heyhey!!

this morning, despite having slept at 2.30 am last night, i woke up at 10am. den i rolled abt bed for almost half an hour. den i changed, had chwee kueh for bf.. den i set off to cck to buy nail polish remover at sasa.. den i bought nail polish.. quite nice.. den i sat 985 to jln jurong kechil to collect my prom dress.. den i tried on the newly-altered dress and it looked just like wad i wanted it to look like! nice....... and it dun looked altered. yea, that's wad i was hoping. haha..

den i decided to pop by at west mall to buy my bathing sponge.. ended up i spent $33 on facial and hair products and my bathing sponge.. omigosh. i was almost further "persuaded" to become a member of that shop.. haha.. den i finally set off home..

i left the house at 11 plus. and i reached home at 2 plus.. quite efficient eh? haha.

oh my oh my. i just spent so much money again..

okae, for prom:

$289 - dress
$12.9 - earrings
$8 - necklace
$35.9 - heels
$19.9 - clutch bag

and then there's manicure tmw..

wad abt hotel payment? wad abt post prom - ONE LUST @ club momo? soooooo many more..

luckily i got sponsorship from singapore pools.

hi!

lemme tok abt yesterday.. i guess i spent my whole day just going to changi airport to fetch elin and den going to lagoon to have stingray and two big cups of sugarcane and den going home.. muahahaha.. they're [elin and huiyi] still shorter than me!!! and the first thing i told huiyi when i met her was, "hey, you're still the same height!" haha, evil but happy me..

den today..

i walked. a lot.
from orchard mrt station, we [june, zhixiang, danny and david, me] walked to heeren's.. den we walked alllllllll the way to paragon and met sheryl there.. den we went to lucky plaza, walked along the underpass thingy and reached taka's zara and met lai hui and chantong.. den we went BACK to heeren's.. den to ermm... ah, to far east. we shopped and shopped and walked and walked.. den we had dinner at subway.. mmm, chicken teriyaki.. den we walked around far east one more time.. more like we went to future state and looked at the clutch bags.. omigosh, the prices..... not veri worth it.. onli for oneeeeeee night and you pay $88 for one passable-looking clutch bag!? nonononononononononononono.

anyway, i bought my necklace and heels there.. quite nice.. mmmm..

den we walked aalllll the way to the OG beside robinson's which is beside orchard emerald, which is the site of my previous tuition centre. haha.. there, we got jialings's heels.. den we went to robinson's and we bought more accessories.. i bought my $19.90 clutch bag [ah, worth it] and my earrings.. nice.. both my necklace and my earrings are butterfly-based.. nice......... the necklace's pendant just nice rests between my there... haha..

now wad i lack is a SHAWL.. for the whole time in robinson's i was chanting "shawl".. i need one to cover my big fat upper arms...... haha.. will find one.. i know i will find one.

anyway, im tired..

and anyway, the gals intend to get their fingernails manicured, and i better get mine manicured as well.. my manicure skills arent veri good..

woowowowowow... i tot i could never find you, my blogreader, a picture of my prom dress. and so, here it is!!

here's the link:

http://www.warehouse.co.uk/pws/ProductDetails.ice?ProductID=2301

yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away. now it looks like it is here to stay..

haha.. today, nth much worth mentioning.. lemme tok abt yesterday..

yesterday, i went shopping at vivocity AGAIN. and i finally walked finish the entire mall..

we went to many many many boutiques.. uncountable.. and we chanced upon one with highly-priced dresses... let's say that the dresses are not worth the money. definitely not worth it. so we decided that those shops with heavy doors have oredi sest a barrier btn us and them. and that we will onli go to those shops with open doors or have no doors..

den sze ying and jialing took a looooooooooooooooooooong time to choose their dresses.. both were caught in deciding btn two dresses each.. veri funny! especially sze yin.. she took a much longer time than jialing.. by the time we sat down for lunch, they havent chosen their prom dress.. den sheryl came to join us and sze yin's guy fren.. after that we went back to forever 21 to decide over those two dresses.. den nat, sheryl and me walked around the shop looking for dresses.. couldnt find one that we really liked..

