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i have been thinking of alot of things.. and now, the first thing is sheryl's attitude towards alvin. she's not veri happy with him and i can understand why.. his attitude towards work is kinda slack, he dun really agree with wad she said during meetings and that will offend ANYBODY who thinks that he/she had thought of an excellent idea.. i think i would have been pissed off by him if i were sheryl.. but luckily, i have learnt to control my temper, managed to keep things to myself, and i have spent all my life looking at both sides of the stories.. so i can understand with her attitude to alvin.. she is irritated by him. and she showed her unhappiness abt him several times.. erm, she had went "dun care abt him lar.. he's the one to kana", or something liddat..it's actually an "okae" statement.. but it came from sheryl's mouth.. she is not the type who dun care abt her frens' situation.. besides, she oredi stated that she dun like guys who pms, pointing at alvin who was isolating himself regularly from the class pple/ the gals/ the boys..
second, i am vexed by the founders' day dinner thingy... i want to go ver much.. but i am afraid that i will not look appropriate, my hair sucks, my face looked like a minefield, i look like a barrel and i will be wearing my pj uniform.. i shall get yh to wear uniform with me.. hahaha... and honestly, i dun wanna see kwe with her braces.. haiz, evil selfish me have prejudice towards her, im so sorry.. but i'll try to accomodate her like wad i have done in the first 3 months in ij.. actually, she can be nice when she isnt bossy and abit over-conscious abt her appearance..
and i have the money in my piggy bank.. so i can afford.. haiz.. budden i scared.. im scared of being out of place.. haiz.
i want so much to feast my eyes on him.. hehe. im not despo.. it's just that i most probably will never see him again, and i miss him just so much. and he's the host. haiz.. im vexed abt something so simple..
i shall go ask my mother abt it when she does not feel irritable. if she say can, den i most prob will go.. hehe..
im tired. bye..
christian bale is oh-my-goshly HOTTTTT!!
