i couldnt help but keep track.
i wanna know how he's been doing, whether he's being happy. i guess he is happy. i can onli guess.. i havent seen him for a long long time. ha, i cant even call him mine and yet here i am thinking and toking abt him.
i had many things nagging me at the back of my mind and i couldnt seem to rmb those many things that i should rmb.. and slowly, those things start popping into my head. one of those things included looking at his name. i oso wanted to hear his voice again. but i know that it will be impossible. so i can onli go google once in a while, type in his name and find out wad his achievements are so far.. he's an achiever. now, he's now a vice principal of a new skool.. northlight skool.. light. he did bring light into my dark life. he once did. i depended on the image i had created out of him.. i saw him as humorous, knowledgeable, sensitive, all the things i wanted in a man.
and yet, im starting to forget his face. im starting to forget him. or have i? have i just forcefully pushed all memories into the back of my mind while telling myself, "i must get on with life"?
there are so many things to say that i cant express.
damn, this post shouldnt even be posted. it's just the confessions of a lost heart.
06 January 2007
I WANT I WANT!
ahhhh..... wad i want for this new year... together with this phone, i want my own personal laptop. on top of this, i wanna go shopping overseas!! omg, i need to earn a lot of money, otherwise, i have to strike another toto, which is kinda difficult.
Makeup Secrets of Top Models
By Diane Irons
Glee Contributor
Tyra... Gisele... Kate... Heidi -- supermodels we believe can crawl out of bed and put the rest of us to shame in the looks department. If only our best day was as good as their worst, we tell ourselves!
How do the supermodels you love to hate do it? Whether they’re strutting down the runway or gracing the cover of Vogue or Cosmo, you just can’t help but wonder what makeup secrets they know.
Well, as a former model and beauty consultant to the stars, I can let you in on a little secret... Better yet, make that five little secrets. The key lies in learning proper application. When it comes to putting on makeup, forget everything you’ve learned in the past.
Think of your face as a blank canvas. You have the tools and techniques to paint a masterpiece.
Are you ready to transform yourself into a model citizen and achieve the looks you’ve been longing for?
1. To create eye depth, quickly pass your eye pencil over a flame to soften the tip for smoother application. CAUTION: Wait for the pencil point to cool before placing it against your eye.
2. Separate a tissue and gently blot all over your face after applying your makeup to set and blend.
3. To open the eyes and visually slim down a nose, use a glisten stick or a shimmer stick. Apply the stick to the inner corner of each eye and the light will open up the eyes. By running the glisten stick down the center of the nose, it narrows it by bringing the attention to top of the nose, not the sides. Also, use it in the center of the lips to provide a quick pout.
4. Mix a dab of gel toothpaste with a little hair gel for extra hold.
5. Draw in perfect eyebrows with an eye stencil and brow gel. It will look like you've had them professionally done.
Diane is author of 911 Beauty Secrets, World's Best Kept Beauty Secrets and Diane Irons' 14-Day Beauty Boot Camp: The Crash Course (all SourceBooks). She's appeared on national radio and TV, including Good Morning America, Sally Jessy Raphael, Maury Povich, Montel Williams, Lifetime Television, CNN, CNBC and CBS This Morning. To find out more about beauty expert Diane Irons -- or to order her best-selling books -- please visit her Web site dianeirons.com.
Glee Contributor
Tyra... Gisele... Kate... Heidi -- supermodels we believe can crawl out of bed and put the rest of us to shame in the looks department. If only our best day was as good as their worst, we tell ourselves!
How do the supermodels you love to hate do it? Whether they’re strutting down the runway or gracing the cover of Vogue or Cosmo, you just can’t help but wonder what makeup secrets they know.
Well, as a former model and beauty consultant to the stars, I can let you in on a little secret... Better yet, make that five little secrets. The key lies in learning proper application. When it comes to putting on makeup, forget everything you’ve learned in the past.
Think of your face as a blank canvas. You have the tools and techniques to paint a masterpiece.
Are you ready to transform yourself into a model citizen and achieve the looks you’ve been longing for?
1. To create eye depth, quickly pass your eye pencil over a flame to soften the tip for smoother application. CAUTION: Wait for the pencil point to cool before placing it against your eye.