but before that, i have wandered out of the shop once and this particular dress on a mannequin in warehouse caught my eye.. but i didnt pay much attention to it even though i felt this mental pull.. den on the way to having lunch, i felt the pull again and i saw the dress again.. this time i had the chance to touch the dress and i kinda fell for it.. budden the gals didnt seem interested in looking at warehouse's stuff and so i just left it there..

den with sheryl, the whole group went to the same shop.. and sheryl saw the same dress as well.. onli den i finally picked the courage to say "i like this dress".. hai.. make me feel so bad.. but somehow, sheryl's presence gave me the courage to kinda speak up.. hehe.. and i finally bought the dress. and wad's the price? $289 inclusive of GST 5% [note: GST gonna rise to 7% next year]

the price is okae, considering the fact that it's sponsored by singapore pools.. haha, not really.. just that i used the money i struck to buy the dress.. hehe..

den soon, left nat and sheryl to buy their dresses.. but nat's not yet found a dress she likes.. and so sze yin kept choosing dresses for her.. one of the dress looked veri nice on her! but she didnt like the price.. 169.. okae la.. it's worth it.. it creates a new pretty nat.. veri nice!

den sze ying and nat left.. and sheryl, jialing and me went to raffles place to meet june..and sheryl's fren, ryan... he's the onli guy for yesterday whom i can rmb his name.. maybe cos he is not as shy as sze yin's fren.. at least he talks to US.. haha.. den we walked around wisma to find dress for sheryl and june.. got stuck at one boutique for a loooooong time.. haha.. many funny things happened..

den we had a late dinner at food republic.. i bought a small plate of steamed egg.. DELICIOUS!!! and a cup of lemon barley.. yummy! june bought noodles soup.. i think its prawn noodles.. while jialing and sheryl bought fried prawn mee.. smells nice.. and ryan helped sheryl and jialing squeeze the lime juice out.. den after that he peeled off the prawn shells for sheryl.. hai.. she always bully the guys.. da jie bu kui shi da jie. den after that we walked around, listened to some music and started to start off for home.. he lives in yishun.. sooooo far.. so we said our goodbyes and sheryl managed to rmb taking her choc [she bought it from vivo's candy empire] from my bag.. sad.. haha.. otherwise i could have gotten some nice choc into my stomach..

this was my response to one of my frens' blog and that she is one of those whom i love a lot but havent met for a loooooooooooooooooooong time.

her blog entry:
"Pain that is my own, and more pain not of mine own.
...
Just seeing how someone I care about turn him/herself into a wall, not divulging, keeping closed, letting secrecy eat him/her from the inside. When you might type "lol" but you are crying inside. When you write ":)" you're still hurting. Pretending it's not there doesn't work sometimes. I don't know what's happening, but it hurts to watch. I can only pray.

--nov 16"

my response:
"even though i never went "lol" and yet cry on the inside.. i have felt both happiness and pain within the same minute at the same place, doing the same thing with the same frens. "

well, frens as in pple who hurt you and make you laugh at the same time.

this hurt makes you breathless. your chest feels tight and you just cant stop thinking of how pitiful you really are. this hurt makes pple want to end life once and for all. this hurt forces the tears out of your eyes even though you swore never to cry again. this hurt makes your head ache tll you wanna bang it against the wall. this hurt tears pple apart, again and again and again.

i have been torn over and over again. felt this hurt so many many times.

and i have survived the most recent hurt.
but will i survive the next?
i myself, do not know.

today we went to vivocity.. some met at je.. some met at vivo..

the gals tried on some dress, gowns.. den walked around.. sian. managed to buy a bead necklace and some ear stud to complement the necklace.. my first necklace that i bought for myself.

anyway, most of the time during the outing i was being ignored, so fine. used to it.. ended up i wandered off alone.. went to sans bookshop, couldnt find the books i want.. so i walked around.. finally, my legs couldnt take it and i sat down.. den i msged sheryl, den she called me.. she sounded surprised that im alone.. so she told me to find them at the swimming pool of the rooftop.. i walked around the whole pool and i finally found them. dirtied my slippers while looking for them.. den after that we boarded a ship that anchored beside vivo.. den we went down..

