shucks. i think i flirted with the lecturer online.

i need to tone my online persona down.

hmmmm, so wad was i doing for the whole of friday?

first, business finance test. i was done with it within 20min, was gonna flip over to a "next page" when i realised that i have completed the paper... so i accidentally let out a yelp cos i was kinda surprised.. heh

after that, wanted to skip the remaining of the lecture, but HE dissuaded me, saying that i could let a person take my life, take my assets, that person can take anything but NOT my education. so i stayed for lecture, which was actually quite informative!! actually, daniel tan's lectures are always informative.

den we went off to st regis to meet edmund!! and it was suuuuuuuuuper cool. cos edmund was actually from fairfield as well!!! fairfield pri AND sec!!! and he was the first batch of boy students la!! so at st regis, we had the so-called cheap champagne (it costs a lot to me la.....but seems like edmund finds it cheap) and some food and fruits :D and it seems like i attract the "wrong guys"... cos edmund actually asked if he could date me!! and ermmmmmmm, he's as old as HIM and my sis. the two of them smoke, so whenever they took smoking breaks, i would be reading my Business Times :D and when they came back, edmund actually petted my head and told me to "stop reading oredi la" which actually made me feel like some kid being chided by an adult~ but feels good :D cos the action of it is veri endearing and makes me feel............somewhat treasured.

did i mention that edmund got a degree from milan? sorry i forgot.

did i oso mention that he drives a Porsche Cayenne?? and that he actually bidded for the licence plate no.? apparently i didnt :D

did i forget to mention that he owns a golf membership at the SICC? no i didnt.

wah, wad an achiever. i oso wanna be like him. being able to run two companies.

after meeting edmund, we den went to timbre!!

after the dinner at timbre.. we moved on to fetching wayne at centrepoint. and wayne was drunk drunk drunk!! couldnt walk in a straight line, wasnt veri smooth when entering the car.. and he didnt even know that i was there!!

so after he had finished going on and on about wad happened with him, and finally quietened down, i quickly cut in and said "hi wayne."

and he was super shocked/surprised! which was damn funny la!! he turned around violently to see who was behind him with that straight face and burst out laughing while saying "you could have cut my throat (and i wouldnt have known)"

damn i love that part. super farnie :D

i like wayne, he's quite a nice guy.. love it when he smiles as well, cos everything on his face would crinkle up and his eyes would sparkle.. which looks veri endearing :D his daughter got married a few weeks ago at the States, and he got kicked outta his house a few days back. and so he went to stay over at HIS place and cooked for the family last nite.

i was sooooooooooo jealous la!! how often can it be that a michelin chef cooks for you, with no service charges!? so he was gg on and on abt wad wayne prepared for the barbeque, yes barbecue...... and all i had was my mama's fried rice... which is actually quite nice after she stopped using the chilli paste :D hope she'll stop using the tomatoes as well :D

the great pretender




The Great Pretender-The Platters(1956)
(Buck Ram)

Oh-oh, yes I'm the great pretender
Pretending that I'm doing well
My need is such I pretend too much
I'm lonely but no one can tell

Oh-oh, yes I'm the great pretender
Adrift in a world of my own
I've played the game but to my real shame
You've left me to grieve all alone

Too real is this feeling of make-believe
Too real when I feel what my heart can't conceal

Yes, I'm the great pretender
Just laughin' and gay like a clown
I seem to be what I'm not, you see
I'm wearing my heart like a crown
Pretending that you're still around

Too real is this feeling of make-believe
Too real when I feel what my heart can't conceal

Yes, I'm the great pretender
Just laughin' and gay like a clown
I seem to be what I'm not, you see
I'm wearing my heart like a crown
Pretending that you're still around

somehow, this song will never bore me. maybe cos it applies to me. cos i might have always been the great pretender. being a pretentious eunice, instead of being my sorry self. have i always been a great pretender?

there are times when i feel like, he's my best-est best-est best-est fren i can ever have... i can really share my troubles with him, and he would listen and give advice that makes sense.. and he bitches with me :D and........he is almost completely honest with me, nth much to hide from me... besides the times when he's obviously over-flattering me la.

recently, he's more like a galfren than a boyfren :D

brought him to meet my s13 frens.....unfortunately they didnt click, maybe bcos of his ethnic and his age and his status..... they're like worlds apart.

but both dean and amelia were like angels!!! esp amelia :D thanks for being so friendly with him....i love you!!!

szeyin was oso rather friendly :D

but the rest...........hai.

this is stupid.

http://www.thepetitionsite.com/1/we-need-a-better-economics-lecturer

blardy stupid.

who petitions against part time lecturers? it's akin to petitioning against MPs who have a fulltime job and oso being an MP la.. it's meaningless and childish and implying that they have nth better to do.

