梁靜茹 - 沒有如果 (敗犬女王 主題曲)



沒有如果 - 梁靜茹
（敗犬女王主題曲）

詞／曲：嚴爵
編曲：嚴爵　朱敬然

如果我說　愛我沒有如果
錯過就過你是不是會難過
若如果拿來當藉口　那愛是不是有一點弱

如果我說愛沒有如果　真的愛我就放手一搏
還想什麼 還怕什麼　快牽起我的手

有人說　世界上最遙遠的距離不是生與死
而是我就站在你面前　你卻不知道我愛你

我常說　如果人類連愛一個人都被自己綁住
那世界末日已來到　不需要等到地球毀滅掉的那天

如果我說　愛我沒有如果
錯過就過你是不是會難過
若如果拿來當藉口　那愛是不是有一點弱

如果我說愛沒有如果　真的愛我就放手一搏
還想什麼 還怕什麼　快牽起我的手

別怕太快樂　別怕失去我
Da la da la~~

《靜茹＆情歌》1月16日發行
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that person replied

"thks keep this attitude!"

yesterday, we went to pastamania AGAIN.. and we had apple crumble pizza!

nice... it's really worth the $4.20 (incl. gst) !!!

and i learnt how to put on eyeliner, even though it's not veri obvious in that pic :D

nah, can see my eyeliner oredi??
pls onli focus on my eyes. nth else. this pic is onli meant to show my eyes!~

i posted an ad requesting for a part time job on gumtree..

one of the responses came as

"pls send us ur resume with two photos. We will contact u asap"

without any salutation, no nothing. rather suspicious.

so i sent a brief resume with a slightly blur pic (cos i dun have a scanner, i took a pic of my passport photo using my hp cam sia, so it's my fault)

and that so-called HR said,

"u call this ur resume? resume without ur particular? photo without a clear face? do u know that u r given ppl a bad impression? pls re send it thks"

so i retorted and emailed back

"Please improve your English and email etiquette before you criticise people.

Besides, your method of recruitment is no better than my submission of resume."

which is the truth.

if wad i got from that "HR" is a formal email for recruiting pple, then wad i gave back is A RESUME. and the eng kinda suck. wad "u r given ppl" sia. eng totally FAILED!!

and again, no salutation, no nth.

heh my bro went to kl, and bought weird food for me!! MINI CRABS!!! in a stick!! OMG.
and it tasted too salty.... but i still finished them :D hehe

and it's the same size as my mickey mouse!

look at these wonderful bouganvilla!! they were blooming so beautifully!

these was wad that particular bush looked like on the 12th of feb.. and i was feeling extremely down.. but my mood improved when i saw how this one bush was thriving out of the whole row of bouganvilla bushes, which were losing their leaves bcos of the hot hot weather.. and look at it 16 days later, on the 28th of feb!

it's beautiful!!

and up till now, it's still blooming.. and new flower buds are still coming out!!
it's amazing, how come i never saw how beautiful bouganvillas can get.

yes i was bored while studying at heeren's macdonald's..
so i took photos of...........FRENCH FRIES!

marina and nisa... taking self pics with my phone! amazing gals!
and marina is the fake minah with blonde hair..

isnt it amazing that when i first noticed that giant was selling cheap a4 paper, they onli took up half a shelf.. half a year later, they stocked up so much paper!! up to almost my height!! hehe!

yes, it's $3.78 for a rim of A4 paper - 70gsm, 440 pc.

cheap rite!?

omg im so cheapskate.

my bro bought this pair of bear paw slippers when he went to taipei last december :D hehe

play mahjong at sugarbro's hse!! hehe, so fun.. but so complicated. too complicated for me~ the combination part is okae, but it's the taking turns to take tiles, wad and how to take tiles which make me have headache! hehe~

see how fast their hands were shuffling the tiles!! my cam couldnt catch up!!

