you know abt hsu wei lun's recent death?

she passed away last sunday. when she's onli 28. when she's healthy and at her prime. when she is at the time when she is most beautiful. when the future shines for her.

she's gone.

just one BANG.

and everything becomes hell for her loved ones.

and her future goes black. it dissolves away.

when everybody least expects it, death comes lurking. dun you feel spooked by this thinking that you might be dead the next minute? if you're in your bedroom or in the living room while reading my blog, your entire house/building collapses and you get crushed to death. imagine when you cross the zebra crossing and a speeding lorry slams you into your coffin.

used to go around thinking,
"i can do this later." "i will do that tmw."
"i have time, i can give it a try next time."

now i better rethink.

i tot that maybe next time when i am ready, i will accept the status of being his.
problem is, he might have a change of heart and decide not to wait for me anymore.
or, maybe before i can say yes, something happens and separates us forever.

even rite now, i am trying to postpone saying "yes". and i dunno why i am hesitating.
ahh, i know why i am hesitating.

the main question is: wad does a galfren and a boyfren do?

ahh! i forgot to mention one veri special colleague.. guess his name.

it's ringo!!!!

soooo cute la! wonder how he got named like this..
and he's like the leader of the team, among the whole department, besides yona, he's the second "boss".. office politics la.. there are 3 others guys in the whole team, but they arent the leader type..

anyway, ringo veri cute! even though he can be counted as a senior citizen.. should be around his forties ba.. anyway, he veri cute!! just now, the company bell rang as per normal at 5.30pm, and those not doing OT will go down this particular staircase to get to the bus boarding area.. so he was going down infront of me and chinya [my colleague who came to work at the same time as me and happens to be my neighbour] happily.. den a guy who apparently knows him said," wah ringo, go home so early ah!"

den ringo started saying," no, i am going home ON TIME, not early. early means i leave ten minutes earlier before the bell rings. so i am ON TIME." and he emphasizes and re-emphasizes this point as we go down 3 storeys.. while that poor guy who started the whole thing gave a helpless smile.. somehow, ringo dun sound irritating even though he keeps saying the same thing.. sound veri comical! haha.. and he wore a polo t with horizontal stripes and the company pants and carried a small haversack.. i think he looks better in the company uniform..

the way he talks.. remind me of chantong.. both like to prove their point and make sure that their points are taken, no matter how long they tok abt it. haha!

ahh... wad i want from dorothy perkins...

with this....

and this...

and oso maybe this bangle..

and this pair of earrings!

this earrings i can bring home and add some orange to it to help it match the dress even better! its edges can be painted the same reddish orange as the dress.. awesome!!! i am soooooooooooo gonna buy this set.

after i get my pay.

and somehow, i think i cant live without this shoulder bag.

this bag. i like even better.

ahhh... actually i tok so much abt my work, workplace and jap guys.. den i realise i havent mentioned much of the colleagues that i've been working closely with.. haha!

okae... my department is called purchasing.. aiya, actualli i oso dunno.. haha! okae i have 3 pple in charge of assigning me with duties.. they're cam, yuli and david.. den these 3 heads of mine have one head - yona.. yona's one interesting name, and the owner has a unique signature.. veri unique.. i dunno wad she's trying to sign but it looks nice :]

cam's slightly shorter than me, and her hand is the smallest i have ever seen!!!! soooooo small.... but she's on the round side... so chubby, like a baby!

yuli's quite average... but she's soft spoken, gentle.. a bit like shandy, but more gentle..

david.... erm... he got a baby face... but he's balding... and he's not on the young side.. yea, that's all.

hai.. nth much to say abt them le.. haha, tata!

just now i read a msg sent from CHICKEN RICE BOI in friendster.

it read,
"hi there.... you look like a pig... but you got a big breast,,,,,i like... add me leh...''

den i replied.
'' hi. you look like an asshole. go find some shit and fill yourself up. and yup, i will add you.''

ended up i couldnt add him as a ''fren'' bcos i had to enter chicken rice's full name or email address. which i do not have and do not bother having.

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this shows that you can piss me off veri easily. veri veri easily. unless you're someone who matters a lot to me, i will rmb my grudges for life.

one last note: step on my tail and i send you TNT, pple-who-dun-matter-to-me.

my tastes have matured. i like.