sunday

my bro got into an accident. and he managed to survive.. den both knees kana.. one knee quite serious, the ligament torn. den we no choice bluff my mother that he got rollerblading accident.. no choice.. wait she go bonkers.. she was on the verge of going crazy when she saw him limping like an old man.. he even used his umbrella as his walking stick. why no get the real one? dun ask me.. maybe cos he didnt want my mother to know wad really happened, worse, exaggerate beyond logic..


yesterday

went out for lunch with lydia this afternoon; the other gals not free.. lydia got class, huiyi got cca.. den i forgot to ask evan.. hehe.. the lunch was at jp, she was a lil late.. but nvm.. den we went to mos burger to eat.. but since eels arent available, we ate teriyaki chicken burger.. den after that we went to the pet shop at jp.. the pets there are soooo cute! the hamsters, rabbits, guinea pigs, cats and dogs were so cute! got two rabbits, veri furry, were sleeping close together.. in fact, they were so close that i tot that it was ONE animal with lots of fur.. haha.. den got a veri furry kitty didnt care much abt human presence.. pple, including me, kept molesting it and it just turn around, take a glance at you, turn away, sleep. but sometimes, it will respond by following your hand.. den it will sniff sniff [maybe cos my hand got teriyaki chicken smell] den get tired of sniffing den sleep again.. but its fur veri nice!! it's those long long fur.. then you got notice that the strays normally have extremely short tails? well, this pet shop got all cats with long tails!

den my sis came and got me to watch "harry potter and the goblet of fire" after i bid goodbye with lorraine.. it's nice! budden im too tired to narrate the story to you le...


today

went to the library with yiting and SQ. fruitless trip. i waster my studying day. argh. i'll never study in a group. never!! dun wanna tok abt wad happened in the library. just wanna warn you peeps that the fire alarm has many false alarms and i am veri easily irritated when somebody rocks my table and chair, or shifting every one minute. i expect no movement, no human sound, no disturbance.

den on my way back on the mrt.. it was halfway from bukit gombak to bukit batok that the train suddenly stopped in one of the tunnels.. it just *stopped*.. den it continued moving and advancing to bukit batok.. by the time we reached bb, there was a smell of burnt plastic.. i'll recognise those poison fumes no matter where i smell them. den there's one guy [quite beefy, cute single-lidded eyes.. not my type.] who started sniffing like as if he hated the smell.. the others were like feeling abit discomforted but this guy is exaggerating the smell.. den i coughed cos i couldnt take the smell.. been kinda sensitive regarding my sense of smell, hearing and taste ever since i suffered that untreated case of food poisoning.. but, i havent been digging my ear, so im getting deaf.. regarding that food poisoning, it's easy to pinpoint wad was the culprit. it was nescafe mocha. why do i know? cos that was the only thing i consumed on that day before the discomfort came.. want me to narrate the story? hehe, maybe you're going "NO", but i cant hear you.... sooooo here goes:

i woke up at 4am in the morning. why? it was my last paper; the phy, chem mcq paper. had to study else i get myself strangled. had prepared myself a cold can of mocha to keep my eyelids wide open [but somehow, it cant work!].. while reading thru the notes, i drank. on an empty stomach. so that food poisoning thing, was my fault. when i settled down on my exam table, i started feeling nauseous. but there's no way will i leave the hall WITHOUT completing my paper. that's my last paper for goodness sake. i wont die if i dun go puke in one and a half hour.. so the whole paper had me wanting to dig a hole on those pieces of wood and empty my stomach right there. but you know wad? my science paper scored an A1!!! wow.. okae, back to topic. after that, i rushed to the toilet like a madwoman [must have looked pissed cos elin looked worried] and locked myself in the cubicle. but nth came out. man, that's worse than puking. soon, i managed to forget abt the discomfort. but while watching tv on my stomach, the pain doubled. it was dull, but it's strong. so strong that i could only hug myself into a ball, i couldnt bear the tot of stretching.. my mother and sis notice but i told them nvm.. i still remember how my mother scolded me for being sick when i was around five.. so i didnt want to go see a doc and throw money into the sea again.. so i suffered for around 3 days, the second day was worse. i ate and puked. i drink water, oso vomit out. nth could go in. even when i swallowed the panadol, it could not be absorbed in time. how did i know that? cos when i puked for the third time, i saw it floating on my puke. not in powdery form or anything. it looks just like when it first entered my mouth: a pill. i puked even more. puked out some blood and lots of bile. even when i didnt eat anything, i puked out more bile. man, the yellow bile is BITTER. i'll never forget the taste of it. eeyuck. the sad thing was, the thing carried on for 2 days only.. not enough time to become a skinny eunice.. i want to slim down!!


