at 5.15am, my hp rang..
i was rather awake sia, wasnt jolted awake.. i just woke up as if i've slept enough (it's really not enough cos i slept at 2am before that) and it was shun bian that i woke up to answer the phone..
den rmb-ing that dear dear was using his mother's hp to call me, i hung up the call and i called him back.. liddat his mama dun need to pay for outgoing calls me, free incoming wor~ just that i got to pay le cos im exceeding the 100min of free outgoing :(
den dear dear asked this question, "why you hang up my phone?"
den i "huh, i hang up so that i can call la.."
it's either he is tired until cannot think or he just dun like pple to hang up his phone..
den he said that he missed me a lot.. i replied with a "yes i miss you too but missing each other aint enough.. we need to meet up de wor~"
FYI: we didnt get to meet on monday. he postponed it, again.
i wanted to raise my voice. i wanted to shout at him to pay more attention to me. i wanted to order him to come to my side immediately so that i can actually slap him.
why must he bring me so much stress? why is it that i cant express my frustrations to him? why do i have to be the one accomodating?!
in the end, i just whined and grumbled into the phone.
i hate myself.
