yes skool is starting tmw. yes there is the welcome and enrolment session at 1030. yes i will have my first lecture at SIM at 1400 to 1700.



on 27th july, i met max aka haiping after getting to know him online. budden he dun like me to call him haiping, so im stuck with max~ and he's a heavy smoker, has suffered a major heartbreak from his previous breakup with his ex, suffering from insomnia, has skin problems, his family is experiencing a financial crisis, 23-yr-old, goes pubbing at stanley's pub @ lavender, has 2 god sisters: priscilla and gladys, etc etc..

and he asked me to be his gf. WEIRD RITE?

even more weird is, I SAID YES, even though i never met him before and vice versa.

somehow, 我的耳根软 so i cant bring myself to say "no" for long~
and i know that he's looking for someone to be the substitute for his ex and to soothe his pain. i dun mind being a substitute as long as i can help him, that's wad think. and when we were on the phone [for 1 hr for the 1st time, den 2hrs for the 2nd time], we really toked sia.. i no tok to a guy for so long on the phone before sia~

and i know from the start that i want the best for him.

i want him to stop smoking cos it's not good for both of us.

i want him to forget his ex so that he can move on.

i want him to know that i dun mind that his skins has sores and that i want to be the one applying the medicinal cream for him.

i want him to know that when he slept on my lap, i wanted to take away his pain and i was willing to suffer in his place.

i want him to know that i love it when he holds my hand and that my heart raced and i couldnt breathe properly whenever we touched.

i want him to know that i wanted to kiss his forehead and his lips looked delectable when he was asleep on my lap.

i want him to know that i dun mind his ah beng behaviours as long as he can practice self control.

i want him to know that i like his frens.

i want him to know that wadeva he does, as long as i deem it correct, i will support him.

i want him to know wad i like as well:
i like to be sent home cos i nv like gg home alone.
i like to be hugged cos i see hugging as a luxury, smth i was rarely given.
i like to hug and i would like to hug his arm on the bus, mrt, when we're seated.
i like to be taken care of.

oh yar, i didnt let you guys know.. i met him at close to 9pm on friday nite after he was dismissed from work, went for a haircut and bathed. we sat bus no.61 from bukit batok to lavender cos he wanted to let me sleep while on the way to pubbing.. well, i'd been awake since 6am that day and i slept at 1.30am the nite before bcos of him. budden i couldnt sleep cos he was there~ so ended up we chatted a lil, watched other passengers, etc.. he was 174cm, has a tummy.. veri cute! he can be my winnie the pooh worh~ and he told me that i dun look that short and that im not that fat.. make me veri happy~

when we reached lavender, he couldnt take it and had to smoke.. well, he needed it and i was in no position to stop him.. but he veri kindly let out the smoke skywards so that i wont get the smoke at full-blast..

at the pub, he introduced me to 5 of his frens: priscilla, gladys, ken, jacky [oh yar, max's idol is jacky wu.... i like jacky wu oso!!], stephen..

and max loves music. he loves to sing chinese pop songs, so he karaoked at the pub... at around 1am, we left the pub and walked around to find a coffeeshop since everybody [besides me] was hungry.. by the time we finished and reached priscilla's hse to play cards, it was oredi 5am.. we played cards and drank a huge bottle of martel... we finished around 3/4 of it sia.... budden given my body system, wadever alcohol i drink ends up as urine sia so i wasnt drunk.. priscilla and me didnt really get drunk cos we kept winning poker and the guys had to drink a lot~ haha.. in the end, jacky downed and max was downing oso..

didnt get to sleep until 9am... budden i woke up at 12 cos im not used to sleeping thru the day.. the rest slept till around 5pm.. so while waiting for them to wake up, i watched a tvb drama serial with priscilla's mother~ diao~~ the show veri nice!!! and it's a gambling show... so i like even more! haha

around 7.30pm, they finally were willing to leave the hse and let priscilla handle her grumbling tummy.. budden i had to rush home cos i was worried that my mama will be worried abt me..

and no choice, i had to major deduct points for max laogong.. he didnt bother to sms or call me to ask if i reached home... GRRRRrrrr.... and one of my frens tested him via friendster, max laogong kinda failed that test..... another 10 points deducted!

haha~~ dun worry, i gave him 200 points to start with~ or should i give more??

oh yar, and he didnt want our relationship to be made known to his frens yet.. so we held hands onli when no one was watching, and he released immediately when someone was abt to notice.. budden i dun mind this secrecy, so im cool abt it. i cant imagine the shock on his frens' face if they ever know that im max's gf~~

cos he's still trying to get over his ex.

http://www.astrology.com.au/12signs/libra.asp

veri true abt me... veri true. try this, peeps!

oh! yar i forgot to blog abt today~

today i went to the cheers at chinese garden mrt station and i saw this cutie at the cashier counter!! and he's sooooo cute!! and i saw that his eyes actually lit up when he saw me.. most prob cos he was bored and that there was this bunch of kiddy boys hovering around the store~

and when i finally went to pay for my jasmine green tea, his eyes opened again! and he smiled so shyly!

omg, i think im imagining things. but i shall go visit cheers tmw at the same time again.. yea! maybe can get his number!

yea, im a desperado~

nonono, i so dun wanna blog abt the hk trip.. until now, im still zonked out by the whole thing.. and i sooooo miss the bedtimes stories from sheryl and june, miss the pleasant receptionists, miss being lost in hk, miss taking the mtr, miss everything!!

and i come home and face my mama's nagging and black face, and tantrums.. HAI~ but i shall continue to tahan. haha~ budden i still missed my mama~

and i posted many many pics on dotphoto.com, but not all.. too many oredi until i lost track of wad i had posted and wad not. HAI~

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.


try
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

heyyy...

in 24 hrs, i'd have reached hk international airport.. and missing the internet. yes, i will miss going online and such. haha~

hai, mixed feelings.. i want so much to quickly go hk and SHOP SHOP SHOP! budden....i cant bear leaving my family and frens in sg... and recently i've made quite a number of online frens from a sg forum.. they're one interesting bunch of pple... and the guys there range from act-cutey [disgusting] and no-nonsense-i-onli-want-power type. haha~ the gals there....... hmmmm........ wad can i say? the gals there are all feminists, including me.. haha! so the gals and guys will sometimes bicker over those stereotyping stuff and such..

and go hk, i want to buy sports shoe and sports bra, cos im gonna embark on my fitness regime after i come back from hk.. was veri inspired by one of the guys there to SHED WEIGHT! that guy is wow....incredibly incredible.. dunno how to describe him.. mature, smart [he was an economist, dammit], a metrosexual, extremely fit, etc... and he is motivated. damn, i like to see motivated men who takes care of themselves. haha~

omg, need to prepare so many things. i gtg now, tata! see ya on the 18th or 19th!

Ice - Kon Jai Ngai




Bie - I need somebdy (Karaoke)



today, i realise that thai songs do sound nice.. esp songs with male singers.. even though i dun understand A SINGLE WORD that they're singing~