pe.
june accompanied me home.. so kind yar? even though it's quite late, she still didnt mind staying back with me to wait for minna koh to weigh me.. haiz, only lost 0.2kg. this is not good. i gotta increase the rate. how??? reduce intake of rice and pasta and such.. liddat i can eat the stuff from the halal stall without the rice.. interesting.
okae, i'll tell..
this morning, i walked around 1km from bus stop to the study table outside mpr5.. that walk was fine, remained energetic while my other classmates looked like their heads are attached to the table with an invisible cord and the eyelids are made of lead.
pe was the killer. first, the pe teacher told us that the class was to run 3km along a rocky and muddy path outside the skool. that was mentally tiring me. at least DUN tell me and i wont keep thinking how far i have to go.. den we ran 3km. i tot that was all. it wasnt.
realised that i had to complete 3 sessions of HAF within this week. i was thinking," omigosh. okae, eunice. you gotta calm down. it is for your own good. you can slim down!"
so i had to go run another 800m and do 110 jumping jacks, 20 push-ups, 40 crunches. after the crunches, the muscle at my abdomen was veri tense and so was the muscle at the back of my neck. had to keep stopping. but i managed to complete. for push-ups, i chiong-ed throughout the whole thing sia... by that time, i was almost crippled.. pulled some muscles, left some tense and tired muscles. that's nth. wait till tmw. hai.. tmw still gotta go run, jump, crunch, push. cos thursday got full day, no chance to run. left mon, tue, wed. and den sq FINALLY wanna run for HAF..
btw, gals. THANKS FOR RUNNING AND EXERCISING WITH ME!!! love ya!! cant thank you enough.. thanks for the "encouraging" and butt slaps yar?
oh yar, during class i sat beside sheryl. wahhhh.... she keep playing with me.. in the end i couldnt finish my class work.. den she suddenly slap my butt [why today kana so many times!?] twice and there were 2 loud "piak!".. but dun think anybody bothered to notice.. den she yesterday sprained her ankle, today late for skool, and she kana sunburn and she still went to watch "in her shoes" at west mall after pe.
june accompanied me home.. so kind yar? even though it's quite late, she still didnt mind staying back with me to wait for minna koh to weigh me.. haiz, only lost 0.2kg. this is not good. i gotta increase the rate. how??? reduce intake of rice and pasta and such.. liddat i can eat the stuff from the halal stall without the rice.. interesting.
21 January 2006
this is one post that i feel that i should put up. you heard abt the tasmanian tiger? saw it before? wanna see it? i got a short quicktime clip abt this extinct species.
wad you will see is the last tasmanian tiger on earth. it died in 1933. the tasmanian tiger's other name is thylacine.
http://www.ecoteacher.asn.au/costbenefit/tastiger.mov
wad you will see is the last tasmanian tiger on earth. it died in 1933. the tasmanian tiger's other name is thylacine.
http://www.ecoteacher.asn.au/costbenefit/tastiger.mov
20 January 2006
heyhey.. today i got something to tell you. wont be blogging unless it's something veri impt.. otherwise i will record down the happenings in my skool diary ba~ so if you wanna know how my life is, ask to look at my skool diary! you will get to see all the hmk i have, all the nonsense i have wrote.. budden this time the book not enough space for me to deco much.. alot of space given to hmk section le.. hehe..
btw, nowadays i have been reaching home later than usual.. cos gotta help the class decorate the noticeboard and such.. during CT lesson, it's a great sight! almost everybody in the class is helping out, be it wrapping the class name with aluminium foil, cutting, pasting, anything.. but there were a few who were doing their own business.. even though there are jobs that only require a pair of hands, there were 3 pple who did those particular jobs. and note: those jobs werent done well.. so feeling that they were just trying to say that "hey, i DID something for the class."
well, depends on how THAT THING they have done was good or not.
and today, i was having mood swings.. yiting oso leh! haha.. budden i think mine was more serious.. when we were going from the lt4 to the CT room, i was carrying so many things in my hand that i had difficulty filling my empty water bottle.. so the water overflowed and the tube thingy was practically soaking in the water.. so dirty! i cant even imagine wad ever touched that tube. and at that time, one of the stuff i was holding in my hands slipped off [not my fault! it's bcos the thing i was holding was cherie's drawing and it was held together with a plastic bag. so i hold the plastic bag and the paper actually slipped off the plastic bag]
everything happened simultaneously. didnt even have the chance to close the bottle properly.. so the water leaked out seriously and such. den i saw wanru.. logically speaking, when you see a fren having difficulties, you will lend a hand rite? but she didnt even lift a finger. instead, she started complaining that she's tired and that she havent finished her hmk and such.. so i told her to go do wad she wants all those and stomped off.. i was veri pissed abt everything. so when i reached the classroom, i threw my things on the table and chair, grabbed the bottle and emptied the water into the garden ouside the room. must have looked super pissed cos in a spilt second, the gals started asking wad happened.. den i just mumbled "nothing" and went to refill the bottle.
when i came back, i was oredi simmering down and the gals continued asking and such.. so i said "hungry and thirsty. not happy." i havent even had a bite since the time i woke up but i wasnt hungry at all cos i was pissed with wanru's attitude.. at that time, i didnt really know wad i was angry with.
you know why i cant tolerate her attitude? okae, i understand that everybody are selfish. so am i! the only unselfish one is God Himself. the problem is, she is so proud of herself abt having the "cant be bothered" attitude. everytime when she has the chance, she goes "as if i care" and such.. today during a time-management talk, she was busy doing the work which was late by a day and doing it rite infront of the speaker since we were sitting at the first few rows and our row was at eye level with the speaker.. she doesnt know how to show respect to anybody at all. i hate it when pple dun give respect to others. everybody should be presented with the basic courtesy and respect that you pay attention to them when they are toking to you and have your best interests at heart. and den when she gives up writing, she slept. rite infront of the speaker who was quite entertaining. so angry. and here's the worse thing, she reminds me of kwe. nowadays, she has been sticking to me in class and lectures. and even though she does bothers waiting for me, she dun really care to wait for the rest of the clique. really touched by that one side of her action: she actually bothers to wait for me.
and there's the clique problem. jialing, shandy, june and shaoqin are avoiding her. and then when she is with me, i have no chance to socialise with the rest of the clique... den it's like, i kana separated from them by her..
oh yar, i still wanna complain.. she may have helped out in getting the pics and washing them out.. but that's the only thing she had done.. it's like, other j2 classes had long ago finished decorating the class, and we are hardly halfway through.. so shouldnt everybody stay back to help out a lil? even the playful guys stayed back to help us put things up and such [even though they played water games in the room and wet a small section of the noticeboard].. even the new classmates stayed back to help out lor.. but guess wad wanru said," i go out with my fren." personally la, i have been staying back till 5.30 to help out from wed until today, which i friday.. made the ultimate sacrifice on my part: even though i was allergic to styrofoam, i volunteered to cut the styrofoam to form "05S13".. so was having a lil rashes on wed evening.. when i reached home, i bathed and soaped myself heavily.. so by thu, i was okae le.. heng sia..
still, i shouldnt be ostracising her. everybody have their faults. so do i. so i shouldnt even be complaining abt one person. havent even removed the plank from my eyes when i wanted to volunteer to remove the dust in other's eyes.. this is not the rite thing to do. okae, i shall be a good eunice from monday onwards..
btw, i ran 1.6km today! had the company of june and yiting.. thanks gals!!!! love ya!
btw, nowadays i have been reaching home later than usual.. cos gotta help the class decorate the noticeboard and such.. during CT lesson, it's a great sight! almost everybody in the class is helping out, be it wrapping the class name with aluminium foil, cutting, pasting, anything.. but there were a few who were doing their own business.. even though there are jobs that only require a pair of hands, there were 3 pple who did those particular jobs. and note: those jobs werent done well.. so feeling that they were just trying to say that "hey, i DID something for the class."
well, depends on how THAT THING they have done was good or not.
and today, i was having mood swings.. yiting oso leh! haha.. budden i think mine was more serious.. when we were going from the lt4 to the CT room, i was carrying so many things in my hand that i had difficulty filling my empty water bottle.. so the water overflowed and the tube thingy was practically soaking in the water.. so dirty! i cant even imagine wad ever touched that tube. and at that time, one of the stuff i was holding in my hands slipped off [not my fault! it's bcos the thing i was holding was cherie's drawing and it was held together with a plastic bag. so i hold the plastic bag and the paper actually slipped off the plastic bag]
everything happened simultaneously. didnt even have the chance to close the bottle properly.. so the water leaked out seriously and such. den i saw wanru.. logically speaking, when you see a fren having difficulties, you will lend a hand rite? but she didnt even lift a finger. instead, she started complaining that she's tired and that she havent finished her hmk and such.. so i told her to go do wad she wants all those and stomped off.. i was veri pissed abt everything. so when i reached the classroom, i threw my things on the table and chair, grabbed the bottle and emptied the water into the garden ouside the room. must have looked super pissed cos in a spilt second, the gals started asking wad happened.. den i just mumbled "nothing" and went to refill the bottle.
when i came back, i was oredi simmering down and the gals continued asking and such.. so i said "hungry and thirsty. not happy." i havent even had a bite since the time i woke up but i wasnt hungry at all cos i was pissed with wanru's attitude.. at that time, i didnt really know wad i was angry with.
you know why i cant tolerate her attitude? okae, i understand that everybody are selfish. so am i! the only unselfish one is God Himself. the problem is, she is so proud of herself abt having the "cant be bothered" attitude. everytime when she has the chance, she goes "as if i care" and such.. today during a time-management talk, she was busy doing the work which was late by a day and doing it rite infront of the speaker since we were sitting at the first few rows and our row was at eye level with the speaker.. she doesnt know how to show respect to anybody at all. i hate it when pple dun give respect to others. everybody should be presented with the basic courtesy and respect that you pay attention to them when they are toking to you and have your best interests at heart. and den when she gives up writing, she slept. rite infront of the speaker who was quite entertaining. so angry. and here's the worse thing, she reminds me of kwe. nowadays, she has been sticking to me in class and lectures. and even though she does bothers waiting for me, she dun really care to wait for the rest of the clique. really touched by that one side of her action: she actually bothers to wait for me.
and there's the clique problem. jialing, shandy, june and shaoqin are avoiding her. and then when she is with me, i have no chance to socialise with the rest of the clique... den it's like, i kana separated from them by her..
oh yar, i still wanna complain.. she may have helped out in getting the pics and washing them out.. but that's the only thing she had done.. it's like, other j2 classes had long ago finished decorating the class, and we are hardly halfway through.. so shouldnt everybody stay back to help out a lil? even the playful guys stayed back to help us put things up and such [even though they played water games in the room and wet a small section of the noticeboard].. even the new classmates stayed back to help out lor.. but guess wad wanru said," i go out with my fren." personally la, i have been staying back till 5.30 to help out from wed until today, which i friday.. made the ultimate sacrifice on my part: even though i was allergic to styrofoam, i volunteered to cut the styrofoam to form "05S13".. so was having a lil rashes on wed evening.. when i reached home, i bathed and soaped myself heavily.. so by thu, i was okae le.. heng sia..
still, i shouldnt be ostracising her. everybody have their faults. so do i. so i shouldnt even be complaining abt one person. havent even removed the plank from my eyes when i wanted to volunteer to remove the dust in other's eyes.. this is not the rite thing to do. okae, i shall be a good eunice from monday onwards..
btw, i ran 1.6km today! had the company of june and yiting.. thanks gals!!!! love ya!
