meet the spartans

was listening to the radio when i heard their movie review..

i heard "meet the spartans.......total rubbish."

in other words, that show sux. big time.

shan oso reviewed "no country for old men" as erm, wad i can say as TOTAL BOREDOM. well, i havent heard a single proper positive review abt THAT show.. the comments that are close to being positive is that the main actor does not smile throughout the smile and that's wad makes him so funny.

lame sia.

im never gonna watch a movie depicting a guy lug around an oxygen tank and killing pple.

is it my blardy fault?

was it my fault that my bro met with an accident?

damn, i onli knew that he kana accident when he came home injured.

was it my fault that he went to a solicitor to claim damages?

well, i didnt even think that he looked for one until the lawyer's letter came to inform him that he would be getting his damages.

was it my fault that he didnt tell my mama abt the WHOLE THING?

well, it isnt my damn business that he decided not to say.

SO WHY THE FUCK IS SHE TELLING ME ALL HER SHIT!? AND EVERY SHIT SHE SAYS POINTS AT ME AS IF:

im the one who got into the accident.

im the one who went to the solicitor for the damages.

im the one who gets the lawyers' letter.

AND THEN WAD'S WITH HER SCOLDING ME FOR HIS FUCKING STUFF?

FUCK LA.

here's another vid of another cat!!

well, if my mama sees this, she'll go crazy. cos she dun like strays to even touch us.. heh~



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took this film at home!!

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ah ha!! finally uploaded this vid i took from a hot air balloon when we went to hong kong's ocean park!!

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well, were you waiting for this vid, qian??
his leg is wonderful!! how did he manage to shake until liddat!?

223A's kitty

no!! dun go towards the light!! dun leave me, kitty!!

nooooooooooooo!~

okae, i was being too paranoid.. it was just going to the back of my hdb flat after leaving the elevator with me~~

it's so clever la!! it enters the lift with pple!! the ONLI cat i know which can accomplish that without showing any fear of the blue box with vertical teeth.

that's why i love it so much.

it's almost human.

bah, it refused to look into my hp's cam today.... so can onli take its side and back profiles..

i dun really know why it's sniffing around so much..

it's almost as if it's trying to remember the smell of the things and pple around it..

as if it's getting ready to move on in life and leave us.

leave me.

pls kitty, dun leave me.. i will miss you so veri badly. i love you so much.. yes, i've told you a million times for the past ten years.. but i love you more and more each day.

yes, i filmed it and posted the film on youtube.

xiang ai rong yi, xiang chu nan

i cried last nite..

i cried many many times.. seems like after every 20 mins, i would be crying for 10 mins.

is it bcos of the stress from projects?

is it bcos of how frustrated i am at my mama making mountains out of molehills?

or is it bcos of how bad i missed dear dear and that so far, he had onli given me beautiful promises and nth else?

he had promised too many, broke some, and put many on hold.

almost every promise he made, would be pushed back and back and back and back and back.

i hate it when it happens. it seems just like he never intended to fulfil them.



so now i understand wad it means by "xiang ai rong yi, xiang chu nan."

sian

hai...

this week.. during econs lecture, a great misunderstanding took place.

i was mistooken as an indonesia.

by the lecturer.

and he spoke to me in bahasa indonesia in front of the whole class for no reason. and since i didnt understand that lang, i gave a blank look. in the first place, i wonder why he was asking me if i understood wad he was toking, cos i was so looking forward to him teaching something which i HAVENT learnt, not trying to catch up with him.

sian.

during MCS, kana sent by lecturer to go up stage to answer the first question for case study..

sian.

today i saw ezann lee in skool!! didnt know that she is currently studying in sim sia.. until i looked up and there she was, having tea break with her lecture groupmates.. wow, she IS chio!! hehe, den i told qian.. den qian turn her head until sooooooooo obvious. omg.

hai, so sian. gotta chiong project oredi la. die.