reflecting time

i found MW. i found out that he's working for the skools in the north zone. i found out that he didnt lie to me abt him working as a special assistant. ha, why in the first place will he want to bluff a student like me? there's no need for concealment. and i got his personal office number. damn, google's too good to me.
oso, i dreamt of him recently. i dreamt that i was back in fairfield as a student. i dreamt that he was still a teacher. i dreamt about fairytales being published in fairfield. i dreamt that in "beauty and the beast" had his picture and his autobiography. i dream that i spent many efforts getting the book but i still lost it. i even lost it twice. i left it at the foyer and left without it. i den went back to find it. i den left it behind somewhere else. but i couldnt find it. i combed the whole block and everywhere i went, i saw bits and pieces of him; pictures, him walking past me while walking down the stairs. i woke up without finding the lost book. i'll never find it ever again. cos in the first place, it never was mine. it never was. *sob* my feelings for him shouldnt have been nurtured in the first place. if i could turn time around, i will do the same thing. why? cos he had been my motivation, my reason why i persevered in skool regardless of how much i had been hurt, my christian role model.

wad he appeared to be was wad i wanted to be. and i still want to be like him. i want to be a christian counsellor. but...i still have bad thoughts. i am not yet qualified enough.

you see, i created a theory of leading life while i was showering.
every christian has his or her own mountain to climb. the Lord is just at the peak of the mountain, viewing the beautiful scenery of wad He had created and waiting for you to come sit beside him. however, you have to climb your way up, no matter how treacherous the path is. there may be landslides which either make you slide all the way down the ground bottom, or stop you from continuing your path. you may throw your hands up and shout," i give up!!" and turn back to your comfort zone and back to the arms of the devil. there may be rocks that tumble down and make you stop to think, "is this my tumbling block, or my stepping stone?".. you can happily climb over it and continue climbing your way up to the top, or say, "im tired" and cower back home. there may be the weather, but hey! you just need an umbrella or a poncho to get past the rain.. or maybe bring a heater too.. many things you can conquer. but there's one thing you may not conquer. that's yourself.
now, when you've reached the peak, you'll see that He had prepared everything for you; picnics, a cosy bed and comforter, your fav bolster and pillow, everything you ever needed, will need and wanted.. He'll give you everything, provided you give Him your love and complete effort.

you give Him your everything and only then He'll give you your all.

for sale

heyhey... i think i list down the topics i selling.

the central problem of economics
price theory - theory of demand, theory of supply, mkt equilibrium, elasticities of demand and supply
theory of production and costs
wage theory

hehe.

for sale

heyhey... note that i mentioned selling econs mindmaps in my previous entry?? cant help it, im broke and i happened to be making mindmaps for the entire year.. well, me changing my selling strategy. im gonna charge 50 cents for every topic you order. you order, i get it ready for you.. but there's a restriction; i can only produce up to theory of production and cost.. hehe..

are you asking why im charging so much for one topic?? cos one topic got alot of mindmaps! hehe.. example: for price theory, there are more than 22 pages!!

great, my mother is scolding me for not eating. tata.

yesterday - 25/11

heyhey, notice that i keep toking abt things that happened in the past?

wanna know why?

cos....................................................................................how do i actually blog about something that will only happen in the future!? im no fortune-teller, i dun have crystal balls.


okae, yesterday i went to holland v to meet my cca peeps to have lunch at a cafe called "settlers", it not only serves you food, it serves you extremely interesting board and card games!! many games served were veri challenging but engaging.. i remember a game called "im the boss".. it prepares me to go and set up businesses sia.. abit like monopoly; you roll the dice and you travel around making deals with the other players. the one with the most $$ wins.. this game will take quite a while cos gotta use the brain to either help or sabo pple.. haha..

