feeling so depressed again..
how come eric and i are such a weird couple?
it's been 6 mths and yet we havent really been paktor-ing.. during these 6 mths, he had either been busy at work or being sick and in his "coma"..
then during the lunch with june, sheryl, shandy and qiumei (did i get her name correct?), those attached gals kept mentioning their mr leonard, mr lucas and mr sam.. wad abt my mr eric?
it seems like each and every couple is so blissful and able to spend so much quality time together.. open mouth close mouth oso talk abt their bf..
but wad abt me?
i couldnt even bring up one single memorable event btn dear dear and me to the gals.. not even one.. i cant recall any joke we really shared. i cannot even rmb when was the last time we shared a meal together..
why do i feel so neglected during times like this?
and now that he lost his phone, i couldnt even contact him.
dammit.