19 January 2006
hey! that's me in the middle.. as it can be seen, this pic was taken in the gals toilet in pj! it looks so clean and bright and odorless! HAHAHAHA. there's some gals missing; sheryl, june, wanru. yup, there're ten gals in my clique. cool rite? ever seen such a big clique before?
oh man, i so short.. no wonder today sheryl pat my head just now. it's either i grow taller suddenly, or i slim down.
economics
heyy.. just wanna share with you peeps some economics stuff on national income accounting.
there's a website i found which looks kinda useful at first sight: http://faculty.washington.edu/ezivot/econ301/nipa.htm
here's another: http://www.geocities.com/Baja/9317/gdp.htm
there's a website i found which looks kinda useful at first sight: http://faculty.washington.edu/ezivot/econ301/nipa.htm
here's another: http://www.geocities.com/Baja/9317/gdp.htm
18 January 2006
is today thursday?
hehe.. it's wednesday.. but it feels like it's a thursday cos i stayed back in skool till 5.30 even though i got dismissed at around 11.30am..
after skool, we went our separate ways such that june and sheryl went to do the class noticeboard decoration while yiting, jialing, shaoqin and i went to the canteen cos i was starving and i wasnt supposed to starve myself.. den eat finish, sq went home cos she got a slight fever, den amelia and the rest of us went up to the hall to play piano.. den we saw that the guys were playing tennis in the hall too! haha.. great minds think alike. den from1pm play until 2 plus.. den meanwhile, cherie came up. after a while, we went to help the peeps in the deco.. den sheryl and amelia went for netball while june went for her bowling.. we folded alot of cranes and fishes! A LOT. den we went back to the classroom cos before that, pple were having lessons in the classroom.. after alot of linking the cranes together and such, i cut out "o5S13" in styrofoam.. now starting to have rashes.. kinda allergic to that stuff. but the results were okae.. they found the "0" veri cute.. haha..
after skool, we went our separate ways such that june and sheryl went to do the class noticeboard decoration while yiting, jialing, shaoqin and i went to the canteen cos i was starving and i wasnt supposed to starve myself.. den eat finish, sq went home cos she got a slight fever, den amelia and the rest of us went up to the hall to play piano.. den we saw that the guys were playing tennis in the hall too! haha.. great minds think alike. den from1pm play until 2 plus.. den meanwhile, cherie came up. after a while, we went to help the peeps in the deco.. den sheryl and amelia went for netball while june went for her bowling.. we folded alot of cranes and fishes! A LOT. den we went back to the classroom cos before that, pple were having lessons in the classroom.. after alot of linking the cranes together and such, i cut out "o5S13" in styrofoam.. now starting to have rashes.. kinda allergic to that stuff. but the results were okae.. they found the "0" veri cute.. haha..
17 January 2006
low energy
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...........! so tired.........
you realise something? it feels so much better to simply press on a key on your keyboard for a veri long time and have such a resultttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt, rather than typing and typing and typing and typing and typing and typing non-stop.
yesterday, i ran. today, i WALKED. first, we sat on a bus. the bus brought us to orchard. went to subway to eat food. cherie bought ham sandwich which is 6 inches long and paid $2.90, or izzit $3.90. aiyar, nvm.. now here's the interesting part: yiting bought a sandwich which was ONE FOOT LONG and she paid $8.90.. hahahahahaha, she ate the whole thing and we were joking that she finally ran finish her 2.4km run.. den i pointed to jialing that she only ran 1.2km since she only ate the half foot long sandwich..
okae, now here is the reason why i walked so much, or else i wont be so tired. intend to jump onto my bed and snore my head off [if i do snore] once i finish blogging.
note: we dropped at far east PLAZA. we went up the escalator to the fourth storey only to find out that we were supposed to go to fareast SHOPPING CENTRE. you know how much difference there are!?!?!? cherie!!!!!!! thanks for letting me have the chance to walk so much! but nvm, we had the chance to finally take a pic of our reflection on the escalator mirror thingy. veri nice!!
den we walked around.. from far east plaza to wheelock place to far east shopping centre den to taka den to the mrt station.. i spotted a new book released by judith mcnaught!!!! the book cover is so hard and so nice!!! BUT, the book costs $36.75 [inclding GST]. my heart chilled. went to art friends again! oh yar, i first went to the bras basah outlet last last sat.. today, i go to the orchard one!! both are GREAT!! it's a paradise sia... can never get bored of the stuff there.
budden once i reach home, i felt like my legs got misplaced. they were aching sooooooooooooooo much.... and my eyelids are sooooooooooo heavy. tmw how!? how to get up off bed on time!? i am gonna sleep. i am gonna sleep.
ah, tmw got physics QUIZ, but im treating it like it's a TEST. gotta be serious abt such things.
oh yar, in case i forget, i dreamt that a parrot shitted on my right shoulder while it was resting on an empty branch and i was walking underneath that branch. other parts of that dream is a blur. another dream has me dropping into a shopping centre [shopping centre again!? i dreamt of it twice oredi.. and it's always the same setting] and being veri lost.. couldnt find an exit and while i was panicking, i took note that there's a huge arcade selling A LOT of chup-a-chugs at 40 cents.. alot leh!! like a mountain. wanted to go buy one, budden somehow i didnt.
okae, im tired. tata!
you realise something? it feels so much better to simply press on a key on your keyboard for a veri long time and have such a resultttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt, rather than typing and typing and typing and typing and typing and typing non-stop.
yesterday, i ran. today, i WALKED. first, we sat on a bus. the bus brought us to orchard. went to subway to eat food. cherie bought ham sandwich which is 6 inches long and paid $2.90, or izzit $3.90. aiyar, nvm.. now here's the interesting part: yiting bought a sandwich which was ONE FOOT LONG and she paid $8.90.. hahahahahaha, she ate the whole thing and we were joking that she finally ran finish her 2.4km run.. den i pointed to jialing that she only ran 1.2km since she only ate the half foot long sandwich..
okae, now here is the reason why i walked so much, or else i wont be so tired. intend to jump onto my bed and snore my head off [if i do snore] once i finish blogging.
note: we dropped at far east PLAZA. we went up the escalator to the fourth storey only to find out that we were supposed to go to fareast SHOPPING CENTRE. you know how much difference there are!?!?!? cherie!!!!!!! thanks for letting me have the chance to walk so much! but nvm, we had the chance to finally take a pic of our reflection on the escalator mirror thingy. veri nice!!
den we walked around.. from far east plaza to wheelock place to far east shopping centre den to taka den to the mrt station.. i spotted a new book released by judith mcnaught!!!! the book cover is so hard and so nice!!! BUT, the book costs $36.75 [inclding GST]. my heart chilled. went to art friends again! oh yar, i first went to the bras basah outlet last last sat.. today, i go to the orchard one!! both are GREAT!! it's a paradise sia... can never get bored of the stuff there.
budden once i reach home, i felt like my legs got misplaced. they were aching sooooooooooooooo much.... and my eyelids are sooooooooooo heavy. tmw how!? how to get up off bed on time!? i am gonna sleep. i am gonna sleep.
ah, tmw got physics QUIZ, but im treating it like it's a TEST. gotta be serious abt such things.
oh yar, in case i forget, i dreamt that a parrot shitted on my right shoulder while it was resting on an empty branch and i was walking underneath that branch. other parts of that dream is a blur. another dream has me dropping into a shopping centre [shopping centre again!? i dreamt of it twice oredi.. and it's always the same setting] and being veri lost.. couldnt find an exit and while i was panicking, i took note that there's a huge arcade selling A LOT of chup-a-chugs at 40 cents.. alot leh!! like a mountain. wanted to go buy one, budden somehow i didnt.
okae, im tired. tata!
16 January 2006
today
heyhey!
today was veri interesting.
june is actually reading my blog!! hello!
this morning, our class was the last row so we were veri vulnerable to attire checks from ANY teacher. i felt kinda insecure. nobody at my left side..
den for pe, we jumped 50 jumping jacks and me and shaoqin ran 3.2km leh! wah.... okae lar, we walked, jogged and ran. budden shaoqin kept stopping.. her stamina not veri good.. budden i kept telling her to go go go.. den at the last round, we were running [okae, i was running and sq was jogging] and i saw that mr loke smiling in a veri evil way. dunno why, but i kept thinking abt the dream i had recently.. and you know wad? throughout the dream, i didnt see him at all!! weird rite? haha.. and his face round meh? still cant believe.. just manage to spot his ass veri round.. haha.. hey, not my fault.. he bend down rite in front of me.. >:(
den when i reached home, i sewed the button of my skirt and oso, i jumped another 100 times in the bedroom secretly.. feel so happy that i exercised today!!
budden i veri disappointed in myself that i bought rice.. but i got add in alot of veg as compensation and i only added two dishes to the rice: curry veg and barbecued chicken without fats and ligaments.. den i added the mutton curry to the rice as sauce.. delicious but spicy.. den while we were eating, suddenly i saw nicholas eating at the table behind ours.. he looked kinda lonely.. budden after that got some frens from other class came and sit down with him.. but kinda odd, of all empty tables in the canteen, he chose to squeeze with us.. diao~
den when we were at the canteen cooling down from pe, zhi siang or zhi xiang came to tok to us and den sheryl and i went to the toilet to change.. [actually, i just wore the skirt.. dun wanna stink the blouse.. sheryl was the one who wanted to change back to uniform cos she was going to woodlands to meet her fren.. always go out, how she study?!] den when we came back, the gals and the guy was still there.. hehe.. he wanted to go home with june and me de.. that's why they were waiting there.. in the end, sheryl had to share the same bus stop as christopher budden she dunno wad to tok to him so they didnt tok at all.. den the 3 of us took 180 home and june was ECSTACTIC. she kept laughing and using her towel to cover her face when she laughing.. so funny lor! and then there was this teacher from pj who sat infront of us and he was actually looking at our [gals] attire lor! haiyo, wad a workaholic. *shake head*
today was veri interesting.
june is actually reading my blog!! hello!
this morning, our class was the last row so we were veri vulnerable to attire checks from ANY teacher. i felt kinda insecure. nobody at my left side..
den for pe, we jumped 50 jumping jacks and me and shaoqin ran 3.2km leh! wah.... okae lar, we walked, jogged and ran. budden shaoqin kept stopping.. her stamina not veri good.. budden i kept telling her to go go go.. den at the last round, we were running [okae, i was running and sq was jogging] and i saw that mr loke smiling in a veri evil way. dunno why, but i kept thinking abt the dream i had recently.. and you know wad? throughout the dream, i didnt see him at all!! weird rite? haha.. and his face round meh? still cant believe.. just manage to spot his ass veri round.. haha.. hey, not my fault.. he bend down rite in front of me.. >:(
den when i reached home, i sewed the button of my skirt and oso, i jumped another 100 times in the bedroom secretly.. feel so happy that i exercised today!!