if they find the lecturer inadequate, well just take the blardy notes and STUDY on your own self! if you expect the lecturer to cater to your needs, apparently you have been enjoying being spoon-fed by the educators of your past studying life.

it may seem irritating that sam tends to get agitated over the lecture theatre being noisy and rowdy when we shouldnt, and that he tends to rmb grudges :D it may get irritating that the lecture notes dun tally, or that we only get it AFTER the lecture itself.. but well, just accept it la..... sam should have his reasons rite? and he may not be the best lecturer ever found, but hey he tried to be a good lecturer in his own definition.

somehow, his efforts of helping us students have been overlooked. in order to help us for the first PT test, he took out a few hours out of his precious time to sit down and give doubtful students some guidance for the test. he could veri well just heck care that we'll fail rite? and oso, he isnt the type to simply read off the slides, he actually tries to paint a picture in our thick heads! but some heads are too thick to get it.

we onli know how to be self-righteous and pinpoint the faults of others.

and it's so obvious that he didnt mean it to give everybody a zero for the test today, just bcos the noise level got out of hand. and in the first place, we shouldnt be opening our mouths. he tried to treat us as adults, but apparantly some wanted to be treated as royalty.

and if you dun understand the diagrams, there are texts and classmates on standby. i happen to be able to understand his lecture. and i happen to oso refer to my textbook quite regularly. and i happen to be on sam's side.

the petition thing is just purely a display of stupidity and shows how pampered this particular generation is.

ARGH.

compare him to pamela w., he's an angel la!!

if they find it irritating to listen to his so-called life stories, try being at HER lectures. it's like gg for her autobiography class.


I HATE THOSE CLASSMATES OF MINE. really. im sorry but i have a strong distaste for them.

today was great!! i love today. no i dun mean the newspaper :D

i mean, i woke up. didnt really go back to sleep, but i felt glued to the bed.. but still, AWAKE.
but i still ended up being late in meeting ching for our morning routine of taking bus to skool together, thanks to my mother's sudden friendliness and keen-ness to chat with me early in the morning.....heh but all the time, i was in a bouyant mood. as in happy. BESIDES THE TIME WHEN THE STUPID BUS DRIVER NEVER BRAKED/RELEASED BRAKE PROPERLY.

anyway....

den lecture.....i was okae la. not moody. not sleepy. not restless. and the lecturer is soooooo cute, cracking lame but amusing jokes, and oso that "innocence" in him whenever he accidentally makes the whole lecture theatre laugh but he just dunno why we're laughing.

and den............................i met him!!! BEST THING THAT HAPPENED TODAY.
waited at the bus stop outside skool for his car to appear....wait wait wait, den i decided to take out my work to study. yesh i've become a study-aholic. and den his sedan came. so i clutched tightly onto my notes and my bag and went up the car :D

but he wasnt in the best of moods......guess he must have been too bogged down by work and other stuff.... (but thank goodness he was at all smiles when the day ended)

we had lunch at ichiban :D and the whole time when we were deciding wad to eat, he suggested that we eat sushi. and just to annoy me, he kept going "let's have some SHUSHI.......where to eat SHUSHI.......you want some SHUSHIII? let's have some SHUSHIIIII..."

when he said it the first time, i naturally corrected him "SUshi..."
but he refuuuuuuuuuuuused to be corrected. on purpose.
and finally, i went "arrrrrrgh it's SUSHI!"

and den he laughed, saying "i really managed to irritate you with that ah?"

and i laughed - he really knows how to make me laugh.

and while we were walking around, he was talking and talking and he said "well, the show (that we're gg to watch later) seems interesting, even though the COMPANY IS BAD..."

he's saying that im poor company!! so i asked, "wad bad company huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh?"

and he said, "wah someone knows how to catch words huh..." and he suaned me back with smth that i said in the past. WAHHHHH, PULL HAIR.

found out he doesnt like to eat eggs... means he doesnt like my fav chawanmushi. that's gd in a way, means i dun hafta share my chawanmushi :D and i dun like a lot more stuff :D and he can take all of them. MUAHAHAHAHA, MY RUBBISH BIN.

so after we finished the meal (first time we actually sat side by side to makan wor!! feels a whole lot more different and heartwarming) and at the cashier counter, there was this rather pretty woman. think she's a prc....the way she dress and the fact that she was waving her LV wallet around. and she kept checking him out!!

somehow, rite in front of her, i said "hey, she's checking you out!"

den he said, "no she's checking YOU (me) out!!"

so we had this mini debate abt who she was actually checking out. and by then, she's just left te place, and she was definitely checking him out la!!