2. Separate a tissue and gently blot all over your face after applying your makeup to set and blend.
3. To open the eyes and visually slim down a nose, use a glisten stick or a shimmer stick. Apply the stick to the inner corner of each eye and the light will open up the eyes. By running the glisten stick down the center of the nose, it narrows it by bringing the attention to top of the nose, not the sides. Also, use it in the center of the lips to provide a quick pout.
4. Mix a dab of gel toothpaste with a little hair gel for extra hold.
5. Draw in perfect eyebrows with an eye stencil and brow gel. It will look like you've had them professionally done.
Diane is author of 911 Beauty Secrets, World's Best Kept Beauty Secrets and Diane Irons' 14-Day Beauty Boot Camp: The Crash Course (all SourceBooks). She's appeared on national radio and TV, including Good Morning America, Sally Jessy Raphael, Maury Povich, Montel Williams, Lifetime Television, CNN, CNBC and CBS This Morning. To find out more about beauty expert Diane Irons -- or to order her best-selling books -- please visit her Web site dianeirons.com.
yesterday morning, when i stood at the bus stop waiting for my company bus to come pick me up, i saw many students walking and standing around me.. den after that, until the time i start work, i kept thinking.. of my class 05s13.. quite typical of me, i will miss the class i used to belong to until i find a new class to call my own.
i quite thinking,
i miss how chris' jokes always make me wanna laugh,
i miss how sheryl will pinch our butts [even though she reduced her pinchings after that horrible event],
i miss teasing june abt her small eyes and calling her ah jing,
i miss yiting's hemispherical eyes during class and lectures,
i miss shandy and shaoqin's blurness even though they are not that blur when it comes to studies,
i miss jialing's slow walk,
i miss wanru's noisiness,
i miss getting news of cherie's frequent falls and den half-laugh, half-concerned,
i miss saying hi to amelia and calling her ah ma,
i miss seeing szeyin, nat, sally, amily and shuting hanging around,
i miss khaiboon, juntat being always teased by the gals,
i miss so many things that used to happen around me so often that i started to take it for granted.
i quite thinking,
i miss how chris' jokes always make me wanna laugh,
i miss how sheryl will pinch our butts [even though she reduced her pinchings after that horrible event],
i miss teasing june abt her small eyes and calling her ah jing,
i miss yiting's hemispherical eyes during class and lectures,
i miss shandy and shaoqin's blurness even though they are not that blur when it comes to studies,
i miss jialing's slow walk,
i miss wanru's noisiness,
i miss getting news of cherie's frequent falls and den half-laugh, half-concerned,
i miss saying hi to amelia and calling her ah ma,
i miss seeing szeyin, nat, sally, amily and shuting hanging around,
i miss khaiboon, juntat being always teased by the gals,
i miss so many things that used to happen around me so often that i started to take it for granted.
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omg, chantong really LOST his bag.
i will compensate him.
okae, i think i havent blogged for quite a while. no, i do not feel guilty, so do not think that im a blogger addict.
im here just to tok abt the company im working at... it's full name is panasonic factory solutions pte ltd.. in short, it's panasonic... wahhhh.... i working for big company! wah... i just working as ADMIN ASSISTANT. yes, it sounds like a small worthless job position.. but after wad the gal who's in charge of me said, i feel impt!! haha... if i elaborate further abt my importance, 2 things will happen. one, you will yawn. two, i will unwittingly leak confidential stuff out from panasonic and into your eyes and mind.. haha..
anyway, if you dun understand why this company [it's actually just a factory with a big name, but who cares? it's the name that matters in your resume.] got such a long name instead of just PANASONIC, let's just say that it isnt REALLY the panasonic everybody see outside...
there are 2 processes in panasonic.. one is the making, the other is the selling.. let's just say that im in the making part.. yea, if you dun understand, dun bother to.
anyway, i got another point to make.
in the past, i have unknowingly provided free labour to fmss. i was the admin IN-CHARGE of this huge 3rd company of the gals' brigade with no rewards other than the title itself.
but i was happy.
now, i knowingly provide the same labour to panasonic with the position of an admin ASSISTANT and i get A SALARY. i get to see a paycheck every month! i get to see material rewards.. yes, i looooooooooooove material gains, so?
now, im estatic [while counting every cent i earn].
hai... i was so stupid in my younger days.
