21 April 2009

don't forget



Did you forget
That I was even alive
Did you forget
Everything we ever had
Did you forget
Did you forget
About me

Did you regret (Did you regret)
Ever standing by my side
Did you forget (Did you forget)
What we were feeling inside
Now I'm left to forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

So now I guess
This is where we have to stand
Did you regret
Ever holding my hand
Never again
Please don't forget
don't forget
[ Find more Lyrics on www.mp3lyrics.org/19sO ]

We had it all
We were just about to fall
Even more in love
Than we were before
I won't forget
I won't forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
At all

And at last
All the pictures have been burned
And all the past
Is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget
Please don't forget us

But somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song
But you won't sing along
you've forgotten
About us

(Don't Forget)

18 April 2009

somehow.... last nite when i was poking my nail.... i was kinda enjoying it :D

when the needle was glowing bright orange and me promptly poking the nail.. the needle went down thru the nail as if the toe nail was jelly.. and the area around the hole sizzled and there's the sizzling and crackling sound of burnt flesh.. and i smelt burnt flesh.. onli a lil before it was gone.

damn it felt gd.

makes me feel alive. somehow.

been living my days like there's no tomorrow. the eunice of the past has died. wad's left is inferiority, boredom and the feeling of disgust towards marriage and relationship.

no wonder i felt intrigued during my law lecture abt relationship breakdowns and pre-nup agreements. heh.







i'll never believe in marriages ever again. love does not mean forever. love is degrading.
ever tot of how a man has an affair outside?

why would he do that? what does he feel towards his wife? how does he do all those without feeling the guilt?

my fren said,

"i married a woman, who wasnt the woman i tot i married."

wad does he mean?

well.. gf and wife - two different things. gf is all lovey dovey, being sweet and caring with the "i-love-you-deep-deep-long-long"..

but when she becomes THE WIFE, she will go "hey, we're MARRIED.. there's no need for the effort to do those stuff anymore."

and he was gg, dun you say that you will not be like that in the future. pple always go into self-denial when it comes to exposing the not-so-good future..

but i know exactly how that happened and that it will definitely happen for lotsa gals out there, esp in sg. singaporeans are just not THAT romantic to stay in LURVE~




but so what if she became someone you didnt wish for? is that the reason why you look for other gals, to experience that bgr feeling again?

or issit cos you feel lonely and justified?





somehow, i pity such men.. and sometimes i find these men utterly disgusting.

depends on how hansum he is, or how related he is to me :D


i dunno, i can identify with situations of extra-marital affair cos i've experienced it. i've met married men, divorced ones, etc.. including my father, that is.





dunno la. just caught in between. should i condemn such men? i think not.

cos it's actually understandable that dicks want to fuck multiple pussies, and pussies wanna get screwed by multiple dicks. that's primal instinct. but social norms make it sound unholy. that's all.

rmb my big toe?

yes. there was a lot of blood trapped inside sia.... so blue-blackish.... and i saw this Q&A thingy online:

http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20070827165515AADn5mo

which is sooooooooo relevant!!

den i tried the "best answer", heated a needle till it got bright orange and i faster POKE!!!!

aiya, not deep enough before the needle cooled down..

den it couldnt be used again.. so i got another one...........POKE!!!!

den WHOOSH!! blood flows like nobody's biz.. but still got a big plack patch there.. so i poke more.. but somehow, cannot poke and get the same result....

so i went back to the same hole which bled a river and PRESSED down on the nail.

PAINFUL, BUT WORTH IT.

more blood flowed out.. as in more
den i pressed all around the nail.. and the blood flowed out thru that hole..


damn, i feel like im milking a cow. a bloody small one.


yes there's a hole :D
woot!

results for recent tests:

business stats - 18.75/25 (yea i know, weird number)

microeconomics - 19/20 (YAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!)

macroeconomics test 1 - 12/15

macroeconomics test 2 - 12/15

woot!

17 April 2009



my toe's injured.

the big right toe.

big blue black under the nail.

should drop off soon enough.

IM CALM VERI CALM.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! HOW WILL I LOOK LIKE WHEN THE NAIL IS GONE?!
--If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.


--If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

--When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

--When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

--Guys don't really have final decisions.

--If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

--If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.

--When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.

--When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

--Guys like femininity not feebleness.

--Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

--A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

--Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

--Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.

--Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

--Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.

--If you are going to reject a guy, just do it. Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you.

--Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

--A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

--No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

--Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of us.

--We don't like girls who are too skinny.

--We love it when girls talk about there boobs.

--Always make sure you know what kind of stuff your getting into before making out with a guy ...like wheather it's a one time deal or not ....

--Believe it or not shy guys are the most easiest to talk to..it may not seem right but trust me they will start opening up like books after you just ask them questions about their lives and unoticable tell them about yours...

--When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually

--Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs..

--Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts...

--Guys will test the waters to see how far they can get with you. Even if he doesn't intend to it will happen. Know how far it is you want to let him go and he will respect that...after you let him know a couple times.

--When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.