1. macroeconomics reflective journal
2. MCS parts e, g, h
3. financial planning
4. commercial law individual assignment

deadline: 10th, 12th, 4th, 13th March respectively.

die.

and nowadays, dear dear no sms me... at most onli call me up at around 10pm.. cos he busy collecting money at airport.. go airport cannot use phone sia.

pictures

saw 2 rubbish bins side by side in a bus stop..

it just shows how efficient our resources have been utilised.

btw, do we have THAT much rubbish to throw??

saw my newest car fav!! the honda jazz!! woot~!

wow.. this car is so "proton".. the logo is printed on its bonnet until liddat sia... i oso want!!

here's the car from afar.. nice rite??




this is a growth i saw on one of the cats in my neighbourhood.. so poor thing la.. i dun dare to even touch it.. scared that it'll be too pain for it even if it's a mere touch~

ah, there's the cat.. it's just playing dead la.. cos it's afternoon time.. means....NAP TIME!!

of course with me around, it cant get to sleep.. and i love the way it poses in front of the cam!! so suave sia!

ahhhh.. it's finally sleeping.. so peacefully.. if onli i can go sleep now and dun care abt projects and deadlines and tests..

look!! it was looking at me and the next moment its eyes were closing.. so cute la!!

okae, i was bored during lecture.. so i took pics~

wad's that car afar?? it's my all-time fav, the beetle!! somehow, i always see that yellow beetle around this district.. must be a neighbour's!!

ahhhh.. tea-time cake!! it's coffee-flavoured!!

dear dear and me

i've been thinking.

not that i never used my brain before.

i've been thinking.

abt things btn dear dear and me.

i realise that there are many things which may not happen between us.. like taking neoprints.. sitting roller coaster.. many things that young couples my age do, the probability of dear dear and me doing them, is near zero..

but hey, that's not a big deal rite? just that i dun get to share wad joy i derive from my interests with my dear dear rite?

but dear dear can always bring me go do wadever he wants to go to ;] im veri flexible. and i am sure that i will make fren with his frens.. i will work hard at it de!!

and im veri sure that wadever he does, i will be interested!! cos my dear dear finds value in wad he does!!

cos nth is more precious than the time the two of us spend together. everything is worth it when i see him smile at me ;]

i love it when he looks so delighted and happy and relaxed..

hai...i love him..

"Was the Government too conservative in its initial forecast because it wanted sufficient reasons to justify the GST hike?"

the title of this blog entry, is wad im gonna talk about.

ever since i heard on the radio news that this time budget surplus was actually hovering above S$6 billion - that is S$6,000,000,000 - i felt so damned pissed.

simi "happy mistake"? simi "pleasantly embarrassing"?

it's happy for the govt that they get more revenue to spending more expenditure. it's pleasant for them to have extra cash in their pockets.

but from where do they get the money huh?! us, consumers!!

those with income, we paid.
those without income, we paid.

so everybody paid.

pple may think, 7% GST.. NTH MUCH MA.

it is smth much. imagine when you make a payment of $1000, you end up paying $70 to the govt. skool fees for this sem was $3700 approx, so the govt happily took another $259 from each student in my lecture group. not to mention the foreign students who needed to pay an extra $1500 for tuition fees. but let's look at the local students. say, there are close to 160 students in my group. deduct away 10% of students who are foreign. so there are 144 students paying $259 EACH. so from one small group of students who are not receiving any form of income besides those doing PT, the govt gets $37,296 into their pockets.

big sum huh, that can sponsor me for another degree course and get around 10k remainder.

to think that those who did the forecast - so-called professionals - said that there would be a budget deficit of 700 million. wad a conservative and convenient estimation huh. so they conveniently came up with the hike.

so next time they predict another deficit and end up having a surplus which is NINE TIMES the size of the deficit, im so gonna join the government. well, they're getting so much money, share some with me la. this type of profits, MUST share rite?

and now they happy happy say "oh, im gonna give you angbao, be glad. we're not obliged to give in the first place. and we're giving a lot k?"

yea rite, they are giving a lot. well, they're just returning us a paltry sum of money compared to the amount of money we submit to the govt.

and the poor students who contributed to the GST income didnt even get a single share of the angbao.

NO FAIR.