but he concluded that she was checking both of us out - cos we look like an absolutely odd couple. his looks are too outstanding, him being botak (his head was rather shiny today - i could spot him from afar as long as there is light above him), chocolate-coloured skin with his sharp facial features.... it just makes pple take a second look at him and wonder wad's his race, and oso wad's his contact number. and then he's with this short, plain-looking chinese gal whose boobs are too big for her stature. and oso fat. we dun look compatible at all, even though we look above average, ALONE :D

after that, shopped for snacks at cold storage. and snacks became fruits. wah, so healthy. being the miser among the two of us, i looked at the price tags and i immediately dismiss the item. so what if the cherries flew all the way from canada? so wad if the grapes came from japan? and it seems like the way i am so price-conscious, amused him a lil..... he saw that i wanted the cherries, so he told me to get a box. but once i got to know that a box cost $9.90, i immediately let down the box of cherries i was holding and told him, "let's look for a cheaper fruit."

and he said the most amazing thing, "wanna play some computer games?"

and it turned out to be ARCADE!! and we really went to the arcade to play. we played racing games, mariokart....and he just keeps winning la. humph. but it's just weird.........seeing a full-grown man playing such games. makes me take a step back and ask, "woah, is this real? is he really playing??"

maybe he's experiencing his second childhood. or maybe it's just to get down to my "level"...

after that, he had cafeine cravings... so we went to coffee bean - was happily queueing when he saw his relative. den he decided not to get seen by her since she was with her *ahem* lover, and told me not to 'kaypoh'.. but i decided not to let this pass! so i went, "eh how ahhh, i veri kaypoh one leiiiiii.............." and pretended to try and peek. hahahahahahahaha, he can suan me, and so i suan him back :D

den we went to watch bruno at great world city's GV!! yesh, bruno is r21. yesh, i managed to watch it. all thanks to him. MY FIRST R(A) MOVIE!!!! WOOOOT.

but it's not that r(a) la..........just that the jokes are a lil too crude for normal audience (ukraine banned the movie), and the show is all about this homosexual who's egoistic and comes up with the most amazing ideas in order to become world famous after being sacked as a fashionista.... and omggggggggggggg, it's sooooooooooooooooooo farrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrnni!

the two of us was laughing all the way throughout the 80min "documentary"
he was laughing since the very beginning!! and he laughed the loudest most of the times.

and dammit, bruno is downright sexy. in a crude sense. with his dildo machines, the strap-on, the white and black dildos, his african baby OJ aka 13-pounds-of-black-gold, whom he swapped with his limited edition of iPod and then his macbook pro, lutz - the assistant of his assistant, and oso his gay lover, the appearances of bono, sir elton john, etc, and the fact that they actually brought in REAL PEOPLE. as in tom, dick and harry. paula abdul and the mexican worker.. oh and the army officials. "wad's D&G? Dolce & Garbana, hello? HELLO?!" and that amazing video clip he took, saying that it was an interview with harrison ford. 99% was him dancing - with and without clothes. OMG THAT TALKING P**** that went "BRUNO!" totally left me k.o.ed from pure laughter!!

"In October 2006, entertainment blog website Defamer.com jokingly reported the title would be "Bruno: Delicious Journeys Through America for the Purpose of Making Heterosexual Males Visibly Uncomfortable in the Presence of a Gay Foreigner in a Mesh T-Shirt". Numerous websites around the world - including IMDb - reported this to be the actual working title."

BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

if i were normal enough, i would be traumatized for life. or maybe not.

but the show definitely left HIM laughing, even after we were leaving!! which is good, considering the fact that it lifted his spirit for the day :D

sorry for the spoilers. but i lurrrrrrrrrrrve the show. and i loved the company. hmmmm, but his shoulder kinda boney la. come to think of it, there's nth soft about him. even his belly is hard. i almost expect some kicking or movement when i feel his belly...haha~

and after that, I SHALL MUG TILL MY TESTS ARE OVER.

budden i'll take an "off-day" from studying on tue, cos i will be...........paktor-ing again :D

Ben and Jerry's Chunk Fest auditions

A MUST GO!!!!

Singapore News
Local bands to perform at Ben & Jerry's Chunk Fest
(Posted: 23 August 2009 1650 hrs)

Ben & Jerry's is well known for wacky ice-cream flavours. But now the company is also taking a scoop out of the music scene.

Twenty local bands auditioned this weekend to perform at Chunk Fest, a celebration of everything to do with ice-cream.

To sweeten the deal, five selected bands will also cut a CD produced by local pop gurus Jack and Rai.

Chunk Fest will take place on September 12 at the Marina Barrage.

- CNA/yt

http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/1000362/1/.html