Almost Over You
Sheena Easton

ALMOST OVER YOU - SHEENA EASTON

I saw an old friend of our today
She asked about you and I didn't quite know what to say
Heard you've been makin' the rounds round here
While I've been tryin' to make the tears disappear

Now I'm almost over you
I've almost shook these blues
So when you come back around
After painting the town you'll see
That I'm almost over you

You're such a sly one with your cold, cold heart
For you leavin' come easy but it tore me apart
Time heals all wounds they say and I should know
'Cause it seems like forever but I'm lettin' you go

Now I'm almost over you
I've almost shook these blues
So when you come back around
After painting the town you'll see
That I'm almost over you

I can forgive you and soon I'll forget all my shattered dreams
You took the love that you wanted and left me the misery

Now I'm almost over you
I've almost shook these blues
So when you come back around
After painting the town you'll see
That I'm almost over you

recently, i got this email after i posted an advertisement asking for temp job assignments.

"hello,
my name is vera,i am a girl of 23yres old.i am single and never married.i came across your profile today at singapore.gumtree.sg and became interested in you.i will like us to know much better if you dont mind,please i will wait for your reply at my private mail box so that i can send you my picture and more about my selve.waiting to hear from you"

so i replied, "im a gal!"

and i got

"hello dear
I am more than happy in your reply to my mail.How is your day?.Mine was hot over here in Dakar senegal. My name is vera mabar (23) single and never married, i am from Liberia in West Africa and presently i am residing in the refugee camp here in Dakar Senegal as a result of the civil war that was fought in my country. My late father Dr Andrew mabar was chairman managing director Andrew'S INDUSTRIAL COMPANY LTD, in Monrovia and he is also the personal advicer to the former head of state before the rebels attacked our house one early morning killing my mother and my father. It was only me that is alive now and i managed to make My way to near by country Senegal where i am living now as a refugee. i am looking for a man who is caring loving and honest with tender hearted. I would like to know more about you. Your likes and dislikes,your hobbies and what you are doing presently. I will tell you more about myself in my next mail. Hoping to hear from you soonest.
Yours vera,"

and i replied, "you're dumb."

and i got this back,

"Dearest,
I am more than happy in your reply to my mail this morning. How is your day?.
Mine is a little bit hot over here in Dakar Senegal.In this camp we are only allowed to go out only on mondays and fridays of the weeks.It's just like one staying in the prison and i hope by Gods grace i will come out here soon. I don't have any brother,sister or relatives now whom i can go to all my relatives ran away in the middle of the war the only person i have now is Rev marthin Anthony who is the pastor of the (Christ The king Church) here in the camp he has been very nice to me since i came here but i am not living with him rather i am leaving in the women's hostel because the camp have two hostels one for men the other for women.The Pastors Tel number is (00221-768422830 ) i want you to call me, if you call and tell him that you want to speak with me he will send for me in the hostel. As a refugee here i don't have any right or privilledge to any thing be it money or whatever because it is against the law of this country.I want to go back to my studies because i only attended my first year before the traggic incident that lead to my being in this situation now .Please listen to this,i have my late father's statement of account and death certificate here with me which i will send to you latter,because when he was alive he deposited some amount of money in a leading bank in Europe which he used my name as the next of kin,the amount in question is $8.6Million US Dollars. since i am too small to handle this and my present condition here in the camp cannot permit me to do the transfer on my own. So i will like you to help me transfer this money to your account and from it you can send some money for me to get my travelling documents and air ticket to come over to meet with you.I kept this secret to people in the camp here the only person that knows about it is the Revrend because he is like a father to me.. So in the light of above i will like you to keep it to yourself very secret and don't tell it to anyone for i am afraid of loosing my life and the money if people gets to know about it. i will want you to promise me that you will not tell any person? I like honest and understanding people,truthful and a man of vision,truth and hardworking. My favourite language is english and very fluently.Meanwhile i will like you to call me like i said i have alot to tell you.i will like you to send me your picture Have a nice day and think about me. Awaiting to hear from you soonest .
Yours vera."






i almost burst into laughter!!

