heyhey.. yesterday, elin flew home. suddenly, i feel that she belongs to melbourne. strange. nvm. and the day before yesterday i went out for dinner with elin, emmaline, evan, jie bin and yonghao.. [ever since i went to make my new ic, i found out that your hanyu pinyin name must be spelt as one word. just nice my birth cert spelt my name as "shu fang" when it's supposed to be "shufang". in the end they wanted me to redo the birth cert in order to get my hanyu pinyin name into my ic. bloodsuckers, gotta pay for every damn thing. so i refused to redo my birth cert.]
the dinner was at jurong point; fish & co. [note: DO NOT EVER EVER GO EAT THINGS AT FISH & CO. THEY ARE BIGGER BLOODSUCKERS THAN THE GOVT. THEIR SERVICE CHARGE ALMOST COST $10 WHEN THEY ONLY TOOK OUR ORDERS, FILLED OUR WATER ONCE AND GIVE US THE BILL. TEN BLOODY DOLLARS. gst was more than $5. the govt is damned rich too. sorry for the vulgarities.]
but before that, we wanted to go take neoprints; more like elin wanna take neoprints.. budden the neoprint shop closed down le.. so we were busy deciding where to eat. someone KINDLY suggested eating at seoul garden. hello!? no matter how much a glutton you are, you can never eat a buffet meal worth $15.99 ++. the "++" matters ALOT. you could go try it out if you brought a hundred dollars with you.
so we talked abt going to long john silver, so jie bin and yonghao made alot of noise sia. most of the noise came from jie bin lar.. cos she got really sick of the fishes and chickens there.. den talk talk talk talk until one whole round go back to fish & co. diao.. okae, dinner took super long to finish cos halfway while struggling thru the waiting process of them cooking the sea creatures, elin saw eugene and lihong snuggling with each other outside comics connection. den they entered my fav shop [which is comic connection lar].. den elin was super curious and went to go see them. den i sian of waiting so i oso go.. lor oso go.. budden once i step inside i regretted my decision so i just pretended to be fascinated by the key chains that i so cannot buy since i am oredi bankrupted by the fishes. and i never expected my fried fish to be mushed-up-toufu-cum-goreng-pisang-with-onli-a-lil-fishy-taste. i could have used a spoon instead of a knife. to scoop up the "toufu".
den after the dinner, we went around den we went to take photos.. i am so un-photogenic.. that's why i hate taking photos. den pose here pose there, got one time even gotta jump into the air when the camera snaps.. in the end only show me up in the air.. diao.. they jump oredi den i jump.. i think, or maybe cos of the 2.0s of human reaction time that the photographer took.. yonghao is the photographer.. [normal human reaction time = 0.2s] no wonder lar hor.... hahahahahaha.. see, physics so interesting, can headshot pple..
in the end we separated at arount 8 something.. or was it 9 something?? nvm, still as late.. and i even had skool the next day!! wow!! and my day didnt end with friday skool! it ended with me going from cck all the way to changi airport!! and the airport is so big until i got lost while wondering abt. cos NOBODY told me where i was supposed to go.. and when i called elin, her sis answered and said that she dunnoe a single thing. i will never go to the airport anymore unless i am the one flying off ! now, remind me that i said that.
this time when elin went off, i didnt feel anything much. no sense of loss, nothing.. that's wad bothering me. or is it bothering me? nvm. i just feel that we werent as close as i tot we used to be.. and somehow, the tot that she will come back made me feel the lack of the required sadness. i feel so numbed by my tots. until there was the blass barrier, i only wanted to look at her one more time, and that everbody seemed to be blocking my view.. that was wad i tot.. nth else.. okae lar, oso with the tot that she will come back in december.. now, i feel so damn tired of missing her, tired of thinking of her.. should i be feeling guilty? i dun think so. if i hurt anybody with my words, i no longer care. and i dun want to. cos i am tired. tired of everything and anything. tired of being sad.
now im just being disorganized. trying to adjust to the hectic jc lifestyle. i miss innova so damn much now. i want so much to see my ex-physics-cum-civics tutor.. no lar, i dun have crush on him.. he's just more down-to-earth than ms tay, that's why i like [as in fren like fren] him.. the teachers at innova seemed so approachable.. okae, not all.. only those who taught me over there..
pioneer's teachers seem so distant and they seem to be rushing to do the next thing and they seem like they are a level higher than the students there.. it's like they are the superior ones.. except one, dennis yeo.. wah, he super funny lor.. and super wacky.. i need him as my civics tutor, or else i will mutate into the unfeeling kind oredi.. okae, nvm.. i shall make do with wad i have now.. gotta accept reality. HAIZ.
okae, i think i typed abit too much.. but hey, im summarising wad happened within 2 days and my tots and feelings leh.. haha, gtg.. tata!!
primal attraction to one guy, a loving-longing for one man and a thoroughly true love for one God. dun ask who. i feel that you cant get any more stupid than i think you are. and i think you know who im toking abt. so damn obvious.
oh yar, bye!
