heyhey.. today i got something to tell you. wont be blogging unless it's something veri impt.. otherwise i will record down the happenings in my skool diary ba~ so if you wanna know how my life is, ask to look at my skool diary! you will get to see all the hmk i have, all the nonsense i have wrote.. budden this time the book not enough space for me to deco much.. alot of space given to hmk section le.. hehe..

btw, nowadays i have been reaching home later than usual.. cos gotta help the class decorate the noticeboard and such.. during CT lesson, it's a great sight! almost everybody in the class is helping out, be it wrapping the class name with aluminium foil, cutting, pasting, anything.. but there were a few who were doing their own business.. even though there are jobs that only require a pair of hands, there were 3 pple who did those particular jobs. and note: those jobs werent done well.. so feeling that they were just trying to say that "hey, i DID something for the class."

well, depends on how THAT THING they have done was good or not.

and today, i was having mood swings.. yiting oso leh! haha.. budden i think mine was more serious.. when we were going from the lt4 to the CT room, i was carrying so many things in my hand that i had difficulty filling my empty water bottle.. so the water overflowed and the tube thingy was practically soaking in the water.. so dirty! i cant even imagine wad ever touched that tube. and at that time, one of the stuff i was holding in my hands slipped off [not my fault! it's bcos the thing i was holding was cherie's drawing and it was held together with a plastic bag. so i hold the plastic bag and the paper actually slipped off the plastic bag]
everything happened simultaneously. didnt even have the chance to close the bottle properly.. so the water leaked out seriously and such. den i saw wanru.. logically speaking, when you see a fren having difficulties, you will lend a hand rite? but she didnt even lift a finger. instead, she started complaining that she's tired and that she havent finished her hmk and such.. so i told her to go do wad she wants all those and stomped off.. i was veri pissed abt everything. so when i reached the classroom, i threw my things on the table and chair, grabbed the bottle and emptied the water into the garden ouside the room. must have looked super pissed cos in a spilt second, the gals started asking wad happened.. den i just mumbled "nothing" and went to refill the bottle.

when i came back, i was oredi simmering down and the gals continued asking and such.. so i said "hungry and thirsty. not happy." i havent even had a bite since the time i woke up but i wasnt hungry at all cos i was pissed with wanru's attitude.. at that time, i didnt really know wad i was angry with.

you know why i cant tolerate her attitude? okae, i understand that everybody are selfish. so am i! the only unselfish one is God Himself. the problem is, she is so proud of herself abt having the "cant be bothered" attitude. everytime when she has the chance, she goes "as if i care" and such.. today during a time-management talk, she was busy doing the work which was late by a day and doing it rite infront of the speaker since we were sitting at the first few rows and our row was at eye level with the speaker.. she doesnt know how to show respect to anybody at all. i hate it when pple dun give respect to others. everybody should be presented with the basic courtesy and respect that you pay attention to them when they are toking to you and have your best interests at heart. and den when she gives up writing, she slept. rite infront of the speaker who was quite entertaining. so angry. and here's the worse thing, she reminds me of kwe. nowadays, she has been sticking to me in class and lectures. and even though she does bothers waiting for me, she dun really care to wait for the rest of the clique. really touched by that one side of her action: she actually bothers to wait for me.

and there's the clique problem. jialing, shandy, june and shaoqin are avoiding her. and then when she is with me, i have no chance to socialise with the rest of the clique... den it's like, i kana separated from them by her..

oh yar, i still wanna complain.. she may have helped out in getting the pics and washing them out.. but that's the only thing she had done.. it's like, other j2 classes had long ago finished decorating the class, and we are hardly halfway through.. so shouldnt everybody stay back to help out a lil? even the playful guys stayed back to help us put things up and such [even though they played water games in the room and wet a small section of the noticeboard].. even the new classmates stayed back to help out lor.. but guess wad wanru said," i go out with my fren." personally la, i have been staying back till 5.30 to help out from wed until today, which i friday.. made the ultimate sacrifice on my part: even though i was allergic to styrofoam, i volunteered to cut the styrofoam to form "05S13".. so was having a lil rashes on wed evening.. when i reached home, i bathed and soaped myself heavily.. so by thu, i was okae le.. heng sia..

still, i shouldnt be ostracising her. everybody have their faults. so do i. so i shouldnt even be complaining abt one person. havent even removed the plank from my eyes when i wanted to volunteer to remove the dust in other's eyes.. this is not the rite thing to do. okae, i shall be a good eunice from monday onwards..

btw, i ran 1.6km today! had the company of june and yiting.. thanks gals!!!! love ya!