*these are onli my opinions. no intention to defame or do anything against the law*

HD

yatta!! hello new york!!

man, i miss heroes.

yessssssssss! i got High Distinction for my macroeconomics test!! and i was being so damn scared that i wont fare as well cos i finished the test in just 20 min... another 20 min was spent trying to sleep, another 10 min sleeping and the last 10 min checking the paper again ;]

the paper was one hour nia~ the whole thing is mcq.. heh~

woohoo!! HIGH DISTINCTION!!

hmph

read the post from liching's blog. stupid qingbo..

how the hell did she come to the thinking that she had hurt him after rejecting the idea of having sex with him!?

cant be that he used the same ol' line, "if you like/love me, you will have sex with me" la~

especially when liching's not like the gals who're more open to premarital sex. and i told her that she's one of those pure gals whom i wanna protect from pervs.

but how to protect? hmmmmmmm, that is the question.

den these few amazing solutions came out, like castrating him, or shoving a condom up his arse, etc..

im so clever. but after that, i hafta sterilise my hands. ;[

lust, again

yep yep, rite now im rewatching "lust, caution"

the whoooooole day i keep thinking about the show sia.. cos it feels so damn real.. the script, the acting, the setting, the ambience.

every single expression and action they do, has a meaning.

Wang Jia Zhi [character name of lead actress] shows the extent of how conservative she is, by repeated trying to use her dress cover her legs while sitting down in the room with her galfren.. even in front of another female, she tries to prevent zaogeng-ing.. so imagine the time when she had to give up her chastity to some random guy. it's hell.

and the way Yi gives that intense stare at her when they were having dinner alone together and how it is making her nervous and fidgety.. she plays with the nearest thing she can grab hold of: the napkin. den Yi looks at her play with the napkin and watches her chatter away of how lonely she feels as a wife and such.. and when she said that she watches movies, he said that he dun watch movies in the cinema bcos "i dun like dark places" while giving that crappy look.. i felt like bursting out with laughter sia..

and look at Wang when they decided to make her a non-virgin, she gave that look of helplessness for a while and den calmly entered her room to wait for that bag of bones whose first question to her was, "wanna drink?"

and they have skool singlets!! every guy has a singlet reading the university's name where they study at.. so kuku la.. and wang lee hom sounds like he's rapping off his lyrics at times.. so funny la.. cos he gotta shoot off a lot of chinese words in one breath like a machine gun.. so funny~

and the one line when Yi told Wang, "you shouldnt be so beautiful."

wah, that line threw me off. and the next moment, they're in bed.

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man, i love this show!!!

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den the way he slowly softens to her and nobody else.. he smiles onli at her.. not even his wife. so sweet.

the sweeter thing is that he still rmb-ed her after 3 long years.. and it seems like his feelings for her never ceased. and then when she said that she didnt bring any present for him, he said, "ren lai jiu hao. [as long as the person is here, nth else matters.]"

*okae, four chinese words conjured out ten english words. the power of the chinese language*

and how come tony leung looked so natural when he did bondage on the gal?? hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm... im thinking abt him and carina lau....

and somehow, i think their first time was that he did her ass. she looked like she was in pain.

ah, never mind.

the most impt thing is that the first few times when they made "love", his face was controlled. he didnt give any facial expression. from his face, he looked most like he was in the toilet shitting. HAHA. but at the later part of their affair, he showed efforts to control his face and finally he gives up and shows THE look when they climaxed.

this shows how great an actor tony is. he is the onli one who can act this character out sia. nobody else can do it. okae, maybe my leslie can ;] my leslie is one of the greatest actors you could find k!?

and then there was this scene btn the two of them.

Wang : i hate you.

Yi : i believe you. it's been a long time since i've believed anybody. repeat yourself, i believe you.

Wang : den you must be veri lonely.

Yi : but im alive.

