i cried last nite..
i cried many many times.. seems like after every 20 mins, i would be crying for 10 mins.
is it bcos of the stress from projects?
is it bcos of how frustrated i am at my mama making mountains out of molehills?
or is it bcos of how bad i missed dear dear and that so far, he had onli given me beautiful promises and nth else?
he had promised too many, broke some, and put many on hold.
almost every promise he made, would be pushed back and back and back and back and back.
i hate it when it happens. it seems just like he never intended to fulfil them.
so now i understand wad it means by "xiang ai rong yi, xiang chu nan."
