yar, like wad i said in the title, i cant help it.. i cant help it when i keep reminding myself of his wedding day [which is tomorrow].. that i cannot have anymore special feelings for him.. i cant stop myself.. from thinking of him every time.. all the time.. and for your information, and my feelings werent affected by his new hairstyle..
i have been dreaming of him lately.. and everytime i feel so glad to be able to see him in my dreams.. i dunnoe why i feel so happy.. den i will feel sad, cos i will remind myself that i can no longer have that luxury.. since he will no longer be legal property for dreaming starting from tmw..
i feel the ache in my heart.. i juz dun want t=it to be there anymore.. it's so "ouch"..
