04 April 2005

today VI

heyhey.. this morning was cool.. i missed the 187 bus i waited 10 min for.. ironic rite? cos that stooooopid bus driver no see me standing there trying to flag it down. in the end gotta make emmaline wait for me.. and i managed to reach the skool just before the gates.. haha, yonghao today oso late... even later than moi.. hahahahaha........... even worse is that in the end we had to sprint to the hall which seemed so far away and den squeeeeeeeeeeeeze into the crowded cage...... scary... den i so short stand right in the middle of giants... how the hell do i see!? so i just look around, sometimes tiptoe to look at who making announcements, den i look at my shoes [it seems that it need some serious washing].. look at shuai ge in my class.. den before i knew it, assembly was over. den i gotta squeeeeze OUT of the crowd.. have been squeezing here and there lately.. saturday night in the skytrain i kana squashed, not squeezed.. den the 2 angmohs behind me laughing about the jokes i crack abt the crowd.. diao.. i dun even know them..

den skool started. the whole class veri "bonded".. the guys follow the gals everywhere.. so after the first lecture, the gals went to toilet as usual.. so the guys actually followed.. at first the guys behind blur blur, dunnoe where to go so follow the gals lor.. den suddenly one of the guys say something that made me laugh. he was expecting us to go to a classroom, not a gals' toilet.. haha.. he said it in hokkien with a "wah liao".. haha..

for contact time, the teacher called us to fill in a form describing ourselves. i wrote alot of things abt loving God and crappy stuff eg my hobbies are eating, sleeping, toking, breathing, walking, loving.. haha.. i actually wrote those in. i didnt bother sounding sophisticated or profound or anything impressing. i just wrote my greatest achievement as being able to live a life, happiest thing is to be a human.. 5 adjectives to describe myself; simple, polite, sensitive, blah, blah.

after skool, i stayed back to study for a few hours.. so guai leh!! went to the library to do some physics.. so damn noisy!!!!! so i couldnt concentrate at all...

when i went home, i actually overslept by one stop.. in the end gotta walk a long way along the slope at bt batok... being close to those tall trees in the cold weather made me feel vulnerable, weak and alone.. haiz.. i felt, afraid. no one knows wad those trees and vines are hiding.. okae, im having a creative mind. yay! tmw can meet elin for lunch le.....!!