budden i veri disappointed in myself that i bought rice.. but i got add in alot of veg as compensation and i only added two dishes to the rice: curry veg and barbecued chicken without fats and ligaments.. den i added the mutton curry to the rice as sauce.. delicious but spicy.. den while we were eating, suddenly i saw nicholas eating at the table behind ours.. he looked kinda lonely.. budden after that got some frens from other class came and sit down with him.. but kinda odd, of all empty tables in the canteen, he chose to squeeze with us.. diao~
den when we were at the canteen cooling down from pe, zhi siang or zhi xiang came to tok to us and den sheryl and i went to the toilet to change.. [actually, i just wore the skirt.. dun wanna stink the blouse.. sheryl was the one who wanted to change back to uniform cos she was going to woodlands to meet her fren.. always go out, how she study?!] den when we came back, the gals and the guy was still there.. hehe.. he wanted to go home with june and me de.. that's why they were waiting there.. in the end, sheryl had to share the same bus stop as christopher budden she dunno wad to tok to him so they didnt tok at all.. den the 3 of us took 180 home and june was ECSTACTIC. she kept laughing and using her towel to cover her face when she laughing.. so funny lor! and then there was this teacher from pj who sat infront of us and he was actually looking at our [gals] attire lor! haiyo, wad a workaholic. *shake head*
15 January 2006
dream~
managed to remember bits and pieces of my dreams. and you know wad? i woke up at 9 plus, dozed off only to dream A LOT and woke up at 10.30.. can only remember the dreams i dreamt within that hour.
i was at this end of the staircase at a beach. it isnt clean, and it isnt smelly. there's wood here and there. the staircase i was at was leading to a void deck of an old hdb flat. okae, den there's a small dam at the open space of the void deck. and there's a huge monsoon drain leading from the dam. cant really describe it, maybe i can build it one day. and then suddenly, the sea was starting to overflow into the beach and i noticed and i quickly got my fren [who was with me at the staircase] to climb up that flight of stairs, hoping that the sea wont catch up with us. but the rise wasnt slowing or stopping. so i quickly removed the small dam and hoped that when the water comes, at least it can mostly flow into the drain..
another dream was more interesting. there was a rapist-cum-murderer on the prowl. and he had wanted to kill one of my frens but luckily i rescued her. and somehow, throughout that dream, the murderer had a known identity of being a teacher: keefe loke. den after that failed attempt, he disappeared only to resurface as a delivery guy and he sent a package to my house. never got to see wad was in that package, but i saw that the next target was me. i got excited. not nervous, not scared, just pure excitement. God knows why i like to be a murderer's target. den i was deciding on which method he would kill me and which method is the most painless. and i remember i was running down a flight of sheltered stairs while happily thinking of how i would like to be killed.
there are many parts to the dreams that i have forgotten. but the dream left me rather tired. been running up and down stairs and doing quite alot of running during the dreams.
i was at this end of the staircase at a beach. it isnt clean, and it isnt smelly. there's wood here and there. the staircase i was at was leading to a void deck of an old hdb flat. okae, den there's a small dam at the open space of the void deck. and there's a huge monsoon drain leading from the dam. cant really describe it, maybe i can build it one day. and then suddenly, the sea was starting to overflow into the beach and i noticed and i quickly got my fren [who was with me at the staircase] to climb up that flight of stairs, hoping that the sea wont catch up with us. but the rise wasnt slowing or stopping. so i quickly removed the small dam and hoped that when the water comes, at least it can mostly flow into the drain..
another dream was more interesting. there was a rapist-cum-murderer on the prowl. and he had wanted to kill one of my frens but luckily i rescued her. and somehow, throughout that dream, the murderer had a known identity of being a teacher: keefe loke. den after that failed attempt, he disappeared only to resurface as a delivery guy and he sent a package to my house. never got to see wad was in that package, but i saw that the next target was me. i got excited. not nervous, not scared, just pure excitement. God knows why i like to be a murderer's target. den i was deciding on which method he would kill me and which method is the most painless. and i remember i was running down a flight of sheltered stairs while happily thinking of how i would like to be killed.
there are many parts to the dreams that i have forgotten. but the dream left me rather tired. been running up and down stairs and doing quite alot of running during the dreams.
i looked myself in the mirror and a thought came to my mind.
"this is eunice. this year is 2006. eunice is gonna be EIGHTEEN this year. den why does it look like a FOURTEEN-yr-old is looking back at her in the mirror!?"
okae, im gonna be chanting, "im eighteen. im eighteen. im eighteen. i am no longer in primary, not in sec skool and im leaving junior college in 11 months."
still cant take it. all these years i've been wanting to grow faster and older. have bummed around life not knowing my clear direction. suddenly, reality strikes and i am eighteen oredi. i still remember ever so clearly the times when i was in primary skool and catching tadpoles from the skool pond and ending up falling into the brown water. i guess i frightened off A LOT of the tadpoles. still remember how those huge terapins [izzit spelt liddat?] sunned themselves at the edge of the pond and stretch out their limbs to catch a nice sunshine, only to end up scrambling and splashing lightning fast back to the safety of the water whenever i came over to say hi. the scrambling gets both parties wet. but i never minded. i still remember when once i was going home from piano lesson that i saw a lonely kitten who lost it mama. went down to stroke it, only to get bitten by that lil piteous thing. it clung gently onto my hand with its teeth [even though it's young, it has sharp teeth] and then its paw cames scratching at my wrist. somehow, my hand looks like a real nice smooth yarnball. lucky the paws not veri sharp, or else i die of bleeding le. i didnt dare to move my hand cos moving while being bitten will either cause the feline to sink its teeth even deeper, or quit biting at that part and bite another part of the body. so i waited for the kitten to let go and meanwhile, patted its head to get it relaxed and stop playing with my hand. when it let go, my hand wasnt bleeding much. just a lil blood from the punctured marks on my palm. by now, the hand has healed and no scar was left behind. kinda amazed by the recovery cos i didnt even wash my hand after the bite, which could have caused inflammation. haiz, after the biting and scratching, i still love cats alot. there are strays in my neighbourhood and one day, i even recorded one of them. it hissed into the phone and den meowed ever so sweetly while i was recording. it is such a nice meow-er.
oops, i got out of point.
many memories came from primary and secondary skool. jc? i dun wanna remember the 3 months in innova. still trying to forget the pple there. the pple in my class were mostly bad pple who talked behind my back. but luckily there was junhao, my sec 2 ex-classmate.. haha, somehow, everywhere i go, there's an ex-classmate. now, there's david, my sec 1 and 2 ex-classmate. haha..
i gotta shout out: I AM EIGHTEEN YEARS OLD THIS YEAR!!
and i am still so short. and fat. and now im old. who will want me like this!?
"this is eunice. this year is 2006. eunice is gonna be EIGHTEEN this year. den why does it look like a FOURTEEN-yr-old is looking back at her in the mirror!?"
okae, im gonna be chanting, "im eighteen. im eighteen. im eighteen. i am no longer in primary, not in sec skool and im leaving junior college in 11 months."
still cant take it. all these years i've been wanting to grow faster and older. have bummed around life not knowing my clear direction. suddenly, reality strikes and i am eighteen oredi. i still remember ever so clearly the times when i was in primary skool and catching tadpoles from the skool pond and ending up falling into the brown water. i guess i frightened off A LOT of the tadpoles. still remember how those huge terapins [izzit spelt liddat?] sunned themselves at the edge of the pond and stretch out their limbs to catch a nice sunshine, only to end up scrambling and splashing lightning fast back to the safety of the water whenever i came over to say hi. the scrambling gets both parties wet. but i never minded. i still remember when once i was going home from piano lesson that i saw a lonely kitten who lost it mama. went down to stroke it, only to get bitten by that lil piteous thing. it clung gently onto my hand with its teeth [even though it's young, it has sharp teeth] and then its paw cames scratching at my wrist. somehow, my hand looks like a real nice smooth yarnball. lucky the paws not veri sharp, or else i die of bleeding le. i didnt dare to move my hand cos moving while being bitten will either cause the feline to sink its teeth even deeper, or quit biting at that part and bite another part of the body. so i waited for the kitten to let go and meanwhile, patted its head to get it relaxed and stop playing with my hand. when it let go, my hand wasnt bleeding much. just a lil blood from the punctured marks on my palm. by now, the hand has healed and no scar was left behind. kinda amazed by the recovery cos i didnt even wash my hand after the bite, which could have caused inflammation. haiz, after the biting and scratching, i still love cats alot. there are strays in my neighbourhood and one day, i even recorded one of them. it hissed into the phone and den meowed ever so sweetly while i was recording. it is such a nice meow-er.
oops, i got out of point.
many memories came from primary and secondary skool. jc? i dun wanna remember the 3 months in innova. still trying to forget the pple there. the pple in my class were mostly bad pple who talked behind my back. but luckily there was junhao, my sec 2 ex-classmate.. haha, somehow, everywhere i go, there's an ex-classmate. now, there's david, my sec 1 and 2 ex-classmate. haha..
i gotta shout out: I AM EIGHTEEN YEARS OLD THIS YEAR!!
and i am still so short. and fat. and now im old. who will want me like this!?
my free diet
http://www.natural-health.co.uk/freediet.html
Free Diet Helps You Lose Weight Fast
Here is a very simple free diet which you'll find very versatile and ever so easy lose weight.
I'll do my best do guide you in this free diet. I would like to see you lose weight and achieve your ideal weight as quickly as is good for your health, and I have no doubt that you can do it. You should of course consult your doctor before trying out this free diet, if you have any existing health problems.
If you want to see the weight fall off and stay off then I recommend the following:
1. Virtually cut out sugar - Sweets, cakes, biscuits, processed food with a high sugar content. Sugar will stop you from losing weight more than anything else you eat. So if you wish to lose weight fast through this free diet plan, then cut it out all together.
2. Cut right back on other carbohydrates - particularly potatoes, rice, cereal, pasta, white bread, dried fruit, grapes, sugary drinks, fruit juice etc. Once carbohydrates enter your stomach they begin to change into sugar, so eating carbohydrates is just like eating sugar. Well not quite as bad, as the sugar is gradually released, instead of all being pumped into your bloodstream at once. But with this free diet, really be careful to cut down on your carbohydrates.
Diabetics; particularly those on insulin and/or other drugs, should consult their medical doctor, or dietician, before reducing their carbohydrate intake. If you reduce your carbohydrate intake, you may also need to reduce your insulin, and you must consult your doctor over this. If you reduce your carbohydrates without reducing your insulin, your sugar level may drop too low. So diabetics be careful with this free diet program.
3. Of course eat some fresh uncooked fruit (about 4 pieces a day) and some fresh vegetables on this free diet; go careful on carrots and parsnips as they have quite a bit of sugar in them, and may inhibit your weight loss.
4. Increase the amount of protein food you take on this free diet, to compensate for the carbohydrates you have reduced in this free diet. More meat, eggs, fish, chicken, peas, beans, etc. Do this within reason.
5. Don't over indulge on fat, but don't try to cut it out. It's OK to eat some higher fat foods. A little fat won't stop you from losing weight. And if you starve yourself, you will end up lowering your metabolism and weight loss will become more difficult later on.
6. Do about 15 minutes plus exercise eat day. Of course 30 minutes to one hour would be much better, once your fitness had been built up. But 15 minutes is really much better than no exercise at all. The morning is good for this.