it was fun! budden the food part.... hmmmmm, it's edible.. quite nice.. i ate spaghetti with beef balls.. the sauce is lots of tomato + ONIONS + a wee bit of mushrooms.. no cheese, budden i nvm.. im not that fussy abt food.. den the beefballs were okae, but there were ONIONS again. argh. the beef balls were kinda crisp on the skin and soft in the inside.. there's beef, budden the beef taste isnt strong; tasted more like potato balls.. haha.. den there's free flow too.. so in the end i drank 3 huge glasses [they dun have small ones] of ice lemon tea.. and when i reached home, the first thing i did was run to the toilet. haha..

after the meal, we continued playing.. den the teacher got us to her side to tell us abt the camp and such.. i was piao-ing.. haha.. den she gave out the letters from cdac [the sponsor for the camp] to us as proof that we went for that.. hm, they recorded down that i have 51 hours spent on the camp, which means that i have 51 hours of cip fulfilled.. wow.. den liddat adding today's flag day, i got a total of 95.5 hours.. wahhhh.... i liddat can retire le ba.. budden i thinking of going for the skool library's stock-taking stuff for the sake of more cip.. haha.. wanna reach 100 hours.. dunno lar.. maybe next year will have more cip den i overshort le. haha..

den today i went to woodlands to do flag day for metropolitan ymca for 4 hours: from 10 am to 2 pm with shaoqin.. budden we slack like siao.. went to mac to have breakfast, den we went to ask for donations, den we went shopping cos we saw many nice accessories, den we bought yiting some bday pressies [abit too late, but hey! better late than never], den we bought bags for ourselves, den we went to ask for donations, den we went to kfc to have lunch, den we went to minitoons to buy wrapping paper, den we went to comic connections cos i wanted to buy handphone pouch [stoopid me, have one at home and yet i went out to buy.. just found the one at home, so im gonna send the new one to the cold palace].. den just nice 2 pm le.. haha.. den after that we took bus no. 187 to take home.. i sat on the bus for around 50+ mins.. wow... oh yar, guess wad? i bought my first handbag!!! wow!!! tomboyish me buys her first feminine bag on her own!! and it's pink and white in colour.. the pink isnt those pale pink... it's not hot pink either.. it's like the darker but brighter pink.. veri nice!! even if dirty oso not veri obvious!! until someone pukes on it den veri obvious le.. hehe, maybe when i go out to meet you peeps for lunch/dinner den i bring that out to show okae!! hehe.. so exciting.. hahahaha.. why i bought a pink bag? cos i wanna get a bag that complements my slippers, which are pink in colour too.. haha..

okaeokae, i guess i gotta go now.. gotta go do my econs revision.. btw, anybody wanna buy notes for econs? they are in the form of mindmaps and the info is extracted from pjc's lecture notes!! wanna buy? each page costs 5 cents.. budden i made quite a number of pages.. so i now charging10 cents for every 10 pages!! see? i so kind.. haha.. den liddat if i make 100 pages, you pay $1 only!!! budden if you want them to be binded, i will have to charge more.. will add an extra 80 cents le.. hehe.. the price is negotiable since im veri soft-hearted.. so if you want, tag me!! budden you'll only receive it after i have done finish, which i dunno when i will really finish doing.. hehe, remember, if you want econs notes, tag me!!

hmmm

today is the first HOT day after 3 consecutive cold days starting from monday; first day of the camp.. i extended my hand outside my kitchen window to feel the heat and man, it's scorching.. the previous 3 days were better. i prefer cold-weather singapore.. makes me feel alone yet protected.. there's this feeling that i like.. it's like you're alone to yourself, hugging yourself to keep warm; like comforting yourself.. but if it rains everyday, singapore will be GONE.. one week of rain can ruin everybody's schedule.. den everybody will start running around an dpulling their hair and screaming and running amok. haha.. it's like the rain dun let us do anything besides sleep and stay at home to slack.. we cant tahan slacking for too long a time.. cos singaporeans are kiasu and kiasi.. haha

hmm, had quite a tok with darren.. that tok was interesting. but i forgot wad we really toked abt. haha..

