ahhhh..

my mood has improved tremendously. even my stomach is growling.

bcos i just had a phone conversation with my dear dear!!!

everybody be my witness,
eric how is going to meet eunice ying in the afternoon and bring back all the happiness to her miserable life.

and now i can peacefully watch my animes.

oh ya, abt today....no i mean yesterday's lunch outing with the sim gals!!

we went to imm with the intention to eat at hei sushi.. for the whole time i was under the impression that marina had been there to eat and knows the place. so i was a lil taken aback when it was actually that she hadnt even seen if hei sushi is really in imm..

and den i recalled that there was this small lil sushi outlet which just sells takeaway sushi near four leaves bakery.

so i brought the gals there, while telling marina that the hei sushi that she's looking for is REALLY SMALL.

she was so excited abt eating sushi sia.. and den the truth has been revealed, and she was disappointed. so funny la.. den we were deciding how we were to appease our stomachs.

den see here, see there and we decided to eat at fish&co. and onli after that qian said that she's allergic to seafood. and den she continued to say that she had an allergy attack once after eating a fish burger and she said that it was bcos it was too fresh.. so i concluded that she can onli take rotten fish.

HAHA~

den at fish&co, qian and i shared a masala pizza with soup of the day, together with my kola tonic and her LIME JUICE.

nisa and marina were like having seafood platter, plus one pan of mussels, one big serving of salad.. wow. they really ate alot.

when i was at my second slice of masala pizza, i was oredi feeling so full. and fantastically, qian was throwing at me all the prawns!! my share of the pizza was piled with prawns while qian was onli eating the masala sauce, flour and onions.

but nvm, i like eating prawns which dun have shells for me to peel.

den eat finish, marina wanted to buy office top!

so we walked around, and den we met the most amazing person in sg.

PAMELA WILDHEART.

with her hair dyed blond and her bright yellow dress and black stockings, she definitely looked OUTSTANDING. a tot whizzed thru my mind.

"sg got new bird species."

but that was an evil tot. a tot which i will not entertain. hence im just sharing my tots. not that im comparing a full grown human with a bird.

den nisa was gg berserk bcos of the presence of ms wildheart, while i was relatively normal, den qian was laughing at nisa and den bcos pamela smiled at qian [i later explained to qian that pamela was being polite and giving one of her normal i-am-not-an-alien smile bcos it was so obvious that we were observing her].. and marina was oso a lil hilarious.

so we left the area and then we walked towards giant.

den i said, let's go in there cos they sell office clothes as well.

marina was surprised and decided that gg to giant to buy clothes would be the backup plan. but still, we went to giant.

den finally, marina found herself a blazer which was veri worth it [$24.90, veri cheap oredi] and looked presentable.

after that i had to go to the je branch of recruit express for a mini interview with gregory..

the interview was short and brief, went thru together wad type of PT job im looking for and how long i can commit.. and while talking, his eyes would go from my face to my boobs.

den talk a lil more, and his eyes go back to my chest.

he's quite good-looking la, a lil short though. BUT I HAVE NO INTEREST IN HIM AT ALL COS I HAVE MY MOST WONDERFUL DEAR DEAR.

and i was wearing a top which actually flattens my chest until i feel a lil hard to breath. but still there's the cleavage which cannot be hidden.

oh well.

men.

and marina. she's a lil traumatised by my chest as well. ever since we got to really know each other, she's kinda targetting my tits.. i even had to use my jacket to cover my upper body cos she was exclaiming that my chest was being improportionate with my body.

im like, hello? i actually think that my boobs are shrinking and marina's still looking at them :(

oh well.

anyway, is this blog entry long enough for shaoqin to actually listen up to the third song in my imeem playlist??

anyway shaoqin, im totally available on wed :))))))

love ya!!

actually i wanted to blog abt this afternoon's outing with the SIM gals.

but my mood is ruined.

shall blog next time.

and a note to all you peeps out there, dun talk abt eric as if you know him personally. and sometimes, i dun like pple poking into my affairs. i got any sadness, i just vent it here or i just cry till i sleep. you can tag and ask if im alrite but that's my limit.

dun need to call and ask if im alrite.

dun need to ask, "how is you and eric?"

dun need to make me think of how bad the situation is.

it took me so much effort to at least forget abt the situation for a while so that i dun kill myself and some pple just blurt out the password to my pains.

thanks a lot.

at 4.34am, he called.

he postponed our meeting to tmw.

and he didnt know that i cried myself to sleep just a few hours before his call.
cried till i couldn't breathe, had to breath thru my mouth.

i was gg crazy.

i feel so stressed up abt him.

but still, i love him.

i think shaoqin and i are gg crazy.

first, same blogskin.

second, we suddenly got this weird contest that who can blog the longest entry will win smth..

siao liao.

faint liao la

confused oredi.

dear dear's mama said that dear dear went for reservist for one month a few days ago.

i was oredi kinda doubting a month-long reservist. so i emailed contact@ns.sg and they said that they have around 40days of reservist required per year (or smth liddat).. but one month!?

and dear dear can defer, and surely will since he's so damn busy at his work..

so i was "fine, reservist. wait lor."

DEN THIS MORNING AT 6.21am, dear dear called me :)

*missed him so much*

but even though i heard the phone ring, i was still unconscious. den he called again, and i finally woke up to answer the call..

he went "hello?" and the line went dead.. so i called back.

i was still groggy and my voice sounded weak, even to me.. den he was telling me that he's at the airport and abt to go home to zzz.. and at around 11plus tonight, he would be calling me again to confirm tmw's meeting..

tmw meet. just to pass him the sim card. so disappointed. cant we spend more time together?

i was so disappointed when he said that he would be meeting me to collect the sim card.. he didnt say that he would be meeting me just bcos he missed me.

kinda mushy for him to say that la, but still............... :(

second time that my wonderful bro went out and left the hse gate ajar.

somehow, he's developed the habit of not closing the door.

why?

bcos everytime he goes out, my mama would send him all the way to the door and den close the door after him.

so in other words, she spoilt him.

and she blamed me.

so now im supposed to take her place and follow my bro around the hse when he's going out. so that i will close the door behind him..

and they call me a spoilt brat.

whose the one who's spoilt until he wont even close the door?!

eric's gone for reservice.

i officially died.