this feeling is special. veri special.

he makes me feel special.

he treats me like an adult and at the same time, he looks out for me.

he would walk on the outside of the sidewalk, he would shield me from the rain even though it's useless, he would give me his elbow to hold onto as if we were in a grand event and i was the princess.

he would hold my hand and kiss the back of it. and continue holding it. and den kiss and rub his face into it and kiss again and rub again, as if it meant everything to him that i was by his side. and that it gave him the comfort that almost nothing else can give. even though his stubble was out and his face was being veri veri rough.. that pain was actually veri veri welcomed.

he would let me know how much he appreciated wad i've done for him.

he would encourage me.

he would be interested in wad i wanted to say.

he loved making fun of me and seeing my reaction. and he would always have a good laugh AT me. but i feel good cos i managed to make him laugh.



but all these. makes me extremely stressed. wad would become of me when he leaves me?



i love him so much.