somehow.... last nite when i was poking my nail.... i was kinda enjoying it :D

when the needle was glowing bright orange and me promptly poking the nail.. the needle went down thru the nail as if the toe nail was jelly.. and the area around the hole sizzled and there's the sizzling and crackling sound of burnt flesh.. and i smelt burnt flesh.. onli a lil before it was gone.

damn it felt gd.

makes me feel alive. somehow.

been living my days like there's no tomorrow. the eunice of the past has died. wad's left is inferiority, boredom and the feeling of disgust towards marriage and relationship.

no wonder i felt intrigued during my law lecture abt relationship breakdowns and pre-nup agreements. heh.







i'll never believe in marriages ever again. love does not mean forever. love is degrading.