04/04/08

why did we decide to take up the blowjob....whyyyyyyyyyyyyy??? look at the bartender from st. james prepare BlowJob... just look at that. i didnt get to drink it at all cos i was busy dousing the fire on my hair.

look at that candle in the pink circle. that is the candle.

THAT CANDLE WHICH "LIT" UP MY NITE.

me and push!!

he had to sit down to take pic with me cos i was too short. damn.

US!!

sheryl, june, yiting, shandy and me!!
i was chanting in my head, "when are we going home??"

before i burnt myself.

US with chris and dean!!

dean is the guy-in-white-shirt and

chris is the guy-in-black-shirt-which-he insisted-was-purple..

US doing that "peace" sign which chris once did when he was dead drunk..

his platoon mate which saw him do that had been laughing at him for that since 3 months ago..

US at the table at one corner where nobody bothered us and we were in our own world..

last nite

hmm.. wad happened last nite which indirectly caused me to burn myself?

i went to nicholas' 21st bday party chalet at aloha loyang!!

*sob sob, our nic has grown up*

haha

we took so many pics!! and we drank so much!!

kinda a lot for me la.. im not the type who binges.. and the lychee martini isnt nice to drink in the first place.. i think my tastebuds yearn for tiger beer, not any other alcohol~

i know, my tastebuds are so cheapo. but i like gassy drinks ma..

and i wasnt in the mood to drink since i was having a headache the whole day and nite~

and i was oredi tipsy with the fact that dear dear called me again!!
but with ulterior motives. he asked me to help him sign a starhub line and get him a N95 8GB phone~~ but now, since i got that temporary facial injury, i can be lazy and tell him to go sign himself!! haha, im an evil galfren, i know.

oh yar, the drinks were free and sponsored by nic & co.. thankiew so much!!

den take pics with pushpinder and nic and chantong and everybody!! when push take pics with gal ah, he will put his hand on the waist.. den i felt so weird la... not used to other guys touching me besides my dear dear~~ somehow, i feel veri comfortable to my dear dear's touch. maybe cos he got The Touch.

den june, sheryl and shandy dressed rather glam-ly~ den i felt like i was soooo casual and a lil inferior.. den i saw yiting in her casual dress and slippers! den i didnt feel so casual after that ;] haha~

*oh yar, the pics dean took are posted and he said that we're to refer to the class tagboard for the link to the website~*

can you see it?

announcement:

i burnt my forehead, along with some precious fringe which i struggled to keep long.

see that patch of dead skin? yeah.

damn pain laaaaa~

i'll never do a blowjob near a candle anymore!

more like, i'll never go near candles anymore!!

so painful la~

it got burnt at this morning, 12.30am.. it didnt look serious at all cos the skin hadnt started blistering and oozing liquid~ by the time i got home and bathed and laid on my bed, it was around 1.30am.. i looked at that patch.

it was red and oozing liquid oredi. so i patted it dry and applied mopiko.. kinda relieved the pain for that moment..

when i woke up, the first thing i did was grab the mirror and looked into it.

i asked, "mirror mirror, whose the fairest of them all?"

"hello, your skin just turned black," replied the mirror.

i was like "OOH SHITTTTTTTTT!!"

almost cried at the tot of living with that black patch of skin for the rest of my life.

but according to past experience, that black patch will just peel off by itself and new skin will grow.. den slowly, the new (pink) skin will change to the natural skin colour but there will be a different texture to it.

provided i dun kajiao the wound.

it's kinda itchy at times~~ but i promise i wont touch it ;]

oh yar, commercial law individual assignment result come out oredi.

i looked at the "CR" grade for a veri long time. hello, i was expecting a High Distinction la! and he just gave me a Credit. was kinda sad when i saw the marks..

den i msn-ed jiayao to check his grades, together with marina since they were in skool together (scandalous).. den amazingly, they both got the same grade: NN

i was thinking "WTF?! MARINA FAILED?!!"

den marina called me (dunno why whenever she sad den will call me~ heh) and say she veri sad.. den i oso dunno wad to say~ everytime pple sad i oso dunno wad to reply leh.. how?

den jiayao oso kinda disappointed.

den i called nisa, she was still on her way home.. haha~ den i told her my news, den she sounded kinda unaffected.. den i told her marina and jiayao's news, she shocked la~! haha, can hear out her "HUH?" veri loudly.. haha, so cute~

bet she was rushing home after the call.. in the end, she let everybody know that she got a Pass for that damned assignment.. and oso that she reached home late by an hour bcos she went to the toilet at harbourfront -.-''

den delvine...she got same grade as jiayao and marina i think.. she just said that she failed.. and veri sad.. and crying..

kinda badly, i was thinking "stop crying cos it wont make the world anymore better, go study!"

my thinking is that sad pple cannot be comforted all the time.

they gotta be motivated.

cos motivated pple are happy pple.