BAM! that scene hits me again.

wad he's trying to say is that in order to survive, you cant trust anybody.

actually, from the bed scenes, can oredi see out that wang has feelings for yi and yi reciprocates. but their identities dun allow such a romantic affair btn them. so the whole time she's actually pestering them to quickly kill yi before she falls totally in love with him. so sad rite? and sat the end, she'd rather be executed than see him die. so sad.

hai, the show is so depressing.

to think that this started from the fact that they were all looking for a motive to continue living. during the 3 years interval, wang was wandering about in life aimlessly. but after meeting yi again, it seems like she's regained life again. and it's amazing that she so understands yi better than his wife.. and the way she describes how much mental torture she is going thru while trying not to fall deeper in love with yi..

so touching.

and there's this part when wang sings this song and it totally made yi shed tears. apparently the song is a love song. the last line was "never to part."

and then when she wears that ring and tries to remove it with the face like she's going to break down..

damn, i love this show.

damn, i want that ring.

damn, i better go sleep now.

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today

today, my mama, my daddy, my bro and i went to thai village with my grandma and my uncle and such.. cos one of my grandaunts tio cancer and has half a year to live.. so my mama wanted my grandaunt to enjoy a lil~

after the $945.55 lunch, we went back and i saw the ferris wheel!!

yes, i know. i've seen it a lot of times oredi.... it's been there for a looooooooooong time. but hey, it's different now. it's finally OPEN!!!

and one round around that wheel takes approx half an hour, i heard. well....... if i have the chance, i'll sit in it and watch singapore at night with my dear dear... so romantic rite? haha~

and he'll be the one paying ;]

after that, i went out again to walk walk around jurong east. and yes, i shopped. and money is gone. but oh hell. i BOUGHT things which were worth it, not like i threw those money away.

and look wad i found? stickers everywhere!! on almost every pole along the way from jurong east interchance to jec, somebody pasted stickers reading "LEGAL LOAN.....1% interest......Miss Tan......8XXX XXXX"

1% interest leh!! it's LOW lor..... how can this thing be legal when it's lower than the banks?! there's gotta be some conditions that hafta be fulfilled.. like, minimum loan is US$1million, or payback within one month, etc.

and there's one weird thing, the advertising sticker they stuck on my neighbourhood rubbish BIN had a different number from the one i saw at jurong east... yes, it was pasted on a rubbish bin.

stinko.

oh, and i bought leslie's newets cd album. yes, i know he's dead. and yes, i've heard 99% of all his songs. but well.....they have this 63-page book of his pics and pics onli.. and the lyrics were printed on photographs! okae, near-photographs.. it's so damn cool!!! and the songs sounded crystal clear!! maybe cos i was wearing my stereo headphones when listening to it ;]

next time then i show you peeps how wonderful this album it ;]

and i bought a half-jacket... and i top-up my ez link card... and i bought snacks from ntuc..... i get hungry easily nowadays~

Lust, Caution

now i know wad the title means..

the whoooooooooole time i keep thinking how the hell they came up with that title, mainly cos i hadnt got the chance to watch this amazing show.

so the story starts from the stupid idiotic patriotic idea of this guy (wang lee hom) who made an innocent gal lose her virginity to a useless bag of bones who patronises those prostitutes. den he made the whoooooole group of frens lose their lives by being executed in front of a quarry by soldiers.

den let's look at the main actress. with make-up on, she looks veri pretty... but without it, she looks like she needs a lot of rest. she can be compared to china's national treasure which eats shoots and leaves.

den somehow or another, she managed to get close to the so-called traitor (tony leung) who had lost trust in everybody around him. but miraculously, the gal managed to touch his heart and he fell in love with her.

well, at first he onli had lust for her. and just so happened when he was about to make her his mistress, he and his wife - yes, he is married. and yes, the gal's undercovering as a married woman - moved to somewhere else. so they lost the chance to assasinate the guy and the gal lost her virginity for no blardy reason.

why did she have to lose it in the first place?

well, she was a virgin the whole time when she was trying to get close to him. until the day he wanted to make her his mistress. means she isnt supposed to be a virgin, rite? so the whole gang, regardless of guarding her virtue, MADE her a non-virgin by getting one of the male group members to bed her. both parties seemed so damn reluctant to even touch each other. and the guy had to make himself drunk before that. c'mon, all along they had been frens and never had naughty thoughts of each other.. so......it's awkward.

den when she finally lost it, the next day tony leung scoots off.