If you have medical problems or are over 50 you should consult your doctor about this and other aspects of this free diet.
As you exercise you'll gain muscle mass, so you'll be losing inches rather than weight, and of course you'll be looking and feeling much better.
man, im gonna follow this diet for as long as i can! it seems harmless to me. and it isnt the atkins diet ok?
Free Diet Helps You Lose Weight Fast
Here is a very simple free diet which you'll find very versatile and ever so easy lose weight.
I'll do my best do guide you in this free diet. I would like to see you lose weight and achieve your ideal weight as quickly as is good for your health, and I have no doubt that you can do it. You should of course consult your doctor before trying out this free diet, if you have any existing health problems.
If you want to see the weight fall off and stay off then I recommend the following:
1. Virtually cut out sugar - Sweets, cakes, biscuits, processed food with a high sugar content. Sugar will stop you from losing weight more than anything else you eat. So if you wish to lose weight fast through this free diet plan, then cut it out all together.
2. Cut right back on other carbohydrates - particularly potatoes, rice, cereal, pasta, white bread, dried fruit, grapes, sugary drinks, fruit juice etc. Once carbohydrates enter your stomach they begin to change into sugar, so eating carbohydrates is just like eating sugar. Well not quite as bad, as the sugar is gradually released, instead of all being pumped into your bloodstream at once. But with this free diet, really be careful to cut down on your carbohydrates.
Diabetics; particularly those on insulin and/or other drugs, should consult their medical doctor, or dietician, before reducing their carbohydrate intake. If you reduce your carbohydrate intake, you may also need to reduce your insulin, and you must consult your doctor over this. If you reduce your carbohydrates without reducing your insulin, your sugar level may drop too low. So diabetics be careful with this free diet program.
3. Of course eat some fresh uncooked fruit (about 4 pieces a day) and some fresh vegetables on this free diet; go careful on carrots and parsnips as they have quite a bit of sugar in them, and may inhibit your weight loss.
4. Increase the amount of protein food you take on this free diet, to compensate for the carbohydrates you have reduced in this free diet. More meat, eggs, fish, chicken, peas, beans, etc. Do this within reason.
5. Don't over indulge on fat, but don't try to cut it out. It's OK to eat some higher fat foods. A little fat won't stop you from losing weight. And if you starve yourself, you will end up lowering your metabolism and weight loss will become more difficult later on.
6. Do about 15 minutes plus exercise eat day. Of course 30 minutes to one hour would be much better, once your fitness had been built up. But 15 minutes is really much better than no exercise at all. The morning is good for this.
If you have medical problems or are over 50 you should consult your doctor about this and other aspects of this free diet.
As you exercise you'll gain muscle mass, so you'll be losing inches rather than weight, and of course you'll be looking and feeling much better.
man, im gonna follow this diet for as long as i can! it seems harmless to me. and it isnt the atkins diet ok?
wad's wrong with being naked at home??
i dun understand. home is supposed to be a place of privacy. a place where you should feel safest.
but someone had been arrested by police for "indecent exposure" simply bcos he was naked at home. hello!? in the first place, why was that one who reported to the police looking at the naked man? i bet the one who reported is a woman. i havent read abt that article, but i am kinda angry abt it.
why cant we be naked at home? huh?? why?
we feel protected and safe, that's why that man was naked at home and walking around. okae, maybe he could have pulled the curtains, but wad if he doesnt have the curtains to pull in the first place? dont be naked? but it is up to his free will to be naked!
aiyar, im just feeling veri angry abt being caught naked at home. as if there's no more privacy in singapore anymore. even at home oso kana. wad's singapore coming to?
anyway, that naked guy has a great body! so if i were there, i will just let him be and maybe, happen to see him naked again next time! HAHAHA.. it's great to be able to appreciate beauty.
oh and if you wanna know how i got to know abt the news, i read it from the comic section of "Chew on it" in which today's comic was inspired by that very article. and i found this article on the net.
Man arrested for indecent exposure Singapore
January 12, 2006 11:15:07 AM IST
A man who allegedly paraded naked in front of a window of his flat here has been arrested, police said Thursday.
The man was reported to be married and was in his early 30s. A 26-year-old woman who lived in a neighbouring housing block was reported to have been the target of his flashing.
Under the law of the city-state, a person can be fined up to $1,197 (2,000 Singapore dollars) or jailed for up to three months for indecent exposure, even if it is committed in one's own home.
--DPA
(IANS)
http://news.webindia123.com/news/showdetails.asp?id=217191&cat=Asia
i still dun understand why cannot be naked at home.... *shake head* didnt you come to the world naked and with no clothes to cover yourself? wad's with nakedness? it's a natural thing. and having no clothes on does have its benefits. you will feel less burdened cos the weight of the clothes is gone, the pressure exerted by the clothes is gone as well, your skin can BREATH. go search the net and find out the health benefits of sleeping nude.
and it's greeat to sleep nude.
but someone had been arrested by police for "indecent exposure" simply bcos he was naked at home. hello!? in the first place, why was that one who reported to the police looking at the naked man? i bet the one who reported is a woman. i havent read abt that article, but i am kinda angry abt it.
why cant we be naked at home? huh?? why?
we feel protected and safe, that's why that man was naked at home and walking around. okae, maybe he could have pulled the curtains, but wad if he doesnt have the curtains to pull in the first place? dont be naked? but it is up to his free will to be naked!
aiyar, im just feeling veri angry abt being caught naked at home. as if there's no more privacy in singapore anymore. even at home oso kana. wad's singapore coming to?
anyway, that naked guy has a great body! so if i were there, i will just let him be and maybe, happen to see him naked again next time! HAHAHA.. it's great to be able to appreciate beauty.
oh and if you wanna know how i got to know abt the news, i read it from the comic section of "Chew on it" in which today's comic was inspired by that very article. and i found this article on the net.
Man arrested for indecent exposure Singapore
January 12, 2006 11:15:07 AM IST
A man who allegedly paraded naked in front of a window of his flat here has been arrested, police said Thursday.
The man was reported to be married and was in his early 30s. A 26-year-old woman who lived in a neighbouring housing block was reported to have been the target of his flashing.
Under the law of the city-state, a person can be fined up to $1,197 (2,000 Singapore dollars) or jailed for up to three months for indecent exposure, even if it is committed in one's own home.
--DPA
(IANS)
http://news.webindia123.com/news/showdetails.asp?id=217191&cat=Asia
i still dun understand why cannot be naked at home.... *shake head* didnt you come to the world naked and with no clothes to cover yourself? wad's with nakedness? it's a natural thing. and having no clothes on does have its benefits. you will feel less burdened cos the weight of the clothes is gone, the pressure exerted by the clothes is gone as well, your skin can BREATH. go search the net and find out the health benefits of sleeping nude.
and it's greeat to sleep nude.
13 January 2006
i forgot to say
i saw leann when i was coming home from je!!! she was in her jj uni and going home from fmss.. the reason why she went there was forgotten by me.
den i got to know that eugenia enrolled into netball but wasnt selected so she went to recreational sports thingy.. amanda mok in netball.. now leann in touch rugby.. according to leann, kwe is "cca-less" and coping well in her studies besides maths..
den i got to know that eugenia enrolled into netball but wasnt selected so she went to recreational sports thingy.. amanda mok in netball.. now leann in touch rugby.. according to leann, kwe is "cca-less" and coping well in her studies besides maths..
to you
to my frens
i have forgotten how we met.
i have forgotten who talked first.
i have forgotten how we became such good frens,
but i will never forget the times we've shared.
to my family
i couldnt decide on who i'd get as kin
i couldnt decide on your temper
but i can decide on whether i wanted to get along with you,
and i'd do anything to make your life better.
to the pple who look down on me
who cares abt wad you think abt me!?
but a few words of advice:
to the gals who look down on me: you're one of the many bimbos i've seen darling.
to the guys who look down on me: you arent any better yourself. your chances of getting a gf is lower than me getting a bf.
to the pple who admire me [must be a handful only ba]
thank you! but dun be as fat as me orh!
dun ever get into depression. it's difficult climbing back into the light from the dark.
im still blindly climbing up towards the light, with God's help.
to myself
just two words, "WAKE UP!!"
i have forgotten how we met.
i have forgotten who talked first.
i have forgotten how we became such good frens,
but i will never forget the times we've shared.
to my family
i couldnt decide on who i'd get as kin
i couldnt decide on your temper
but i can decide on whether i wanted to get along with you,
and i'd do anything to make your life better.
to the pple who look down on me
who cares abt wad you think abt me!?
but a few words of advice:
to the gals who look down on me: you're one of the many bimbos i've seen darling.
to the guys who look down on me: you arent any better yourself. your chances of getting a gf is lower than me getting a bf.
to the pple who admire me [must be a handful only ba]
thank you! but dun be as fat as me orh!
dun ever get into depression. it's difficult climbing back into the light from the dark.
im still blindly climbing up towards the light, with God's help.
to myself
just two words, "WAKE UP!!"
friday the 13th
for the whole day, i was expecting the worst. well, only a few unfortunate things happened to me and a whole lot of good things happened to me as well!
first bad thing: during pe i accidentally hit the tennis ball to high till it flew over to the army base camp opposite my skool. GREAT. nataline, my classmate did that amazing thing too before me and i saw it. i took note of it and yet my ball went flying gracefully over the fence and landing peacefully onto the land of the army pple.
the good thing that happened during pe: i managed to hit a few balls after that and they didnt fly over the fence!
second bad thing: was late for assembly cos we had only half an hour to pack up from pe, buy some quick food to fill our stomachs, queue up that oh-so-long queue to collect our locker allocation, change from pe attire to uniform and climb all around skool to get to lt4.
the good things that happened during that period of time: we werent scolded nor were the teachers bothered in doing so, we finally got our lockers!!! woohoo!!! we got to enjoy aircon!! we managed to sit together cos we almost got spilt into two smaller groups.. had some comical experiences during the talk from the new principal [it was abt our EQ. she sounded more like an experienced counsellor than a principal of a jc]; sheryl and june were discussing abt how keefe loke's dimples were sooooo cute and that they said that his face was as round as mine. HELLO!? his face is ROUND!? i cant believe it. two guys were sleeping infront of me and june said that sherly said that keefe loke took their sleeping pics [it's like, huh!?]. oh yar, when the first guy woke up and was told to wake the guy sleeping beside him, he just shook the latter's hand VIOLENTLY and said,"oi, wake up" and my whole group erupted in silent laughter.. but that guy just continued sleeping after waking up within a minute. and during the irst half of the assembly, yong hao was presenting our cameo of the camp we had with the primary skool kids last december!!! and they actually recorded the whole thing from the news sia.. so cute!! yea, and the cameo actually got into the top 5 for some competition and we were appealed to vote for it. nobody did do that. many tot that it was stoopid. sorry yh, but there's nth i can do to make them think otherwise.
after assembly was ct. three things i took note of the many things abt the guys: nicholas doesnt seem to really hang out with the guys from the class, he's one solitary animal. another thing, he likes to go to the loo nowadays. and he stays there for a veri long time. i wonder wad guys do in there. thirdly, christopher my new classmate reminds me alot abt timothy. ALOT. he is now the class clown and he loves toking and they are practically much the same just that christopher is more beng.
