04 August 2005

hey!!!!!! missed me??

hehe.... i missed blogging.. erm.. not really.... super busy le... now veri stressed.... my physics super lagging... must really buck up lor...... howhowhowhowhowhowhowhowhowhowhowhow???? and my "progress report" -stoopidname- states that i have 43.6% for physics.... ah!!!!!!!!!! howhowhowhowhow??? my mother's gonna either kill me with her words, or with her brute strength... haiz... howhowhow?? my gp got 58%.. chinese got 60++.. the rest i too tired to recall..... update you next time..... ah!!!!!! i gotta work harder and smarter for physics and econs.........

so i am gonna stop blogging for a veri long time.. hehe.. so far, wad i have not blogged abt is the fairfield dinner, wanru's case and pw...

the dinner at fairfield was omgly bad in terms of food. the service.. i dun even recall waiters/waitresses walking around.. cos it's a buffet dinner.. they werent prepared enough in getting plates, forks and knife, etc. in the end they gave styrofoam plates and plastic forks. wah liao, we pay $50 for this slipshot work!?!?!? but the socialising part was fun... during the service, we went to the toilet and took photos -diao, take pics in the toilet, of all places sia..- den the dinner, mw was tokin and toking.... he tok until it reminds me of a dinner where they auction stuff and he's the bidder.. and he looked chubbier.. so cute! and he cut hair too.. but still the same hair style.. he wore gray shirt and blackish tie with black pants, of course.. new shirt.

during the dinner, ms toh sang for us.. den 4e pple all took roses from their tables -garden setting, so they put flowers at each table to create the "ambience"- and gave it to her.. i was kinda worried that she get pricked by the thorns... but the pple had shown effort in trimming the roses and removing the thorns... lucky ms toh.. haha.. oh yar, david said that my outfit was "sexy". diao lor....... i wore long sleeved shirt and pants.. just that my shirt unbuttoned until quite low, or else i suffocate..

at the end of the dinner, he disappeared. haiz. couldnt find him. but luckily, i recorded his voice into my phone. so can hear him tok at times.. haha, i psycho.

okae, as for wanru's case. she kinda felt that "life sucks". her msn nick said so.. and i dunno how to help her.. oso, she likes to tok... esp during lectures... and lecture is the time i am either stoning and wanna be with myself, or trying to catch wad the econs teacher was saying.. i expect NO disturbances.. and there she is hitting my hand to get my attention and getting grunts from me as response. and now pj got alot of talkative gals around me... during physics lecture they tok. econs lecture, either wanru or shandy and jialing tok. so i end up being super pissed. cant study with pple toking. im easily distracted, so i cant have noise around me.. and somehow, i can tahan guys but cannot tahan gals toking... oh!! i know why le.. the guys do not gossip abt other guys and gals, abt eyebrows, etc.. they oso know the limit to my patience. the gals dun. and the jokes the guys crack are different from gals' ones.. guys' are those horny, but veri funny ones.. jokes that will lighten my mood. i dun want those jokes that wanru cracks during lectures somehow.. oh yar, and i honestly do not find the jokes that the lecturers crack as "funny". not at all. and there are pple laughing at mr tay's jokes.. okae lar, he veri cute, as in the old but adorable kind.. and when he cracks jokes, his face will have that innocent look and he will tok slowly. but i do not find the jokes as allowances to get distracted and let pple continue toking abt those jokes. i just wanna study! for heaven's sake, laugh to yourselves! the teacher is giving some impt notes that we will need okae!? the laughing will drown out the lecturer's voice one leh..

okae, pw. i got supper pissed 1 hour after the meeting commenced on this mon. i dun like pple playing games with others when the group members need help. the group got 5 pple. 2 were playing finger games with another classmate. one was piao-ing but she came back to pw-world.. and another was veri anxious to get her questions answered. the last one was me. i was racking my brains and thinking abt the entire process of the pw... and there they were laughing at the game they were enjoying. i got so bloody pissed that i left immediately without saying a word. couldnt trust myself to speak lest i shouted or cried. i always cry when i am on the verge of breaking down from anger. as in i get angry. i keep quiet. den pple tok to me. den my voice will tremble. den i will feel my eyes clouded. den i dun feel like toking.

but luckily, the pw meeting yesterday was more successful. nobody was playing! yay! we finally got down to business!! but there some disagreements and misunderstandings.. and pple just cut into each other's sentences... that is BLOODY RUDE. i hate pple cutting into my sentences, or other pple's sentences. i extremely hate that.


okae, i gtg. veri tired and i gotta do some book review and my job in pw. tata.

christian bale is HOT.