08 April 2005

this day

ahhh... tired tired me

first, i slept at 1am, next i woke up at 6am. bad enough for me.

in skool till 4, had to spend the last one hour in skool WAITING for pple. i do not like waiting at all.. @#$@#$&*. den travelled allllllll the way to fmss for gb.. damn tired oredi.. den devotion i got spiritually exhausted. during devotion, i did not participate one bit. first reason, the lecture theatre sank of sweat. eeew............ all the BOs of gals combined in a confined space.. i suffocated lor... for one hour stuck in there... den they purposely off all the lights and got the projector thingy strained my oredi tired eyes.. why cant they just dim the lights??!?!?!?!? den those irritating sec ones behind me either go giggling and yakking away, or roll their eyes. wah liao, wad kind of devotion is this!? and there has been no speaker.. either sick or something cropped up... liddat no fun at all.. liddat im gonna withdraw from gb. the gb now is not the gb i used to care, used to adore, used to love.. i no longer sense the enthusiasm from the juniors. i dun feel anything from their speech, actions, body lang. they are just going for the cca points or that they arent physically adequate.. im starting to hate gb.. now even the teachers oso going to be in shut down mode lor..

and their drill. sux. dun wanna elab. i just kept shaking my head, until i gave up looking and turned my entire body away from them.

den after that, straight after gb and straight after swee tin left, i brightened up. you know why. dun ask.

den emmaline, elin, huiyi, lydia and i went for dinner at dover.. yay!!! i ate laksa, huiyi ate laksa. lydia and elin ate roti prata.. emmaline ate erm....i forgot. ah, roti prata too.....

den after dat, emma left for more dinner with her family.. den the rest of the group went to buy a tub of ice cream to share... 7 dollars.. den i didnt bring enough money. bankrupt-ed by pjc's books and shirt.. argh...

we saw that there were no space, or that the coffeeshop got assasins who will kill whoever brings outside food into the shop.. so we went to lydia's house.. after eating finish the entire tub [we ate quite fast, dunnoe why..], we went to explore lydia's room.. man we tok-ed alot.. well, quite alot.. mostly abt her drawings and her wounded door.. damn funny.. budden too long for me to type..

den elin and huiyi went home, their mothers fetched them from lydia's house downstairs.. my bro refuse to fetch me home. >:( cos he was in tampines.. hello!? den wad's the bloody car for? impressing gals with that unwaxed, seriously stained vehicle!? nvm... in the end i waited ten minutes for one bus no 14 to go to clementi, den i actually fell asleep.. and you know wad!? NOBODY bothered to wake me up when the bus reached the last stop.. in the end i slept until the bus parked at the bus parking lots thingy... den gotta walk all around the place with those humongous buses surrounding me.... wah... never tot that they were THAT big.... scary.... den i took 99 home... reached home at 9.45pm....

wah..... damn tired.... so i now gonna sleep... tata!!!

i miss him so.