had a bad dream. real bad dream. made me cry.
dreamt that my mother died and left behind a letter. almost woke up from the dream when i started crying; was partially awake and i sensed my muscles twitching but i couldnt open my eyes.
not now Lord, dun take any of anyone of them away from me now. please. i cant afford to lose any one of my loved ones. not now, not ever. maybe AFTER i die? at least i wont know..