hehe, tmw gonna go for lunch at holland v..but b4 that, im going to west mall to return my bk and den go to comics connections to look for chrno crusade's full episode vcd and poster.. den i gonna go to popular to buy earpiece.. wow, im gonna be broke, but for the right reason.. hehe. in my opinion, it is for the right reason.. den oso gonna buy some more pens.. ah.... den gotta top up my ez-link card.. gonna spend quite alot of $$$ tmw.. lemme calculate. vcd: wont be buying at the spot, just wanna look at the price = $0, poster = $3, earpiece = 5 x $0.30 = $1.50, pens = 2 x $0.95 = $1.90, markers = 3 x $0.85 = $2.55, top up ez link card = $10-$15.. altogether: $33.95 - $38.95/-..

wahhhh.... luckily i got some savings to back me up.. think i better put in $15 into my ez-link card..

so announcing to all robbers/molesters-cum-pickpockets/theives: DO NOT TARGET EUNICE YING TMW OR SHE'LL BLAST YOU TO CHANGI PRISON.

great, now my mother is indirectly scolding me for not loving her. dammit. i just dunno how to love pple ad show them that i do at the same time. and whenever i try, she rejects my movement. GREAT. somebody help me.

woohooooo!!

woohoo!!!

i finally downloaded the songs for chrno crusade!!!! the opening song was given to me by lorraine quite a long time ago, just that i finally realized that it is the song for chrno crusade.. den i went to ALOT of sites loooooking around when a particular site gave me the instructions in searching PROPERLY.. soooo grateful for the webmaster!!!! but erm, i lost the add, wanted to put it here for the benefit of others..

now, i have 3 extra jap songs, all from chrno crusade!!! woohoo!!!!!!!!! thanks to the Lord!!! im rejoicing!!!!! woohoooo!!!! budden now whenever i hear the songs, i feel soooo sad cos the entire tv show ended with the lead characters [rosette and chrno] dying together... it broke my heart and my dam of tears [again].. but i still love the songs!!!

btw, i saw myself on tv!!! wow! i took such a huge part of the screen... i mean, my BACK appeared.. got a big but fading "darwin" word on my back.. wow, den i saw alot of the new frens i made from this camp on tv.. haiz, this will be the last project this year for my cca since my cca is closing down.. for your info, moe and other skools had been watching my cca closely and such cos it's the first cca reading club in the whole singapore!! but the principal saw no prospect in my cca and closed it down, together with MANY other ccas in skool.. alot of peeps will be cca-less.. so im not alone!!

and den my teacher, who is leaving pj for ac, treated everybody to pizzas!! she ordered ten pizzas and four one-litre soft drinks.. so thankful.. my stomach was grumbling, not rumbling, until it hurt so much the whole morning but nobody had the chance to grab a bite until twelve forty pm.. so i hadnt eaten for 16 hours until the time i grabbed 3 sices of hawaiian pizzas [everybody is entitled to 3 slices and there are actually remainding slices left which were then given to the av peeps who came to help us film and take pics] and gulped down a few mouths of 7up and pepsi.. so gassy, i feel so guilty.. liddat how to slim down!? i must abstain. oh, and my teacher spent $165++.. and she just took a few slices of hawaiian pizzas.. wow, those slices cost a bomb for her.. one slice costs $50+ to $80+.. hahaha..

okae, i gtg.. anymore things that i forgot to add in for today shall be added in tmw. i just got the feeling that i forgot to add something..

tata!

camp

heyy... yup! the news reporter came today! and the news showed the camp for the 6.30pm time slot! and guess wad? my fren saw me on tv! BUT, i didnt get to watch tv until 7pm.. so by that time, it's OVER. so i didnt get to see myself on tv.. but nvm, i can just stand infront of the tv and see my reflection on the tv screen.. liddat oso can lar, seeing myself on the tv.. hehe..

veri tired.. yesterday the camp ended at 5pm for the kids and 6.30pm for me.. today, it ended at 12pm for the kids and 4.30 pm for me. so tired!! den the peeps are planning to treat the rc teacher for dinner as a farewell gift since she's going to leave pj and go acjc from tmw onwards.. but she say she dun want such a thing and kinda opposed to having such a dinner.. so i went "okie! cancel lor!" cos the peeps intended to go to holland v to eat mexican food which costs at least $30.

it's like HELLO!? my savings in my piggy is only $50! and i still wanna buy stuff that can last me longer than ONE MEAL and will even leave some extra savings for me to keep!!!! i cant possibly spend my entire savings on a meal which i may not like! i kana that kind of experience at the founders' day dinner b4 and i dun wanna encounter it again!!!

getting agitated.