one good thing that i encountered: had lunch with the gals [june, jialing, shaoqin and yiting] at long john today!! oh yar, including vincent. really appreciate the time i am able to spend with them.
another good thing: it stopped raining!! okae, it was only when nicholas mentioned abt the fact that it was the first day of the week that the sun has appeared.
another good thing: my bro fetched me to skool again!! no need to tahan bus exhaust, bus waiting, walking along the smoky road or tahan the morning bus crowd.
another good thing: i got to skool on time.
another good thing: somebody smiled at me. [he's just cute. not a crush.] he's so cute!!!
first bad thing: during pe i accidentally hit the tennis ball to high till it flew over to the army base camp opposite my skool. GREAT. nataline, my classmate did that amazing thing too before me and i saw it. i took note of it and yet my ball went flying gracefully over the fence and landing peacefully onto the land of the army pple.
the good thing that happened during pe: i managed to hit a few balls after that and they didnt fly over the fence!
second bad thing: was late for assembly cos we had only half an hour to pack up from pe, buy some quick food to fill our stomachs, queue up that oh-so-long queue to collect our locker allocation, change from pe attire to uniform and climb all around skool to get to lt4.
the good things that happened during that period of time: we werent scolded nor were the teachers bothered in doing so, we finally got our lockers!!! woohoo!!! we got to enjoy aircon!! we managed to sit together cos we almost got spilt into two smaller groups.. had some comical experiences during the talk from the new principal [it was abt our EQ. she sounded more like an experienced counsellor than a principal of a jc]; sheryl and june were discussing abt how keefe loke's dimples were sooooo cute and that they said that his face was as round as mine. HELLO!? his face is ROUND!? i cant believe it. two guys were sleeping infront of me and june said that sherly said that keefe loke took their sleeping pics [it's like, huh!?]. oh yar, when the first guy woke up and was told to wake the guy sleeping beside him, he just shook the latter's hand VIOLENTLY and said,"oi, wake up" and my whole group erupted in silent laughter.. but that guy just continued sleeping after waking up within a minute. and during the irst half of the assembly, yong hao was presenting our cameo of the camp we had with the primary skool kids last december!!! and they actually recorded the whole thing from the news sia.. so cute!! yea, and the cameo actually got into the top 5 for some competition and we were appealed to vote for it. nobody did do that. many tot that it was stoopid. sorry yh, but there's nth i can do to make them think otherwise.
now there's one thing i dunno whether it's good or bad: we sat at the back of the lt4 and had teachers watching our sides and backs like hawks
after assembly was ct. three things i took note of the many things abt the guys: nicholas doesnt seem to really hang out with the guys from the class, he's one solitary animal. another thing, he likes to go to the loo nowadays. and he stays there for a veri long time. i wonder wad guys do in there. thirdly, christopher my new classmate reminds me alot abt timothy. ALOT. he is now the class clown and he loves toking and they are practically much the same just that christopher is more beng.
one good thing that i encountered: had lunch with the gals [june, jialing, shaoqin and yiting] at long john today!! oh yar, including vincent. really appreciate the time i am able to spend with them.
another good thing: it stopped raining!! okae, it was only when nicholas mentioned abt the fact that it was the first day of the week that the sun has appeared.
another good thing: my bro fetched me to skool again!! no need to tahan bus exhaust, bus waiting, walking along the smoky road or tahan the morning bus crowd.
another good thing: i got to skool on time.
another good thing: somebody smiled at me. [he's just cute. not a crush.] he's so cute!!!
09 January 2006
09.01.06
today was not my happy day.
first, i had to go to skool.
second, i had pe => jumped around 50 jumping jacks, 40 burpees, 50 seconds of fast feet, and one round of holding that stoopid medicine ball and walking like a guy trying to protect his private part with every step he take by placing a leg infront and bending the legs thoroughly down.. said to strengthen leg muscle and it really does. BUT, i feel like a crippled now. and during the last few minutes of pe, i had the splitting headache so great that i cant focus on anything. if i let my eyes stay on an object, the pain doubles so i gotta act like an idiot and my eyes fly everywhere only to soften the pain effect. but it persisted for such a long time that i suddenly tot of praying strongly and i looked up at the sky and even though my head was splitting since my eye is focusing on the clouds, i kept repeating," Lord, remove my pain. please Lord, please." and when i finally stopped praying, the ache dulled ALOT. i thank God for it. could have rammed my head against the wall if it continued for another minute.
third, i had migraine for the whole b***** day, june's panadol only lasted me a minute free of headache in the morning. but at least it helped.
fourth, i had to go for the funeral and do ABSOLUTELY nth there.. just sit there and listen to one of my distant relatives boast of his days as an ex-ngee ann poly president.. now he is a 72-yr-old contractor.. super rich sia........... saw john's parents there [of course lar.. they're my uncle and aunt-in-law] and they looked so smug abt their son going to acjc but having a poor social life there.. then they tok tok tok tok tok tok tok tok... and the worse thing is that they talk VERI SLOW. at first, can tahan lar.. but after sitting there for 2 hours listening to the same man talk abt doing his b***** job and doing it well, is torturing for a 17-yr-old who is used to pple speaking SUPER FAST around her... it's like the brain has to slow down ALOT. and then on the cab to the funeral, i was so tired that i agreed to everything my mother proposed so that i can shut my eyes, in the end CANNOT GO OUT WITH the gals tmw.. i hate tmw. i wish tmw never comes. i dun even wanna go out tmw. i wanna cry.
and my frustration raised a notch when my mother yabbered and blabbered SLOWLY, i repeat, SLOWLY abt so many things.. den she kept toking abt how my father got caught by the marine and had to bribe them out of jail, of how one of his mistresses used to call my house at 4am in the morning just to tell us that he has alot of mistresses.. hello!? she's so damn proud that he had done these rite!?
i guess my headache just worsened my mood, thoroughly.
now, i'd rather die than go for the funeral.. it's like, i told my mother that im going out with the gals on tue around yesterday and she agreed lor.. NOW she says go for the funeral. the irritating thing is that she keeps reminding me to bloody go out for the funeral.. i hate the cremating process and she wants me to go SEE. and in the whole trip back home, she was shouting in the bloody cab and i was obviously trembling from the cold and headache and she was bloody shouting into my ear. and she kept toking abt going where to eat or tmw breakfast. im starting to hate food bcos of her enthusiasm.
wanna scream. wanna let out all my frustrations. wanna give out all my anger. wanna strangle every single chicken i see. wanna knock down every stoopid person who cross the road illegally. wanna jump of the bloody building to stop the pain and frustration..
first, i had to go to skool.
second, i had pe => jumped around 50 jumping jacks, 40 burpees, 50 seconds of fast feet, and one round of holding that stoopid medicine ball and walking like a guy trying to protect his private part with every step he take by placing a leg infront and bending the legs thoroughly down.. said to strengthen leg muscle and it really does. BUT, i feel like a crippled now. and during the last few minutes of pe, i had the splitting headache so great that i cant focus on anything. if i let my eyes stay on an object, the pain doubles so i gotta act like an idiot and my eyes fly everywhere only to soften the pain effect. but it persisted for such a long time that i suddenly tot of praying strongly and i looked up at the sky and even though my head was splitting since my eye is focusing on the clouds, i kept repeating," Lord, remove my pain. please Lord, please." and when i finally stopped praying, the ache dulled ALOT. i thank God for it. could have rammed my head against the wall if it continued for another minute.
third, i had migraine for the whole b***** day, june's panadol only lasted me a minute free of headache in the morning. but at least it helped.
fourth, i had to go for the funeral and do ABSOLUTELY nth there.. just sit there and listen to one of my distant relatives boast of his days as an ex-ngee ann poly president.. now he is a 72-yr-old contractor.. super rich sia........... saw john's parents there [of course lar.. they're my uncle and aunt-in-law] and they looked so smug abt their son going to acjc but having a poor social life there.. then they tok tok tok tok tok tok tok tok... and the worse thing is that they talk VERI SLOW. at first, can tahan lar.. but after sitting there for 2 hours listening to the same man talk abt doing his b***** job and doing it well, is torturing for a 17-yr-old who is used to pple speaking SUPER FAST around her... it's like the brain has to slow down ALOT. and then on the cab to the funeral, i was so tired that i agreed to everything my mother proposed so that i can shut my eyes, in the end CANNOT GO OUT WITH the gals tmw.. i hate tmw. i wish tmw never comes. i dun even wanna go out tmw. i wanna cry.
and my frustration raised a notch when my mother yabbered and blabbered SLOWLY, i repeat, SLOWLY abt so many things.. den she kept toking abt how my father got caught by the marine and had to bribe them out of jail, of how one of his mistresses used to call my house at 4am in the morning just to tell us that he has alot of mistresses.. hello!? she's so damn proud that he had done these rite!?
i guess my headache just worsened my mood, thoroughly.
now, i'd rather die than go for the funeral.. it's like, i told my mother that im going out with the gals on tue around yesterday and she agreed lor.. NOW she says go for the funeral. the irritating thing is that she keeps reminding me to bloody go out for the funeral.. i hate the cremating process and she wants me to go SEE. and in the whole trip back home, she was shouting in the bloody cab and i was obviously trembling from the cold and headache and she was bloody shouting into my ear. and she kept toking abt going where to eat or tmw breakfast. im starting to hate food bcos of her enthusiasm.
wanna scream. wanna let out all my frustrations. wanna give out all my anger. wanna strangle every single chicken i see. wanna knock down every stoopid person who cross the road illegally. wanna jump of the bloody building to stop the pain and frustration..
09.01.06
today was not my happy day.
first, i had to go to skool.
second, i had pe => jumped around 50 jumping jacks, 40 burpees, 50 seconds of fast feet, and one round of holding that stoopid medicine ball and walking like a guy trying to protect his private part with every step he take by placing a leg infront and bending the legs thoroughly down.. said to strengthen leg muscle and it really does. BUT, i feel like a crippled now. and during the last few minutes of pe, i had the splitting headache so great that i cant focus on anything. if i let my eyes stay on an object, the pain doubles so i gotta act like an idiot and my eyes fly everywhere only to soften the pain effect. but it persisted for such a long time that i suddenly tot of praying strongly and i looked up at the sky and even though my head was splitting since my eye is focusing on the clouds, i kept repeating," Lord, remove my pain. please Lord, please." and when i finally stopped praying, the ache dulled ALOT. i thank God for it. could have rammed my head against the wall if it continued for another minute.
third, i had migraine for the whole b***** day, june's panadol only lasted me a minute free of headache in the morning. but at least it helped.
fourth, i had to go for the funeral and do ABSOLUTELY nth there.. just sit there and listen to one of my distant relatives boast of his days as an ex-ngee ann poly president.. now he is a 72-yr-old contractor.. super rich sia........... saw john's parents there [of course lar.. they're my uncle and aunt-in-law] and they looked so smug abt their son going to acjc but having a poor social life there.. then they tok tok tok tok tok tok tok tok... and the worse thing is that they talk VERI SLOW. at first, can tahan lar.. but after sitting there for 2 hours listening to the same man talk abt doing his b***** job and doing it well, is torturing for a 17-yr-old who is used to pple speaking SUPER FAST around her... it's like the brain has to slow down ALOT. and then on the cab to the funeral, i was so tired that i agreed to everything my mother proposed so that i can shut my eyes, in the end CANNOT GO OUT WITH the gals tmw.. i hate tmw. i wish tmw never comes. i dun even wanna go out tmw. i wanna cry.