den i got SUPER thirsty. so wanru accompanied me to buy water.. den she bought grapes.. wanted to buy grapes, budden i lazy to choose..

den we finally went home.

saw something flicker when i alight the mrt train.. it was lightning.. it's beautiful to look at the wonders of nature from afar.. managed to film down one lightning. it's so beautiful. and even though, the lightning was alone, it was beautiful. too many lightnings at one time could have spoilt the picture.

maybe that's my fate. to be alone forever.

BOOOOO!! im back! and im roaring. i've been awake for exactly twenty hours. gonna go for the next four hours to create, not break, a record where i dun sleep for twenty four hours.

within these twenty hours, many things happened.

first hour: 4.15am
i woke up groggily after having around 4.5hours of sleep. could not think for the first half an hour. cannot do anything except stare, walk, sit. den i starting reading my physics of fluids notes. wow. wowowowow. i finally realised that bernoulli's principle is a result of conservation of energy will the equation of continuity is the result of the principle of conservation of mass. haha. stupid me.

den i continued studying until around 6am.. left the house at around 6.35? yea. den i resolved to take a cab to skool. for the first time. wowowowowowow. there are always first times. always. reached skool at around 7? i not veri sure.. hehe.. aiyar, around 7 la.. i rmb telling myself "one more hour to physics paper 3!!!"

den came that damned physics paper 3. after that we had a meal at the canteen. i can say that it's the last time that im eating in pioneer junior college's canteen since today [i mean, yesterday] marks the last day of the A level papers for me!

den we went to the skool lib to study. okae, i tried. but i couldnt. easily distracted. den almost my whole class was in there, talking, joking, teasing each other.. until the lib's "dolphin" came out to tell the guys to lower down their volume since "shark" isnt around.. aiya, anyway, a lot of funny [and memorable] things happened in this very lib.

den it's the time for econs papers one and two. by the end of paper one, im oredi whispering to yiting [the bday gal] "one more paper!" and after the last paper, i whispered to her again, "no more paper!!"

haha.. by that time, it's the twelfth hour.

and here's the other climax of the day: we planned a birthday surprise for yiting!!

so after all the papers, shaoqin, shandy and i disappeared from yiting's vision. haha.. wanru oso.. but she oso disappeared from us trio's vision. den we hid in the canteen, cos yiting and gang was in the concourse.. and when the course was finally clear, we got the guys [who were playing soccer in their uni] to get ready to leave..

and you know wad? push waved hi and said bye to me within five minutes!! so friendly!! exciting sia.... :]

den by around 7pm, we [sq, sh, amelia, zhikai and juntat and me] reached ps.. actualy nic came along, budden he disappeared suddenly.. we bought a chocolate cake, along with another slice of cake with a cream mouse on top..

den at around 8pm, we're at kenny rogers oredi. waiting to deliver a surprise to our beloved birthday gal.. budden they took soooooooooooooooooooo long.. until the candles dripped until they became half their length by the time yiting came.. haha.. anyway, we realised that kenny rogers' serving size is HUMONGOUS. so in the end we didnt eat the cake at all............. and soon the guys came..... lemme recall.. chris [the next bday boy], zhixiang, chantong, david and danny, lai hui, kwan hong and alvin.. took many pics of them.. budden now i kinda no energy to upload..... go dotphotos and see k?

finally reached home at around 11.15.. cos we took almost an hour to travel from kenny rogers to city hall mrt station.. why? take photos la... haha.. and chan tong is the class most helpful boy!! help strangers take photo sia.. and so i took a pic of him taking pics of other pple.. hope someone likes.. haha..

omg.. veri tired le la.... how? liddat cannot break 24 hours.... liddat all my efforts wasted.. aiya, anyway tmw gotta meet the peeps again.. it's like another twelve more hours..... hahahaha.. i wanna sleep for eight hours full de worh.. hehe, okae i think i better stop blogging.. this entry kind loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong.