29 April 2008

bored.

sian.

kana woken up by calls from recruitment agencies..

and i've been receiving stupid smses from guys.

total turnoff when they ask stupid qns like, how are you? wad are you doing?



but when my dear dear asks "had you eaten?" i just feel so blissful~




my dear dear is so cute la... his eng so cute oso.. cute until i cant bear myself to correct his eng ;] other guys, i immediately feel disgusted with their poor eng and cruelly point out their errors.

well, there is probably one reason.. cos my dear dear did not have the chance to complete his studies.. he went out to work at the age of 15. and when i was 15, i was onli being stressed abt skool and the nickname-callings. he's been carrying the burden of supporting himself and the family (together with his bro).

so i find lil fault that his language skills aint excellent.

but he has amazing analytical skills, brought out by the many years of being outside and having experienced so many things that i tot onli existed in drama serials.

there are times when he actually analyses my actions, with accuracy.. maybe bcos im simple? and since he can analyse me, he is rather understanding towards me ;]

and when he's expressing himself verbally, he would double check with me whether i get his msg.. bcos he's worried that i dun understand wad he said.. but most of the time, me having short attention spans, i will drift off and just look at him without taking in wad he was saying.. i kinda bad hor.. pple toking to me and yet i not listening~

hehe..

but he's just so cute.. sharing his experiences with me.. sometimes repeating himself.. asking me questions with that foolish look of his..

SO CUTE.

i wonder why i had been angry with him when i think abt all these.


:)