and my frustration raised a notch when my mother yabbered and blabbered SLOWLY, i repeat, SLOWLY abt so many things.. den she kept toking abt how my father got caught by the marine and had to bribe them out of jail, of how one of his mistresses used to call my house at 4am in the morning just to tell us that he has alot of mistresses.. hello!? she's so damn proud that he had done these rite!?
i guess my headache just worsened my mood, thoroughly.
now, i'd rather die than go for the funeral.. it's like, i told my mother that im going out with the gals on tue around yesterday and she agreed lor.. NOW she says go for the funeral. the irritating thing is that she keeps reminding me to bloody go out for the funeral.. i hate the cremating process and she wants me to go SEE. and in the whole trip back home, she was shouting in the bloody cab and i was obviously trembling from the cold and headache and she was bloody shouting into my ear. and she kept toking abt going where to eat or tmw breakfast. im starting to hate food bcos of her enthusiasm.
wanna scream. wanna let out all my frustrations. wanna give out all my anger. wanna strangle every single chicken i see. wanna knock down every stoopid person who cross the road illegally. wanna jump of the bloody building to stop the pain and frustration..
first, i had to go to skool.
second, i had pe => jumped around 50 jumping jacks, 40 burpees, 50 seconds of fast feet, and one round of holding that stoopid medicine ball and walking like a guy trying to protect his private part with every step he take by placing a leg infront and bending the legs thoroughly down.. said to strengthen leg muscle and it really does. BUT, i feel like a crippled now. and during the last few minutes of pe, i had the splitting headache so great that i cant focus on anything. if i let my eyes stay on an object, the pain doubles so i gotta act like an idiot and my eyes fly everywhere only to soften the pain effect. but it persisted for such a long time that i suddenly tot of praying strongly and i looked up at the sky and even though my head was splitting since my eye is focusing on the clouds, i kept repeating," Lord, remove my pain. please Lord, please." and when i finally stopped praying, the ache dulled ALOT. i thank God for it. could have rammed my head against the wall if it continued for another minute.
third, i had migraine for the whole b***** day, june's panadol only lasted me a minute free of headache in the morning. but at least it helped.
fourth, i had to go for the funeral and do ABSOLUTELY nth there.. just sit there and listen to one of my distant relatives boast of his days as an ex-ngee ann poly president.. now he is a 72-yr-old contractor.. super rich sia........... saw john's parents there [of course lar.. they're my uncle and aunt-in-law] and they looked so smug abt their son going to acjc but having a poor social life there.. then they tok tok tok tok tok tok tok tok... and the worse thing is that they talk VERI SLOW. at first, can tahan lar.. but after sitting there for 2 hours listening to the same man talk abt doing his b***** job and doing it well, is torturing for a 17-yr-old who is used to pple speaking SUPER FAST around her... it's like the brain has to slow down ALOT. and then on the cab to the funeral, i was so tired that i agreed to everything my mother proposed so that i can shut my eyes, in the end CANNOT GO OUT WITH the gals tmw.. i hate tmw. i wish tmw never comes. i dun even wanna go out tmw. i wanna cry.
and my frustration raised a notch when my mother yabbered and blabbered SLOWLY, i repeat, SLOWLY abt so many things.. den she kept toking abt how my father got caught by the marine and had to bribe them out of jail, of how one of his mistresses used to call my house at 4am in the morning just to tell us that he has alot of mistresses.. hello!? she's so damn proud that he had done these rite!?
i guess my headache just worsened my mood, thoroughly.
now, i'd rather die than go for the funeral.. it's like, i told my mother that im going out with the gals on tue around yesterday and she agreed lor.. NOW she says go for the funeral. the irritating thing is that she keeps reminding me to bloody go out for the funeral.. i hate the cremating process and she wants me to go SEE. and in the whole trip back home, she was shouting in the bloody cab and i was obviously trembling from the cold and headache and she was bloody shouting into my ear. and she kept toking abt going where to eat or tmw breakfast. im starting to hate food bcos of her enthusiasm.
wanna scream. wanna let out all my frustrations. wanna give out all my anger. wanna strangle every single chicken i see. wanna knock down every stoopid person who cross the road illegally. wanna jump of the bloody building to stop the pain and frustration..
08 January 2006
okae, i shall be honest and open in this post.
the first and third pic was taken in the toilet.
second pic in my bedroom.
in the first and third pic, i seem to look more mature than in the second pic.
and i like my hair suddenly. the curls are natural, everything's natural. but i refuse to let down my hair in public. i tend to look like a lion when outside..
AND NOBODY IS TOKING TO ME.
07 January 2006
ahhh.. muscle ache. PAINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.
i list the areas.
right forearm, extending from thumb to elbow.
left shoulder blade + shoulder
inner thigh
a lil neck ache
just now got headache.
now got story of a woman who got shot in the head and got out of the coma after 3 weeks to find that she can see dead pple and her boyfren happens to be investigating the deaths of the dead pple she sees.. so "interesting" eh? but nvm. got francis ng okae le.
btw, i took some pics of myself again!! leanring from june too much. later den i post on blog.
i list the areas.
right forearm, extending from thumb to elbow.
left shoulder blade + shoulder
inner thigh
a lil neck ache
just now got headache.
now got story of a woman who got shot in the head and got out of the coma after 3 weeks to find that she can see dead pple and her boyfren happens to be investigating the deaths of the dead pple she sees.. so "interesting" eh? but nvm. got francis ng okae le.
btw, i took some pics of myself again!! leanring from june too much. later den i post on blog.
06 January 2006
wanna take a look at your horror-scope? sounds soooo true to me
aquarius (water bearer):
A hopeless and helpless dreamer, forever out of touch with reality, an Aquarius is ever lost in his own fantasy world.
He never returns money he borrows, for immediately upon borrowing it, he spends it and forgets about the debt. An Aquarius constantly breaks his promises, and hates nothing more than working.
People born under this sign love badmouthing and making fun of those that are close to them, but always behind their back.
An Aquarius is drawn to greasy junk food and cheap action novels, both of which he buys in untold quantities.
His vacation is usually spent holed up in some god-forsaken bar, since he has spent all his getaway money on one of his uncounted projects destined to make the world a better place for humanity. Scorpios are highly dangerous, even at a distance. They cheat and lie, live for intrigue, and take pleasure in destroying.
Pathological sadists and masochists simultaneously, they will not find any means too low or dishonorable if it can aid in reaching their goals.
Going to great lengths, they will strive to create a positive image of themselves, just so they can backstab an opponent when he least expects it.
Their career is built on the bodies of their more scrupulous victims. If a Scorpio just told you how much he values your friendship, be certain he has already ratted you out to the boss in an attempt to curry favor.
pisces (fish):
A Pisces cannot live without lies and treachery. They often get so wrapped up in their own tall tales that they can easily forget which of their stories are true and which are not.
A Pisces constantly contradicts herself, and is always trying to wriggle out of a lie somebody has called her on. She will generally not profit from such fruitless tasks, but that's fine by her - she's doing it for the art.
Additionally a Pisces loves nothing more than to stick her nose into someone else's dirty laundry. Pretending to be a self-taught psychoanalyst she will pry into people's secrets, which she will later manipulate and trade through her own self-styled network of spies.
Incapable of working, or for that matter doing anything remotely useful, a Pisces has no interest for aquiring such abilities. Forcing her to do so is nearly impossible - she will simply wriggle out and disappear.
aries (ram):
Aggressive to the extreme, the Aries is primitive - warlike and cruel. Not the sharpest tool in the shed, he often has trouble remembering the simplest of things. The Aries will often try to backstab his peers, but luckily, he usually lacks the mental capacity to succeed. He is vulgar and blunt, and incapable of subtelty.
From early childhood, Rams aspire to be a career soldier or an austronaut - which is why they constantly go around trying to pick fights with everyone they meet.
An Aries should be kept as far away from family savings as possible - he will blow it all at the first chance, but will not remember how or why. He is unbearably dull in a conversation, mostly due to an annoying tendency to ramble on for hours about himself, completely oblivious to those around him. When drunk, an Aires will usually become roudy and violent, oftem making a scene.
taurus (bull):
Petty, annoying and a whiny pain in the neck, a Taurus loves to brown-nose and is often a snitch to boot. In life and work, always blows with the wind, and runs to answer to his supperiors' smallest whim.
A chronic poser (will pass himself for an altruist, or in the case of a woman - a tortured soul), while harboring contempt for those around him, and in his mind fancying himself the center of the universe.
A Taurus loves wealth, and will greedily collect it in secret for most of his life. He is willing to sacrifice the last bit of wealth for a good cause - as long as it's someone else's.
Ego-centric, with a sadistic streak, he will terrorise his family from childhood until his old age, all the while managing to project the appearance of love and kindness.
Tauruses love preferential treatment, and will usurp such privileges whenever possible.
gemini (twins):
Eternally childish - both intellectually and emotionally, a Gemini simply refuses to grow up, and will often mooch of off someone until old age.
His only true passion is pointless chatter, which he has mastered to perfection. A Gemini can talk for hours without ever getting to the point.
He reads little, but has an opinion on every issue - even though he will change it about a dozen times a week. It is not uncommon for a Gemini to become an actor or at least a "writer".
Geminis can't stand stress - neither physical nor mental.
Even though a Taurus loves to entertain guests, at best, he will have nothing more to offer than soda and chips. Usually though, it's just his endless and pointless ramblings.
cancer (crab):
A failure by definition, a Cancer is both a conservative and an opportunist, stuck in a constant state of self-reflection. Nothing and no one is capable of changing his mind, but he loves to argue, just to make fun of his opponent and look better in his own bulging eyes.
Cancers are quite cowardly, which may cause them to attack first, but they will usually flee at the first sign of danger, seeking the safety of their hole - a place which they love and nurture above all else.
A Cancer will readily slander and poke fun of everything around him, always pretending to be in control of the situation, strong and sure of himself. In truth, he is deathly afraid of everyone and prefers to be left alone in quiet solitude.
leo (lion):
From the early age, Leos are inclined towards drunkennes and extortion. When it comes to anything else, they show a remarkable degree of laziness. As a child, a Leo will typically demand a lot of money from parents, then from friends and even casual aquaintances.
His overly developed pride and narcissism can ruin the life of anyone who he has come into even passing contact with, while his gluttony is capable of bankrupting even the deepest set of pockets. Amazingly, even though Leos eat a lot and without stop, they never gain any weight.
They like to have the world revolve around them, which is why they strive to be the best at anything they do. If they are not successful at this, they will languish and lose weight.
A Leo's dominant character traits are usually an unshakable delusion of grandure and an elevated feeling of self-importance.
Virgo (Virgin)
Virgos posess all the charm of an rhinoceros and the brains of a rabbit. They are petty and greedy, annoying and argumentative. Virgos' lack of knowledge and imagination makes them unberable for colleagues and difficult for family.
With her incessent nit-picking, a Virgo is capable of grinding any endeavor to a screeching halt, and driving even even a patient person to the brink of madness. She never improvises, planning out every action weeks in advance down to the most boring and minute detail, much to the chagrin of anyone else who may be involved.
