07 February 2005

cccrunch

heyhey, your eyes are not playing a trick on you lar... i really meant cccrunch.... cos got one singapore pop group named cccrush.. and i've got something to tok abt my crushes.

first, celebrate pple, im over darren; my feelings are ebbing away, finally!!!!!!!!! yay!!!! cos i kinda dun like the idea of thinking abt guys anymore!!!!!!!!!! no, im not a lesbian, yet...... maybe one day i will go for gals, but NOT now.

but...........

there's something..

i still cant get over mr wee.

memories of him haunt me. his face. his voice. his love for God. every morning devotion he had given in skool, i have never forgotten. everything.. now i see any guy who is short i'll think of him... hehe, i am NOT laughing at his height, but if you think so, then i am.. *snigger snigger*

wah, this morning during maths lecture, i was chanting to myself "stay awake" while having my visions getting more blur every minute.. then when the lecture was over, i was sooooo happy.. but the happiness was shortlived; had a bad headache IMMEDIATELY after i stood up to leave........ soooooooooo pain.............. ah........! muz be bcos of the lecturer; she went yakkity yak, in that irritating monotone tok..... it's like hypnotising me to sleep..... did i spell correctly? i hope i did.. heh heh..

nvm, gtg..... damn sleepy.