-that is my idea after being in depression for such a long time.

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wah, sleepy la.. slept at around 3am again.. den my kind kind kind mama woke me up early in the morning so that i will drive the car to someplace near a tap so that she can wash the car...

i was like "WTH, the car owner snoring his head off and my mama want me to drive the car which is not even mine~"

den my parking not veri gd la... so...... i got even more irritated by the time i was done parking~

so sleepy but CANNOT SLEEP NOW LA~ CLOTHES DIRTY OREDI, LAZY TO CHANGE CLOTHES TO GET INTO BED LEH..

;[

happy

MORNING!!!

DID I BLOG ABT MY DEAR DEAR CALLING ME LAST NITE!?

hehe, long story~ dun feel like toking abt it now~

missed him sooooooosoooooosooooosoooosooosooso much sia~ was screaming with joy into the phone~ can hear out that he was smiling oso ;]

den i shouted, "DEAR DEAR I LOVE YOU!!"

haha~

so happy now~

oh yar, sugarbro asking to meet me later with someone called jasper.. regarding sunshine de~ i think~ but until now havent confirm time and place.

MEN ARE ALWAYS LIKE THAT. HAI~

today and yesterday

why issit that whenever we tot nth bad would happen to us and suddenly this huge rock just comes crushing down on us?

was re-reading marina's blog for 30th march and she sounded so happy and blissful.. and now, this problem.

hai~

anyway, i've forgotten to thank some more.. since yesterday, the black cat at my bus stop had been getting real close to me.. it meows at me and keeps langah-ing into my legs.. den whenever it looks up at me and meow, it's almost like it wants to be petted on the head.. those eyes.. big and round.. and just now, while i was walking home from the bus stop, it came to me automatically!!

it actually recognised me la!! and it's supposed to have short memory such that it would forget me by the next day~

so happy..

den my block's cat had been appearing again.. so whenever it does appear, i will go and pet its head and massage the sides of the cat's face.. and then it will lean towards the side where im massaging it..

i love it when these cats let me know that im someone they trust in and that there're other pple/animals out there waiting for me to love~





okae, i go bath.

my only comfort

rite now, my only comfort comes from my frens and this message he left me a few hours back..

"i will call u soon my handphone been misuse by pple..."

at least he's giving me the idea that the reason why he havent replied me since the day before yesterday isnt bcos he's purposely ignoring me..

and just now while we were studying, something which seemed minor happened btn her and taufik.. den it blew up after they left the skool.. apparently, he dun understand her and she dun understand him.. and while he was trying to talk to her abt the issue that happened, she kept quiet.. den most prob he got irritated and left her in the middle of nowhere.

he's in the wrong that he left her in the middle of nowhere.

but she isnt completely right to have been a lil unreasonable regarding the issue.

hai, she was crying so loudly on the phone just now.. poor gal~

not that im not having any problems myself eh?

my mood nowadays have been swinging again.. poor liqian, gotta tahan my mood swings since morning.. see me crazy crazy, so easy laugh and suddenly look so sad..

thanx gal for being so nice~

how? i think i spread my unhappiness to marina, maybe that's why these 2 days she and her taufik got issues..

den yesterday when i was relating wad happened to marina, i almost broke down.. i havent shed a tear over the matter until yesterday afternoon, which was 24 hours later..

break record oredi leh~

but somehow, marina noticed that i was gonna burst into tears before i noticed. but i could hear that my voice was breaking and my vision was getting cloudy. but i just had to let it out.. i had to let someone know.. after that, i felt a lil better..

HAI, WHY MUST ALL THESE BULL-STUFF COME OUT WHEN EXAM IS COMING!?