Anything a Virgo does is precipitated by cold logical calculation. Every action is respectable, predictable and boring.
A Virgo is a vengeful master of intrigue, and if one has enemies, she will not rest until they, their families, their friends, and the families of their friends have been taught a made to feel her wrath.
scorpio (scorpion):
Scorpios are highly dangerous, even at a distance. They cheat and lie, live for intrigue, and take pleasure in destroying.
Pathological sadists and masochists simultaneously, they will not find any means too low or dishonorable if it can aid in reaching their goals.
Going to great lengths, they will strive to create a positive image of themselves, just so they can backstab an opponent when he least expects it.
Their career is built on the bodies of their more scrupulous victims. If a Scorpio just told you how much he values your friendship, be certain he has already ratted you out to the boss in an attempt to curry favor.
Scorpios are famous for their affinity to dirty jokes and cheap porno movies. They will spread rumors about their sexual conquests, cruelly smearing anyone unlucky enough to be involved with them.
sagittarius (archer)
Usually a Sagittarius will come off as a blissfully happy idiot. In most cases, this first impression will prove accurate. His moronic enthusiasm cannot be dampened by anything - not even by a cinder block falling on his head.
After talking to a Sagittarius for five minutes, you will want to kill him quickly but painfully.
From the early age, a Sagittarius will have developed the infuriating habit of forcing his stupid ideas and his company onto anyone who might so much as walk by.
An aggressive optimist, a Sagittarius will require a lot of work in a relationship.
He usually makes a habit of inventing stories and lying outright, which he rationalizes by what he thinks are good intentions.
A Sagittarius usually loves crouds and loud social situations, as well as any place where he can enjoy a meal and a drink without paying for them.
capricorn (goat)
Cruel, cold and heartless, the Capricorn has all the warmth of an iceberg in January. He is a tyrant at work and an inquisitor at home.
A Capricorn sees picking on others as one of the major reasons for his existence. He will get worked up over minor infractions, and is completely devoid of sense of humor. It is not uncommon for a Capricorn to be abusive towards his (her) significant other, be it a spouse or a best friend.
Capricorns will back down only if faced with a threat of physical force, or intence psychological pressure.
Intellectually primitive, lacking any semblance of imagination, he is nevertheless vengeful to the extreme - the word "forgiveness" is not in his vocabulary.
Capricorns posess the rare combination of delusions of greatness and low self esteem - all with minimal mental capacity. This is why so many are found among upper and middle management.
A hopeless and helpless dreamer, forever out of touch with reality, an Aquarius is ever lost in his own fantasy world.
He never returns money he borrows, for immediately upon borrowing it, he spends it and forgets about the debt. An Aquarius constantly breaks his promises, and hates nothing more than working.
People born under this sign love badmouthing and making fun of those that are close to them, but always behind their back.
An Aquarius is drawn to greasy junk food and cheap action novels, both of which he buys in untold quantities.
His vacation is usually spent holed up in some god-forsaken bar, since he has spent all his getaway money on one of his uncounted projects destined to make the world a better place for humanity. Scorpios are highly dangerous, even at a distance. They cheat and lie, live for intrigue, and take pleasure in destroying.
Pathological sadists and masochists simultaneously, they will not find any means too low or dishonorable if it can aid in reaching their goals.
Going to great lengths, they will strive to create a positive image of themselves, just so they can backstab an opponent when he least expects it.
Their career is built on the bodies of their more scrupulous victims. If a Scorpio just told you how much he values your friendship, be certain he has already ratted you out to the boss in an attempt to curry favor.
pisces (fish):
A Pisces cannot live without lies and treachery. They often get so wrapped up in their own tall tales that they can easily forget which of their stories are true and which are not.
A Pisces constantly contradicts herself, and is always trying to wriggle out of a lie somebody has called her on. She will generally not profit from such fruitless tasks, but that's fine by her - she's doing it for the art.
Additionally a Pisces loves nothing more than to stick her nose into someone else's dirty laundry. Pretending to be a self-taught psychoanalyst she will pry into people's secrets, which she will later manipulate and trade through her own self-styled network of spies.
Incapable of working, or for that matter doing anything remotely useful, a Pisces has no interest for aquiring such abilities. Forcing her to do so is nearly impossible - she will simply wriggle out and disappear.
aries (ram):
Aggressive to the extreme, the Aries is primitive - warlike and cruel. Not the sharpest tool in the shed, he often has trouble remembering the simplest of things. The Aries will often try to backstab his peers, but luckily, he usually lacks the mental capacity to succeed. He is vulgar and blunt, and incapable of subtelty.
From early childhood, Rams aspire to be a career soldier or an austronaut - which is why they constantly go around trying to pick fights with everyone they meet.
An Aries should be kept as far away from family savings as possible - he will blow it all at the first chance, but will not remember how or why. He is unbearably dull in a conversation, mostly due to an annoying tendency to ramble on for hours about himself, completely oblivious to those around him. When drunk, an Aires will usually become roudy and violent, oftem making a scene.
taurus (bull):
Petty, annoying and a whiny pain in the neck, a Taurus loves to brown-nose and is often a snitch to boot. In life and work, always blows with the wind, and runs to answer to his supperiors' smallest whim.
A chronic poser (will pass himself for an altruist, or in the case of a woman - a tortured soul), while harboring contempt for those around him, and in his mind fancying himself the center of the universe.
A Taurus loves wealth, and will greedily collect it in secret for most of his life. He is willing to sacrifice the last bit of wealth for a good cause - as long as it's someone else's.
Ego-centric, with a sadistic streak, he will terrorise his family from childhood until his old age, all the while managing to project the appearance of love and kindness.
Tauruses love preferential treatment, and will usurp such privileges whenever possible.
gemini (twins):
Eternally childish - both intellectually and emotionally, a Gemini simply refuses to grow up, and will often mooch of off someone until old age.
His only true passion is pointless chatter, which he has mastered to perfection. A Gemini can talk for hours without ever getting to the point.
He reads little, but has an opinion on every issue - even though he will change it about a dozen times a week. It is not uncommon for a Gemini to become an actor or at least a "writer".
Geminis can't stand stress - neither physical nor mental.
Even though a Taurus loves to entertain guests, at best, he will have nothing more to offer than soda and chips. Usually though, it's just his endless and pointless ramblings.
cancer (crab):
A failure by definition, a Cancer is both a conservative and an opportunist, stuck in a constant state of self-reflection. Nothing and no one is capable of changing his mind, but he loves to argue, just to make fun of his opponent and look better in his own bulging eyes.
Cancers are quite cowardly, which may cause them to attack first, but they will usually flee at the first sign of danger, seeking the safety of their hole - a place which they love and nurture above all else.
A Cancer will readily slander and poke fun of everything around him, always pretending to be in control of the situation, strong and sure of himself. In truth, he is deathly afraid of everyone and prefers to be left alone in quiet solitude.
leo (lion):
From the early age, Leos are inclined towards drunkennes and extortion. When it comes to anything else, they show a remarkable degree of laziness. As a child, a Leo will typically demand a lot of money from parents, then from friends and even casual aquaintances.
His overly developed pride and narcissism can ruin the life of anyone who he has come into even passing contact with, while his gluttony is capable of bankrupting even the deepest set of pockets. Amazingly, even though Leos eat a lot and without stop, they never gain any weight.
They like to have the world revolve around them, which is why they strive to be the best at anything they do. If they are not successful at this, they will languish and lose weight.
A Leo's dominant character traits are usually an unshakable delusion of grandure and an elevated feeling of self-importance.
Virgo (Virgin)
Virgos posess all the charm of an rhinoceros and the brains of a rabbit. They are petty and greedy, annoying and argumentative. Virgos' lack of knowledge and imagination makes them unberable for colleagues and difficult for family.
With her incessent nit-picking, a Virgo is capable of grinding any endeavor to a screeching halt, and driving even even a patient person to the brink of madness. She never improvises, planning out every action weeks in advance down to the most boring and minute detail, much to the chagrin of anyone else who may be involved.
Anything a Virgo does is precipitated by cold logical calculation. Every action is respectable, predictable and boring.
A Virgo is a vengeful master of intrigue, and if one has enemies, she will not rest until they, their families, their friends, and the families of their friends have been taught a made to feel her wrath.
scorpio (scorpion):
Scorpios are highly dangerous, even at a distance. They cheat and lie, live for intrigue, and take pleasure in destroying.
Pathological sadists and masochists simultaneously, they will not find any means too low or dishonorable if it can aid in reaching their goals.
Going to great lengths, they will strive to create a positive image of themselves, just so they can backstab an opponent when he least expects it.
Their career is built on the bodies of their more scrupulous victims. If a Scorpio just told you how much he values your friendship, be certain he has already ratted you out to the boss in an attempt to curry favor.
Scorpios are famous for their affinity to dirty jokes and cheap porno movies. They will spread rumors about their sexual conquests, cruelly smearing anyone unlucky enough to be involved with them.
sagittarius (archer)
Usually a Sagittarius will come off as a blissfully happy idiot. In most cases, this first impression will prove accurate. His moronic enthusiasm cannot be dampened by anything - not even by a cinder block falling on his head.
After talking to a Sagittarius for five minutes, you will want to kill him quickly but painfully.
From the early age, a Sagittarius will have developed the infuriating habit of forcing his stupid ideas and his company onto anyone who might so much as walk by.
An aggressive optimist, a Sagittarius will require a lot of work in a relationship.
He usually makes a habit of inventing stories and lying outright, which he rationalizes by what he thinks are good intentions.
A Sagittarius usually loves crouds and loud social situations, as well as any place where he can enjoy a meal and a drink without paying for them.
capricorn (goat)
Cruel, cold and heartless, the Capricorn has all the warmth of an iceberg in January. He is a tyrant at work and an inquisitor at home.
A Capricorn sees picking on others as one of the major reasons for his existence. He will get worked up over minor infractions, and is completely devoid of sense of humor. It is not uncommon for a Capricorn to be abusive towards his (her) significant other, be it a spouse or a best friend.
Capricorns will back down only if faced with a threat of physical force, or intence psychological pressure.
Intellectually primitive, lacking any semblance of imagination, he is nevertheless vengeful to the extreme - the word "forgiveness" is not in his vocabulary.
Capricorns posess the rare combination of delusions of greatness and low self esteem - all with minimal mental capacity. This is why so many are found among upper and middle management.
went to look at my horror-scope
I am a Libra. (Also known as "Scales")
My horoscope starts like this:
"You have to be a real loser to be born a Libra. Libras are born with two left hands, both of which grow out of their ass. They are tone-deaf and generally have poor eyesight. The senses of self-esteem and humor are in embryotic states at best. You have to be a real loser to be born a Libra.
Libras never have any money, their love life is usually a non-starter and they have notoriously bad luck both at work and at home. Pictures of mediocrity, they are incapable of standing out, surprising, outperforming.
Genetically unable to make any decision, they begin to convulse and sweat profusely whenever faced with a choice more important than "paper or plastic?". This is why their whole life they let others decide for them.
While they love to present themselves as patrons of the arts, their knowledge in the area runs no further than they can throw a grand piano.
