for 2 consecutive nites, my mama managed to blow her top at me.
for the most weirdest stuff.
first nite, she was busy commenting on how stupid my dear dear looks with his hair and ordered me to break up with him.. i ignored her and tried to study in peace. den she goes crazy. next thing i know she's slamming doors and screaming those bloody hurting words. her closing statement for the nite?
"BLOODY HELL. IDIOT. SWINE."
last nite, she said "dun off [the tv] ah"
but i heard her wrongly and switched off the tv.. her "dun" was so soft la, how i hear her properly when she's talking from another room?
den she went crazy again.
start screaming vulgarities and cursing me.
"why i call you to dun off den you off? why i call you to die, you dun die?"
and she said that my dear dear make me crazy until "like that"
WHO'S THE FOOKER SCREAMING AND SHOUTING EVERY NIGHT AND DISTURBING THE PEACE AND CURSING AND SWEARING AT ME AS I FOOKING TRY TO STUDY FOR THE EXAM WHICH HAPPENS TO TAKE PLACE THE NEXT FOOKING MORNING?!
for the whole time, i hadnt slept. i slept at 12.30am the previous nite bcos of her first outburst and i had to wake up at 4.30am to do my final revision. she oredi disrupted my nite's study and now she's trying to kill me huh?
so it's logical and to everybody's common sense that i can no longer concentrate much and the bed beckons. and no matter wad, i seriously wanted to switch off the tv in the living room cos i wanted to go back to my room and continue chiong-ing.
so i switched off the fooking tv since i was the onli one supposedly watching the show.
hello? she onli watched the starting, went to bath during the middle and now she wanna watch the ending which wont make sense to her? oh yar, and it's a repeat telecast. so it's the second time we're watching the show.
oh yar, my sense of self-righteousness is inherited from her.
apparently, everything she does has the most correct reason. even though that her family side is supposedly ostracising her [that's wad she thinks] bcos she didnt go visit my grandmama when grandmama was hospitalised.
she claimed that nobody told her abt the op.
THAT IS BCOS SHE REFUSED TO ANSWER THEIR PHONE CALLS FOR THE SIMPLE REASON THAT SHE "DESERVED BUT DID NOT RECEIVE" MY GRANDFATHER'S INHERITANCE MONEY AFTER HIS DEATH IN 2001.
so her sense of self-righteousness vindicated her.
and the way she worships her son irks me.
she will willingly bring his breakfast/lunch/dinner into his room and gently call him to makan.
she will grudgingly order me to go to the sink and get my food and wash the dishes after that.
she will be going "son, you got drink water? got eat enough? eating dinner tonite or not? must be careful k?" and den give him a ceremoniously farewell at the door when he leaves for a karaoke/mahjong session.
for me, i tell her that im gg to skool/lib for lesson/studying and she dun even bother to open her mouth to say "okae, byebye."
WHAT IS HER FUCKING PROBLEM?
when she is being frustrated at him for not updating her abt his problem, she will make so much noise WHEN HE IS NOT AT HOME. when he is at home, she acts dumb and as if everything is ubber fine. den she will turn back at me and start stabbing me with her vulgarities.
why is it when im not giving her any troubles den she vent her anger on me? my bro is the troublemaker wad.
life sux la. i sms-ed dear dear that i wanted to move out.
might as well move out and throw money at her face when i have it.
for calling me a good-for-nothing, a swine, an idiot and all those.
just throw money at her face and walk off. out of her life. and once every month i'll resurface to throw money at her for 5min. den im off again.
