31 March 2008

why?

why did i say those horrible things?

why did i pester him so much for us to go out?

why must i make him angry?

why did i want a break-up?

why cant i take back my words?

how do i patch things up with him?
A: i want you to be happy

B: i am happy!

A: no, i mean when everybody goes home

*pause*

i feel like im B.. only happy on the outside.. and when im without my dear dear, im so unhappy.

30 March 2008

electrico's EVERYBODY'S HERE



I had a dream the other night inside my head
One of me that it seems I’ve always had…
In the middle of nowhere dark and cold
I find myself all alone.
And everytime it seems like it never ends
I gotta find my way back to get me out of there…

I had a dream the other night inside my head
The same old dream, but then instead
Of being alone in the middle of who knows where
I saw another man standing there….
So I went up to his face and I turned and said
How can I be the only one inside this place?

Cos, you don’t know that everybody’s here
Same old story time and time again
You just never turn to look behind (you)”

So I turned a little round and what (did) I see?
A line of people waiting around like me
“you’re not alone” is what I mean…
“…or why would the line stretch to the sea?”
All of us adrift in an endless space
I’m not the only one inside this place

He said, “You on your own is what you see here
And it’s hard to see it any other way
Now it’s time to open up your eyes.
Cos, you don’t know that everybody’s here
Same old story time and time again
You just never turned to look behind.”

He said, “You on your own is what you see here
And it’s hard to see it any other way
Now it’s time to open up your eyes.
Cos, you don’t know that everybody’s here
Same old story time and time again
You just never turned to look behind.”

I’m not alone, it’s not just me here
It’s not (that) hard to reach out to find your way
Now it’s time to open up your eyes.

http://www.everybodyshere.sg/

27 March 2008

today

wah, damn tired nowwwww.. just now almost suddenly fall asleep.. super tired but i hafta blog..

today, many stuff happened but im just gonna mention one..

just a few hours ago, my districts' MP visited my hse.. Ms Grace Fu, if im not wrong.. den she was chatting with my mama and the pple who tagged along were saying that my hse was big and such.. den there was this bunch of hwa chong students doing some kind of recording~ as if we were specimens waiting to be evaluated. that's wad i dun like abt surveying and such.. as if we're just there for them to judge.

okae, outta point.

yar, they're all taller than me.. but ms grace fu not veri tall la.. haha~

den my mama was showing off my sis' and my bro's achievements such as piano distinctions, ballet, my bro selling this and sold that, etc.. i think she just talked a lil too enthusiastically cos ms fu said that my mama is a "veri happy person"..

yea.. but not in front of me.. her true side just comes out.

*evil laughter*

haiya, those pple come and made me miss the climax of my 9pm show abt gambling.. it was the climatic part of the episode when we greeted ms fu~~ wahhhh~

25 March 2008

COUNTDOWN!!


MySpace Generators

YU GUO TIAN QING

YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAA........

IT WAS ALL A STUPID MISUNDERSTANDING......

amazingly, since sat nite he was at airport doing his work, he accidentally left his phone with the security there [did i say that security there prohibits pple from bringing hp into the premises?]

den when he went back to collect on monday, the one who was holding onto his phone wasnt around.. so he could onli collect it just now.. and when he got it, he immediately called me!!

and he oso called liqian cos i used her hp to call his hp before that.. hehe~

and i oso told him on the phone that got someone make weird proposal to me.. hehe, he sounded so cute la.. den i told him that he can dun believe me..

den he said that he believed me.. and i could almost hear out him smiling away..

i love his smile, so childish and yet so handsome ;]




hai. i cried for nth. worry for nth. call for nth. lose sleep for nth some more..

but i like this ending better ;]
one veri evil person just said

"wad the pt to stay with a guy who have no time[?]"

do i need other reasons?

i love him.

that's all that matters rite?

and of course, he is damn cute and chubby and i love rubbing his tummy.

but rite now he's breaking promises, not answering calls and not replying smses. that's wad im pissed about.

that's all.