yes i was bored again while studying at imm's mos.... and i made this face with my cup of ice tea :D no i didnt use the tea. i used the water which condensed onto the cup's surface :D

oh ya, we ordered kfc while playing mahjong at sugarbro's hse... so nice!!!
but we paid for our meal in GOLD. heart pain~!

wad to say..

the first 2 gals to know was june and sheryl.. both were being as encouraging and supportive as can be.. and tolerating my blabbering as i sobbed and cried..

and june was constantly making sure that i was okae, despite exams being soooooooo close..

for that, i thank you two. really, from the bottom of my heart. for lending me the listening ears. i love you two :D

the next few gals who got to know were ching and marina.. nisa doesnt really care~

ching was the onli one whom i broke down in front of. but her shoulder was too low that time, so i didnt get to borrow her shoulder.. dun think i will ever cry on pple's shoulder sia~ weird.

i was on the no.99 bus to skool, when my emotions got the better of me. i stood at one side of the bus and cried. quietly la, wait other passengers think im crazy. after alighting and waiting for ching's bus, i continued crying.. but not much.

the dams burst once she got near me.. and i just cried out loud sia. thank goodness nobody was watching.. and i never knew that tissue paper can really get soaked by tears, until that time.

so ching, i love you too :D

as for marina, she was the verbal type of encourager la, so we discussed abt our love lives, talking abt bastards and bitches.. mostly from her side~ and i really appreciated that candid talk we had at heerens.. really made me let go a lot of burden, even though i still carry quite an amt..

marina, i dun dare to say i love you sia.. but i do :D

and den there's shandy, yiting and amazing shaoqin.. thanks gals :D you peeps are the best :))






im trying to pick up the pieces now. still trying. but i will need time. maybe a year. hopefully less than that. a few months?

i dunno.



the pain's still there, but not that excruciating oredi. thanks to the healing powers of time and galfrens :D

Not Fair

Not Fair - Lily Allen

Oh he treats me with respect
He says he loves me all the time
He calls me 15 times a day
He likes to make sure that I'm fine
You know I've never met a man who's made me feel quite so secure
He's not like all them other boys
They're all so dumb and immature

There's just one thing that's getting in the way
When we go up to bed you're just no good
Its such a shame
I look into your eyes I want to get to know you
And then you make this noise and its apparent it's all over

It's not fair
And I think you're really mean
I think you're really mean
I think you're really mean
Oh you're supposed to care
But you never make me scream
You never make me scream

Oh it's not fair
And it's really not ok
It's really not ok
It's really not ok
Oh you're supposed to care
But all you do is take
Yeah all you do is take

Oh I lie here in the wet patch
In the middle of the bed
I'm feeling pretty damn hard done by
I spent ages giving head
Then I remember all the nice things that you ever said to me
Maybe I'm just overreacting maybe you're the one for me

There's just one thing that's getting in the way
When we go up to bed you're just no good
It's such a shame
I look into your eyes I want to get to know you
And then you make this noise and it's apparent it's all over

It's not fair
And I think you're really mean
I think you're really mean
I think you're really mean
Oh you're supposed to care
But you never make me scream
You never make me scream

Oh it's not fair
And it's really not ok
It's really not ok
It's really not ok
Oh you're supposed to care
But all you do is take
Yeah all you do is take

There's just one thing that's getting in the way
When we go up to bed you're just no good
It's such a shame
I look into your eyes I want to get to know you
And then you make this noise and its apparent it's all over

It's not fair
And I think you're really mean
I think you're really mean
I think you're really mean
Oh you're supposed to care
But you never make me scream
You never make me scream

Oh it's not fair
And it's really not ok
It's really not ok
It's really not ok
Oh you're supposed to care
But all you do is take
Yeah all you do is take

i dreamt that we got back together

in that dream, we were as happy as can be.

and i really felt veri happy in that dream.





but pple say that dreams are the opposite to reality.

thinking of that, my heart aches. feels strangled.






reality is, we may never get back together again.

and i'll have to live with it.






im trying.