im here just to tok abt the company im working at... it's full name is panasonic factory solutions pte ltd.. in short, it's panasonic... wahhhh.... i working for big company! wah... i just working as ADMIN ASSISTANT. yes, it sounds like a small worthless job position.. but after wad the gal who's in charge of me said, i feel impt!! haha... if i elaborate further abt my importance, 2 things will happen. one, you will yawn. two, i will unwittingly leak confidential stuff out from panasonic and into your eyes and mind.. haha..
anyway, if you dun understand why this company [it's actually just a factory with a big name, but who cares? it's the name that matters in your resume.] got such a long name instead of just PANASONIC, let's just say that it isnt REALLY the panasonic everybody see outside...
there are 2 processes in panasonic.. one is the making, the other is the selling.. let's just say that im in the making part.. yea, if you dun understand, dun bother to.
anyway, i got another point to make.
in the past, i have unknowingly provided free labour to fmss. i was the admin IN-CHARGE of this huge 3rd company of the gals' brigade with no rewards other than the title itself.
but i was happy.
now, i knowingly provide the same labour to panasonic with the position of an admin ASSISTANT and i get A SALARY. i get to see a paycheck every month! i get to see material rewards.. yes, i looooooooooooove material gains, so?
now, im estatic [while counting every cent i earn].
hai... i was so stupid in my younger days.
02 January 2007
01 January 2007
hello!! im back from my 4 hours of sleep after clubbing with my class peeps! all in all, we clubbed from 10pm until 7am... in the midst, we got out of the smoky smoky MOS and bought drinks from 7-11 cos we have almost been sucked dry by the entrance fee at MOS, which was $38.. wah, i'll never set foot into any clubs le. haha, i have clubbed enough for this life of mine.
den we went back, den we went out again [to meet chantong and kwan hong and again, drink from 7-11] den we went back to MOS, den we left again [the guys had breakfast, the gals stoned] den we went back to MOS AGAIN. when we finally left the place once and for all, it was oredi 7.30am..
anyway, at the last time we entered the place, we settled down at the second level where there were sofas for us to sit.. that's where i lost chantong's bag.
first, he put the bag at a place where pple will presume to be safe cos it's hidden by the sofa. second, when the second level closed i grabbed all the gals' bags and forgot to take his bag... den i cant blame danny [who was with me while the rest went to club..] bcos i never hoped for him to be responsible person with excellent memory to rmb that chantong left the bag rite beside himself.. third, after going down to the first level, i remained thoroughly and conveniently forgotten abt the bag until chantong came around and asked,"where's my bag?"
den the guy at the stairs refused to let him go up and take his bag for god-knows-wad reasons... c'mon, it's just taking a bag...... den by the time we could go up and look for the bag, it's GONE. VANISHED. and i was the one to let him know this bad news... damn damn, double damn.
den we waited and waited for some good news from the staff, but it seems like they didnt give a damn since it's kinda none of their business..
man, i felt so guilty i couldnt even be bothered to speak up as a response when pple toked to me after that. i could onli give a brief smile..
anyway, i think i should learn from wanru, isolate myself from the class outings. to save my pride and save my money. i have been forsaken by more than enough pple.
den we went back, den we went out again [to meet chantong and kwan hong and again, drink from 7-11] den we went back to MOS, den we left again [the guys had breakfast, the gals stoned] den we went back to MOS AGAIN. when we finally left the place once and for all, it was oredi 7.30am..
anyway, at the last time we entered the place, we settled down at the second level where there were sofas for us to sit.. that's where i lost chantong's bag.
first, he put the bag at a place where pple will presume to be safe cos it's hidden by the sofa. second, when the second level closed i grabbed all the gals' bags and forgot to take his bag... den i cant blame danny [who was with me while the rest went to club..] bcos i never hoped for him to be responsible person with excellent memory to rmb that chantong left the bag rite beside himself.. third, after going down to the first level, i remained thoroughly and conveniently forgotten abt the bag until chantong came around and asked,"where's my bag?"
den the guy at the stairs refused to let him go up and take his bag for god-knows-wad reasons... c'mon, it's just taking a bag...... den by the time we could go up and look for the bag, it's GONE. VANISHED. and i was the one to let him know this bad news... damn damn, double damn.
den we waited and waited for some good news from the staff, but it seems like they didnt give a damn since it's kinda none of their business..
man, i felt so guilty i couldnt even be bothered to speak up as a response when pple toked to me after that. i could onli give a brief smile..
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and lastly, my hair stinks of cigarette smoke. even after i have shampooed it twice. sian.. but at least the smoke smell isnt that strong oredi..
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