Libras often end up writing tear-jerking memoirs full of half-truths and embellishments. "
( Find yours)
My horoscope starts like this:
"You have to be a real loser to be born a Libra. Libras are born with two left hands, both of which grow out of their ass. They are tone-deaf and generally have poor eyesight. The senses of self-esteem and humor are in embryotic states at best. You have to be a real loser to be born a Libra.
Libras never have any money, their love life is usually a non-starter and they have notoriously bad luck both at work and at home. Pictures of mediocrity, they are incapable of standing out, surprising, outperforming.
Genetically unable to make any decision, they begin to convulse and sweat profusely whenever faced with a choice more important than "paper or plastic?". This is why their whole life they let others decide for them.
While they love to present themselves as patrons of the arts, their knowledge in the area runs no further than they can throw a grand piano.
Libras often end up writing tear-jerking memoirs full of half-truths and embellishments. "
( Find yours)
heyhey
haiz.. now toking to online fren.. wad to do?? haizz, wanna get him off the hook.. haiz.
wahhhh... wanna get him outta my life..
wahhhh... wanna get him outta my life..
03 January 2006
oh yar.. i forgot to mention ORIENTATION!!
extremely upset that i have less gals and MORE guys in my class for this year.. even more sad that i can no longer see amelia and cherie and sally and shuting and desmond around in the class.. i miss their presence so much.. it's like, 05s13 is lacking something but i cant name it. and the new guys seem like they will never fit into the class.. great, now 05s13 will have more cliques. guys got 2 big group, girls kana bunch into one.. last time is one boy group, two gal group.
btw, i saw 3 of my p5 and 6 ex classmates!! i think i saw kelvin koh. but im veri sure i saw anna and jeremy chen!!
woohoo!! but it feels odd that im their senior.
den i saw ei hsin!! elin!! are you there?? i saw elizabeth oso!! yeh, ruth definitely knows that.
den after skool, we discussed abt going where to eat. in the end everybody almost fainted from hunger. went to bukit panjang plaza to eat mos burger.. ordered the wrong food.. but it's nvm. at least we had a great time together..
i'll never forget the times we spent together, regardless who you are. be you JASMINE YIP, the one whom i'll never stop loving [cos God said, love thy enemies], be you a passerby in my life, anybody. anybody whom i've known. i'll most probably never forget the pain the joy, the happiness and sadness, the disappointment and the pride.
extremely upset that i have less gals and MORE guys in my class for this year.. even more sad that i can no longer see amelia and cherie and sally and shuting and desmond around in the class.. i miss their presence so much.. it's like, 05s13 is lacking something but i cant name it. and the new guys seem like they will never fit into the class.. great, now 05s13 will have more cliques. guys got 2 big group, girls kana bunch into one.. last time is one boy group, two gal group.
btw, i saw 3 of my p5 and 6 ex classmates!! i think i saw kelvin koh. but im veri sure i saw anna and jeremy chen!!
woohoo!! but it feels odd that im their senior.
den i saw ei hsin!! elin!! are you there?? i saw elizabeth oso!! yeh, ruth definitely knows that.
den after skool, we discussed abt going where to eat. in the end everybody almost fainted from hunger. went to bukit panjang plaza to eat mos burger.. ordered the wrong food.. but it's nvm. at least we had a great time together..
i'll never forget the times we spent together, regardless who you are. be you JASMINE YIP, the one whom i'll never stop loving [cos God said, love thy enemies], be you a passerby in my life, anybody. anybody whom i've known. i'll most probably never forget the pain the joy, the happiness and sadness, the disappointment and the pride.
skool reopen
gggggggggrrrreat. i only slept for around 4 hours this time.. slept at 12am, woke up at 3am. why? dunno.. was TOO EXCITED that skool is reopening.. always liddat, last night of holidays den cannot sleep. how to solve this prob? dont go to skool ever again in my life.
hmmm.. you remember i mentioned going to yahoo pool to play pool and i somehow found a lot of horny men? there's one guy who happened to be a great singaporean man and somehow, i foolishly gave him my hp number.. stoopid rite? yea
he's been sms-ing me and we were chatting happily thru text messages when he suggested calling me and let me hear his "sexy voice".. and you know me, i dunno how to say "no"..
and so he called me.. so i made myself sound busy but he didnt get the hint.. den slowly we ended the conversation. BUT, his colleague used the phone he used to call me and pressed "REDIAL" and called me, but i rejected that call cos i was taking pic of myself.. [hehe i kana influenced my june le]
den he called me to know wad his colleague said and wad i told that colleague.. i said nth.. den he started to ask whether i wanna go out and why i dun wanna go out.. i say i STUDY. everytime during the conversation i say i am STUDYING but he dun get the hint. stoopid guy. bcos of one stoopid move i made. and you know wad he said when he called me again? he said he wanted to hear my "sexy voice".. hello!? his hearing got prob.
can you gals [and maybe guys reading my blog] tell me how to shake him off without him knowing it????????? tag me.
and yes, he had made his aim known that he wants sex.
hmmm.. you remember i mentioned going to yahoo pool to play pool and i somehow found a lot of horny men? there's one guy who happened to be a great singaporean man and somehow, i foolishly gave him my hp number.. stoopid rite? yea
he's been sms-ing me and we were chatting happily thru text messages when he suggested calling me and let me hear his "sexy voice".. and you know me, i dunno how to say "no"..
and so he called me.. so i made myself sound busy but he didnt get the hint.. den slowly we ended the conversation. BUT, his colleague used the phone he used to call me and pressed "REDIAL" and called me, but i rejected that call cos i was taking pic of myself.. [hehe i kana influenced my june le]
den he called me to know wad his colleague said and wad i told that colleague.. i said nth.. den he started to ask whether i wanna go out and why i dun wanna go out.. i say i STUDY. everytime during the conversation i say i am STUDYING but he dun get the hint. stoopid guy. bcos of one stoopid move i made. and you know wad he said when he called me again? he said he wanted to hear my "sexy voice".. hello!? his hearing got prob.
can you gals [and maybe guys reading my blog] tell me how to shake him off without him knowing it????????? tag me.
and yes, he had made his aim known that he wants sex.
02 January 2006
off to skool and off the internet
wahhhh... gonna stop coming online from now on.. at most i will come here to blog big happenings ba.. now wanna truly concentrate on my wk. wanna do my veri best for the As and you know wad??
i have 2 plans.
plan #1: slim down by fasting on biscuits. shun bian save pocket money for maybe prom? gotta buy prom dress and heels yea? haha
plan #2: study early in the morning when NOBODY can disturb me and that there's complete silence besides my radio blasting in my room.. great feeling. WOOHOO!! let's say, i sleep at around 9pm and wake up at 3am? or i sleep at 8pm and wake up at 2am?? yea, let me know wad time you want me to wake up at; 2am or 3am? for 2am, i get approx 4 hrs to study before i get ready to go to skool. for 3am, i get 3 hours to study before getting ready to go to skool..
must tell me on my blog leh!! the time with the most votes win. and a randomly chosen one who voted for the winning time will be awarded a special pressie from me. :D
tempted?
quick, vote now!
i have 2 plans.
plan #1: slim down by fasting on biscuits. shun bian save pocket money for maybe prom? gotta buy prom dress and heels yea? haha
plan #2: study early in the morning when NOBODY can disturb me and that there's complete silence besides my radio blasting in my room.. great feeling. WOOHOO!! let's say, i sleep at around 9pm and wake up at 3am? or i sleep at 8pm and wake up at 2am?? yea, let me know wad time you want me to wake up at; 2am or 3am? for 2am, i get approx 4 hrs to study before i get ready to go to skool. for 3am, i get 3 hours to study before getting ready to go to skool..
must tell me on my blog leh!! the time with the most votes win. and a randomly chosen one who voted for the winning time will be awarded a special pressie from me. :D
tempted?
quick, vote now!
01 January 2006
im sick
shouldnt have slept at 5am in the morning just now. ah, hagen sabo me lar.. make me stay up until so late.. *shake head*
im sick
this morning woke up with a muscle ache at left shoulder. almost unbearable.. den got stomachache budden no chance to go toilet.. eyes feel hot.. suddenly feel cold when the inside is hot.. headache for long time.. no appetite.. literally forced food down just now and i felt more sick after that.. i bathed, felt even worse.. stomach is feeling veri uncomfortable.. legs feel so tired even though i didnt walk much today.. WHY AM I SICK!?
somebody diagnose me. quick.
somebody diagnose me. quick.
make me pure
nice song. saw the mv, saw the concert he gave while singing this song.. damn easy to start singing with him.. lyrics are easy to follow.. hard to get sick of such songs..
lyrics:
Robbie Williams - Make Me Pure Lyrics
Some will sing a song
To reel 'em in
It's a song I sung before
And a song I'm gonna sing again
I mean every word
I don't mean a single one of them
Oh Lord, make me pure
- but not yet
Tell a joke
Tell it twice
If no one else is laughing there why am i
I split myself both times and laugh till i cry
Oh Lord, please make me pure
- but not yet
I don't have to try
I just dial it in
I've never found a job that for me was worth bothering
I got a ton of selfish genes and lazy bones
Beneath this skin
Oh Lord, make me pure
- but not yet
Smoking kills
Sex sells
I've got one hand in my pocket but the other one looks cool as hell
I know I'm gonna die so my revenge is living well
Oh Lord, make me pure
- but not yet
I stopped praying
So I hope this song will do
I wrote it all for you
I'm not perfect but you don't mind that, do you?
I know you're there to pull me through, aren't you?
So I look for love
I like the search
And I'll be standing for election all across the known universe
Let every president get the country she deserves
Oh Lord, make me pure
- but not yet
And I've been seeing somebody's wife
She said she'd leave him for me and I said that wasn't wise
You can't lie to a liar because of all lies
Oh Lord, please make me pure
- not yet
and here's a link to watch the mv!!!
http://www.arjanwrites.com/arjanwrites/2005/11/video_premiere__3.html
lyrics:
Robbie Williams - Make Me Pure Lyrics
Some will sing a song
To reel 'em in
It's a song I sung before
And a song I'm gonna sing again
I mean every word
I don't mean a single one of them
Oh Lord, make me pure
- but not yet
Tell a joke
Tell it twice
If no one else is laughing there why am i
I split myself both times and laugh till i cry
Oh Lord, please make me pure
- but not yet
I don't have to try
I just dial it in
I've never found a job that for me was worth bothering
I got a ton of selfish genes and lazy bones
Beneath this skin
Oh Lord, make me pure
- but not yet
Smoking kills
Sex sells
I've got one hand in my pocket but the other one looks cool as hell
I know I'm gonna die so my revenge is living well
Oh Lord, make me pure
- but not yet
I stopped praying
So I hope this song will do
I wrote it all for you
I'm not perfect but you don't mind that, do you?
I know you're there to pull me through, aren't you?
So I look for love
I like the search
And I'll be standing for election all across the known universe
Let every president get the country she deserves
Oh Lord, make me pure
- but not yet
And I've been seeing somebody's wife
She said she'd leave him for me and I said that wasn't wise
You can't lie to a liar because of all lies
Oh Lord, please make me pure
- not yet
and here's a link to watch the mv!!!
http://www.arjanwrites.com/arjanwrites/2005/11/video_premiere__3.html
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