wah, i watch that scene and i feel like bashing leehom. he's the leader. he made that stupid decision. after that, they parted and the gal went back to study while the rest of the group kana stranded at hongkong cos they ridiculously killed a man after stabbing him a lot a lot of times [the knife was so damn short, so i guess it couldnt reach any vital organs. in the end, the guy bled to death after being stabbed by 4 guys]

3 yrs later, she was approached again to truly, honestly seduce tony.

and this time, tony got seduced. heart and soul. then just nice tony was into BDSM and so the poor gal......kana beaten up and such in bed.. so poor thing.. but well, both of them enjoyed it. and they did it quite a number of times.. but well, let's not talk about this. otherwise you peeps may think im really into sex.
so wad if i and my dear dear........................................... ah, back to the topic.

after that, when they were really gonna assasinate him on the day, it was the day when the gal and tony went to collect her ring. yes, he sent her to make a ring. SIX CARAT. YOU KNOW IN SINGAPORE, FOUR CARAT OREDI NEEDS AT LEAST 50K?!
imagine at that time, when china's warring, diamond sure more ex than that. and that diamond ring is encrusted with small sparkling diamonds. the ring is soooooooooo damn nice la.

so when the gal tried on the ring, she couldnt take it anymore. cos she had fallen for tony. and tony was giving that look of love. so she told him to run for his life.

well, he did.. and the way he scrambled out of the room, down the stairs, and across the street screaming "car door! car door!" and den flinging himself into his car as the chauffeur opened the car door for him. that scene......amazing. tony is one great actor.

after that, the whole group got caught. and our brave gal and stupid leehom was put beside each other together with the others, lined up and poised before the shotguns. den the scene goes over to tony.

yup, tony was the one who authorised the execution of them. he was close to tears when he signed the documents. and he looked longingly at the ring that was made for her as it rested on his desk. the same desk where he authorised her death.

but he tahan-ed. he went home, walked to her room, ignoring everything else around him. he opened the door and looked at the room. everything was there. but the gal wasnt there anymore. she wasnt there to chide him for opening the door without knocking. she wasnt there for him to hug and kiss.

she wasnt there anymore.

so he quietly sat on her bed, trying to inhale all the air that she had exhaled in that room, trying to absorb wadever she had left behind.

when the wife entered to ask wad happened, he gave her that painful look. his face was pale, his lips were bloody red, as if he bit into them in order to stop himself from expressing his pain. his eyes were bloodshot. that look of pain silenced his wife. that look made my heart go out to him.

he then dismissed her, sat a little longer at the bed. den he stood up and looked at the bed again.

and he closed the door.

end of story.



anyway, he has a real nice butt and his body is real toned. i envy carina lau.


and the gal..........butt nice, chest not veri nice. just like tammy. WAHAHAHAHA~

erm, i tried to joke. but.....pls dun be offended.

it's here..

yay...... i finally got it.

at 1.30pm, it came.

the one who delivered it gave that weirdly-blur look.. but nvm, i got it anyway.

it's my driving license!!!

tonite at juront point's billy bombers

argh, shaoqin caught me playing with my food~

guess wad's that.
that orange thing which is supposed to look like a heart is a carrot.
the orange paster underneath it is MASHED carrot + lemon juice + salt + pepper + chilli sauce + mayo.
oh and the green thing is plain ol' long beans.


it's billy bomber's prosperity fish combo set!
dory fish, i like... cute-looking fries, i like... mayo, i like.. carrot and long beans, i DONT like.

ahhhhh..
after i finished the fish and the fries, the plate still looks full. cos i refuse to touch the veg after biting into one of them. taste horrid.

that's my fish and chips with chocolate milkshake!!

ooooh, i love the chocolate milkshake....... thick and nice. just wad i want.

next time when im at billy bombers, chocolate milkshake is a MUST!!

here's a close-up for my delicious milkshake!!

