anyway.. all i wanna say. no. i wanna scream to blogworld.
IM OVER HIM! AND HIM!
yes, there are 2 HIMs.. first him, is MW. and since im over him, i guess i will say his once forbidden name. wee tat chuen. no longer thinking abt him. no longer wishing this and that abt him. that wonderful dream i had abt him, i shall let go. no longer held hopes. in the first place, i didnt have any hopes.
second HIM, is Christianity. rite now, i dun like the idea of having a religion. okae, i think that i have said this before. i no longer believe that this God exists, or that another God exists. i believe that there is a God in all of us. but it's a God we subconsciously control. we had oredi decided wad's rite and wad's wrong and we make it seem as if it was this God we created in our minds who created the boundary btn rite and wrong. there are many things in which we believed to be miracles, well, they just stop at being miracles. nth else.
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ever since junming popped the question, i kept thinking.. nowadays, i keep thinking, "do we really stand a chance?" is there someone who actually dun mind me being fat? im absolutely mindful abt my size and i absolutely hate myself for being fat. so how can someone like me when i dun even like myself? can i get an answer? can he answer my questions?
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yesterday, my sis asked me a question which left me at a loss and feeling veri tired. she had been asking me to accompany her to go to phantom of the opera ever since november or december last year.. and finally she booked the tickets for 6 may at 2pm. weird date, weird timing. how come the play last for such a long time? and 2pm.... omigosh.. who will be in the mood for plays in the afternoon?? hai~ weird, but i gotta go.. cos she actually accompanied me to watch cabaret last year..
oh man, cabaret ROCKS. that is a statement.