Lady GaGa - Eh Eh (Nothing Else I Can Say)



Cherry-Cherry Boom-Boom
GaGa

Boy we've had a real good time and
I wish you the best on your way, eh
I didn't mean to hurt you
I never thought we'd fall out of place, eh eh

I have something that I love long-long
But my friends keep ah-telling me that something's wrong
That I miss someone
and eh, there's nothing else I can say

(Eh, Eh) There's nothing else I can say
(Eh, Eh) I wish you never looked at me that way
(Eh, Eh) There's nothing else I can say
(Eh, Eh)

Not that I don't care about you
Just that things got so complica- eh eh
I met somebody cute and funny
Got each other and that's funny, eh eh

I have something that I love long-long
But my friends keep ah-telling me that something's wrong
That I miss someone
and eh, There's nothing else I can say

(Eh, Eh) There's nothing else I can say
(Eh, Eh) I wish you never looked at me that way
(Eh, Eh) There's nothing else I can say
(Eh, Eh)

(Eh, Eh)
I have something that I love long-long
But my friends keep ah-telling me that something's wrong
That I miss someone
and eh, There's nothing else I can say
(Eh, Eh)

(Eh, Eh) There's nothing else I can say
(Eh, Eh) Wish you never looked at me that way
(Eh, Eh) There's nothing else I can say
(Eh, Eh) Wish you never looked at me that way
(Eh, Eh) There's nothing else I can say

Cherry-Cherry boom-boom
All I can say is Eh, Eh

recently, i was discussing with a fren where to makan.

and i saw new york new york. so i suggested that.

and den he said smth i least expected.





























guess wad?



























































he said, "oh yea that. my fren samuel opened it."

my jaw dropped for that moment.

if onli it's true for me.. if onli just staring outside the window, can bring the light into my life.

you see, when one is born.. the heart and mind is pure - white

the big heart is the mind, the small heart is the core.. which is the real heart

the seed attached came from society and the surroundings

it's attached as soon as the heart is conscious

as the heart matures, the seed grows with it.. absorbing the nutrients from the heart, as well as feeding the heart the toxins of human nature

the seed's toxins aim straight for the core.. which slowly gets engulfed






innocence and purity fades away.

this is my heart.

last week, i broke down when i recalled how it felt to be resting my head on sheng's chest, it's where i felt the safest.. that's why i loved hugging him in the past. he represented the security i ached for. but oso, i lose that sense of security now and then. bcos of my inferior complex.. as well as the feeling that he never tried to understand me.

well, i didnt really tried to understand him as well.

i onli knew that if i got angry, he would get angry as well.

but those happy memories we had, i will never forget.

but it's bcos of these memories, that i will rmb the pain. and cringe. and wherever i go and get reminded abt him, i cringe even more.

but i try to brush off these feelings as soon as they creep into my heart. but i will let them take over me for that split second first. to engage into self-pity mode. den i snap out of it.

listening to the radio now, pink's singing "please don't leave me"

that was wad i thought for a long time.

but wad i know is that we wont have a future together. not a happy one, at least. cos of so many things. our circumstances, differences in opinions, etc.. the lack of trust as well..

oh well.

i hug the teddy bear to sleep every nite.
the teddy bear we made at the build-a-bear workshop.. called it shiying (his surname and mine together)

oh well.

anyway :D let's talk abt this guy... another guy............

it's sugarbro.....

yesh himmmmmm.... even though i call him sugarbro and he calls me sugarmei.... there's no hanky panky, etc.. and we never get into physical contact, unless it's him messing up my hair. or patting my head. no im not his petdog. *woof*

i realise smth. smth i think is terrible.

some of you peeps know that i had romantic feelings for him in the past.

well, it's supposed to be past.

but last sunday when i was at his hse with dasao (SB's gf) and sam (SB's buddy's lil bro)..... i felt smth familiar.

he was teasing me...... keep going "har-wo har-wo har-wo" to mimick me whenever i talk on the phone with him.. made me blush sia..

den i decided to give him his belated bday card, mustered some courage cos i didnt know how dasao would react.. luckily she was an angel and saying that my card was veri creative and that my handwriting was veri nice, etc.. and SB was being so happy, sharing it with dasao~ and den he put it on display. in his room la, not living room.. if put in living room, i sure faint.

and den he patted my head!!!! but it's brief la... compared to those he did when in his bmw (he used to send me home, so gd rite?), and once or twice infront of denise and gang! so embarrassing sia~

i know my hair is silky smooth :D yea.

den when i was abt to leave to meet another fren, he said "sugarmei, can you be a dear and help me write down the (mahjong) stats on the board?"

no choice.

"yesh sugarbwo~"

den i write write write...... write finish, want to zao oredi! den he said "erm, before you leave, can help us call for pizza?"

im like, HAIYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO..................................... SO TROUBLESOME.

in the end, i still called~

and when i was leaving, i said "haiyo, so mafan (troublesome in chinese)"

den he heard! and said, "huh, wad did you sayyyyyy?"

me, "ma fan."

him, "dun say until liddat la....... *pouts* no la, not ma fan la............ *acts cute*"

with his face scrunched up so cutely, my heart actually fluttered.

that fluttering feeling is not a gd sign!!!! and yes i got to the point finally.




point is, my heart fluttered for SB again. after more than 1 year.










OH GOD. HELP.

haha, silly me.

think too much liao :D