MMMmmmmmmmm!~

yeaaaaaaaaaaaaa......

bought a bag yesterday, mainly for skool use.. so it's more on the plain side.. but it oso looks nice with the chain handles~

oso bought a pair of black shorts from the stall outside jec.. $11 sia... dunno whether cheap or expensive..

oso bought a wallet for $6.. it dun look lasting, but i just need a wallet to hold a lot of cards~ heh.. and this wallet got a lot of cardholding space!!

yea, commercial law test over. so.....disappointing.. i study so much and those stupid questions come out. mcq, fill in the blanks, super short answer questions.. each question is onli worth 1 mark.. and the fill in the blanks thing, one blank is worth half mark. diao~

feel like go back to sec skool sia.. FILL IN THE BLANKS.

hmmm.. nowadays dear dear keep asking me for soccer results, saying that his partner wanna know.. budden his partner can ownself go check de ma........ why must wait for me to give leh?? hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, NAN DAO DEAR DEAR IS THE ONE DOING FOOTBALL BETTING?

haha.. he better dun let me find out wor... if i know that he's betting a lot of money on football, im going to deprive him..... ;p

amazing.

called spf yesterday and i waited like eon years for them to pick up my call. so i left a voice message and gave them my contact no.. approx an hour and a half later, i get a call from the customer svc woman. then she said that there was some technical error with the licenses and it would take another 2 to 3 weeks for me to get the license.

so that means if i didnt ask, they wouldnt bother to let me know huh?

for the past 2 weeks i had been sending them the notification that i havent received the license. and no response. i had the thinking that the pple handling the emails are dead. probably kana hantam by their own pple for being so inefficient. PROBABLY. DUN ARREST ME FOR WAD I JUST SAID K? I SAID "PROBABLY" OREDI. PARDON MY BLUNTNESS.

so wad i can say for the traffic police's customer service? not veri gd. okae, more like below expectation. that's less than adequate.

why?

i understand that there are probably hundreds of pple whose license kana problem. i understand that they most probably got manpower shortage. i understand that most probably, my license is the last in their priority list since handling fines and summons are more profitable.

but hey, it's been two blardy weeks overdue. means they had one entire month to process my license thing. and they had the past 2 weeks to maybe just send an email to let me know that everything's alrite, since i did leave them my email add AND contact no.

argh, forget it. if i dun get it within the next 3 weeks, im gonna lodge a police report against the TP. muahaha, kidding. im gonna complain like siao. i studied customer service skills for 3 damn months, dun go thinking that you managed to slip thru MY hurdle.

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anyway, i skipped skool today again.

i know, im a bad bad student. but hey, i missed my dear dear and he missed me and he was gg to cut hair at his west coast hse, which was kinda nearer to my hse compared to his tpy hse.. den his mama was there, so yea.. we greeted each other, wished each other happy cny.. den she gave me angpao.. den i thanked her.. but ermmmm.. i was kinda nervous so i couldnt think of a single cny phrase to wish her. damn. i think i just scored a demerit point.

and omg, when i was TRYING to order drinks at the drink store, one bangla made a pass at me. hello, i dun think im that attractive k. i think he's desperate. he kept looking at me and smiling that indecent smile.. and he walked AROUND me for no reason.

stooooooooooopid bangla.

told dear dear. den he sat up damn straight, looked around and asked where that guy is.. i told him i dunno~ hehe.. dear dear so cute la!!

after i met dear dear, i went to jec thinking of this bag.....this particular bag which is so neatly cheap and nice......BUT I FORGOT TO BRING ENOUGH CASH AND OSO MY ATM CARD. so it was a wasted trip. damn. den i walk around some more and found even better bags but a lil more ex.. and found cheap and nice wallets..

BUT I DIDNT HAVE THE MONEY TO BUY THEM. ARGH.

oh yar, dear dear said that his partner is gonna give me last month's salary when he meets me for the first time next midweek.

the problem is, i didnt even WORK A SINGLE SHEET for them that month!! so how come i got PAY!?

dun understand....... i think dear dear is bullying his partner. HAHA~

but this partner of his is real good to him.. he is business-partner-cum-alarm-clock-cum-reminder.. why alarm clock cum reminder? cos almost everyday, this partner will wake my dear dear up to sign documents, collect loan payments, go around the whole nation [besides the west part where i am] doing work. and he will nag at my dear dear abt everything and anything. he even nagged at dear dear over dear dear's sunshine work.. so funny la!!

