13 December 2004

okae, try to imagine that the one you truly love is actually kissing the love of his life, but you are not that "love os his life".. do your head suddenly feel like it's exploding into pieces? do you see nothing else except for that kiss?
if you do, welcome to my life..
actually, everything about him gives me a very bad headache. in the past the headaches would occur on my left brain.. now headaches take place on my right brain, and they are getting worse.. the only remedy, is to forget him.. but i cant seem to let go of my feelings for him, so dun even think of me forgetting him..

AHHHHH!!!! RETURN OF THE HEADACHE....
it's worse then the "return of the king" for LOTR - i hate LOTR -

i love him so much