but oso quite amazing la, this partner struck toto or 4d, had a lot of money and invested most of it into my dear dear's finance company to become partners.. so now my dear dear got 60% of company share onli.. haha~

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my bro kana..

scammed.

he lost $60k and his fren lost $200k.

wad a clever bro i have.

earn money den throw money.. throw money den earn money.. earn oredi den throw again.

amazing brother i have.

and he intends to earn back that 60k back within the month.

valentine's day with frens

amazingly, delvine loved taking pics of the valentine's stuff from me and qian~

some more must position CORRECTLY~

CHOCOLATE~

in qian's eyes, im a pig. okae. and in her eyes, nisa is an angel. okae.

panic! at the disco new songs

"pretty. odd."

Love Song

by sara bareilles



Head under water,
And they tell me to breathe easy for a while.
The breathing gets harder, even I know that.

You made room for me but it’s too soon to see,
If I’m happy in your hands.
I’m unusually hard to hold on to.

Blank stares at blank pages.
No easy way to say this.
You mean well, but you make this hard on me.

I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one, you see.
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's,
Make or breaking this.
If you’re on your way,
I'm not gonna write you to stay.
If all you have is leaving,
I’m gonna need a better reason to write you a love song today.
Today.

I learned the hard way,
That they all say things you want to hear.
My heavy heart sinks deep down under you,
And your twisted words, your help just hurts.
You are not what I thought you were.
Hello to high and dry.

Convinced me to please you.
Made me think that I need this too.
I’m trying to let you hear me as I am.

I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one, you see.
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's,
Make or breaking this.
If you’re on your way,
I'm not gonna write you to stay.
If all you have is leaving,
I’m gonna need a better reason to write you a love song today.

Promise me you'll leave the light on,
To help me see with daylight, my guide, gone.
'Cause I believe there's a way you can love me because I say,

I won't write you a love song,
'Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one you see.
I'm not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this.
Is that why you wanted a love song,
'Cause you asked for it,
'Cause you need one you see.
I’m not gonna write you a love song,
'Cause you tell me it's make or breaking this.
If you’re on your way,
I’m not gonna write you to stay.
If your heart is nowhere in it,
I don’t want it for a minute.
Babe, I’ll walk the seven seas when I believe that there's a reason to,
Write you a love song today.
Today.

tadah!! im blogging in the midst of econs lecture.. muahahaha..

bored. now lecturer talking about credit creation. just now he said "ped-nut" when it's supposed to be "peanuts"~

simi credit multiplier... i dun want to understand.

JUNO

omg... i watched the show JUST NOW.

and it rox.

i love the background music. totally.







sorry that i posted so many playlists here.. just that there are so many 30-sec song samples~

have you seen a flying lawn mower?

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DAMMMMN CUTE. and i love the background music.

hey peeps, so how was your valentine's?

until now, i havent celebrated a single valentine's day. so sad.
there are pple saying that everyday should be a valentine's day for couples..

if so, den valentine's day should not be called a day.

cos even if you have found the love of your life, but he does not spend that day with you, then wad's the purpose of having that day there?

and there goes the first valentine's day where i have a bf......

it's lost it's meaning.

the rose - bette midler

Some say love it is a river
that drowns the tender reed
Some say love it is a razer
that leaves your soul to blead

Some say love it is a hunger
an endless aching need
I say love it is a flower
and you it's only seed

It's the heart afraid of breaking
that never learns to dance
It's the dream afraid of wakingthat never takes the chance
It's the one who won't be taken
who cannot seem to give
and the soul afraid of dyingthat never learns to live

When the night has been too lonely
and the road has been too long
and you think that love is only
for the lucky and the strong
Just remember in the winterfar beneath the bitter snows
lies the seed
that with the sun's love
in the spring
becomes the rose

haha, so funny.. one of my online guy frens just asked me to accompany him for movie tmw.. i said that i couldnt go with him though ;]

and i rather be out with dear dear.. but dear dear got meeting tmw.. and i have skool until late afternoon and im gg home for dinner cos my mama kinda miss me~

i told dear dear about that.. den he said that he jealous.. haha, so cute!!

my dear dear being jealous of a guy who will never have the chance to have touch me or my heart.. so unnecessary.. and yet it feels so sweet~

another stupid case of unforeseen circumstances

hai.. disappointed again..

today dear dear's neck got too stiff.. so stiff that he could barely turn his head.. if he tried to turn, it would hurt a lot..

so in the end..

no movie

no dinner

no meet-up

i waited for him for the whole afternoon and evening again.. end up nth happen again..

and i cried again ;[ cos i was so disappointed that we couldnt meet.. still, it wasnt his fault..

another stupid case of unforeseen circumstances.

bye bye ah meng~

so sad.. she's gone.. but thank goodness i managed to see her in real!!

took her pic last year when i went to the zoo with june, cherie, shaoqin and yiting!!

look at the kitty!! sitting on the bonnet of a merc which had been hit by a bird shit!!

this cat knows how to choose!!

my sis got this as her wedding present 6 years ago.. but she didnt bring it along to bro-in-law's hse..

oh yar, after i posted last nite's post abt my dear dear.. and after communicating to him via sms.. i finally simmered down..

budden when we were sms-ing each other, i sounded real sarcastic at times.. and he was saying that my needles veri painful.. haha.. so i apologised and den my sarcastic tone came back almost immediately.. i guess i was really upset. it's the first time that i've been so sarcastic to anyone.. ;[

nvm, we'll be meeting again tonite.. and im gonna make it up for my sarcastic-ness ;]

yesterday morning, i dreamt that i was running. i was escaping from smth.

den this morning, i dreamt that i was accompanying a fren to her primary skool [she's a primary skool student] which was near toa payoh.. so i happily went to see sunshine peeps since the office is at toa payoh.. and it's been such a long time since i've met them.. but when i was there, sugarbro couldnt recognise me and mr casper called me a wo nang fei - useless - and oso said that i was a coward for not coming to office for these few months.. someone tried to calm him down but he continued scolding..

hai, pple say when you keep thinking of smth in the day, you will dream of it at nite. i guess that's spot on.. cos i've been thinking of how my frens at sunshine are now.. whether they still see me as a fren anot.. but well, i dun think i deserve being their fren.. since im so much less competent compared to them. couldnt even enter one sales. couldnt even get a successful appointment.

i suck at mlm. which means i suck at pple relations. which means i suck at everything.

argh.

i am upset.

i know im unreasonable

but im still unhappy.

last nite, i asked dear dear if he was free tmw [which is today] and he said that he had an afternoon meeting onli.. so i arranged with him to have dinner today. and i told him that i really wanted to see him cos it's been more than a week that we havent met.

den he overslept for the afternoon meeting again. i tried to call him to wake him up la, but no use.

den by 9pm, he's still at the meeting.

so i was upset.

hmmm.. but i was kinda mentally prepared that he wouldnt be able to make it again. since he's always so busy. so i left at around 7.15pm.. went to imm to shop shop cos i spotted a real nice skirt there.. den i walked around and waited for him to let me know that he's ready to meet me. den i walked until my leg got those painful blisters.. cos i was wearing quite-new shoes..

den i was with myself for 2 hours.. saw shaoqin at imm's escalators.. heh, i was going up, she was going down so we couldnt really talk.. we onli waved at each other and i was trying to get eric on the phone~

so i was thinking, in case didnt get to meet him, at least i got buy some stuff.. at least my trip wasnt wasted.

but...i was real hopeful that i could meet him tonite.. veri veri hopeful.

after that when he told me that he was still at the meeting at 9pm, i kinda got upset and sms-ed him in my angry tone.. and im resolved not to sms/call him for the next 24 hours.

maybe im throwing tantrums. but i dun care. we havent met for more than one blard-y week. and he promised to come for cny visiting. but he didnt come anyway. make me more upset and my mother was asking me when my "fren" was coming ever since wednesday.

make me wonder smth.. does my dear dear really love me? so far wadever he had said, are just wad he said. he can say that he saw this real great present for me and he almost bought it for me. but he didnt buy. he can say so many things and yet, all i get from him are just words.

i dunno how to confront him abt it.. and i am so so tired of guessing if all these had been a lie.

damn, why are these tears flowing?

my grandmother's house at geylang

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