yar, i really feel different ever since thur.. besides feeling tired lar.. i feel happier.. somehow.. i feel that i have lighter load...it's like, ever since the night darren made me feel so girly when he asked me to kiss him when he comes back.. really, i really felt girly.. but happy.. cos no guys, NO guys ever said such things to me before.. haha.. if he was joking, i wouldnt mind.. cos hey, he's oredi veri good to tok to me le.. to me, all guys who tok to me are good guys.. haha.. besides that manure.. he's the worst case of hypocrisy, ugliness and deformity.. if i were a blonde, i would have tot him as the spawn of the devil.. okae, back to subject..
somehow, darren has made my days seem not as dark as it once had.. cos maybe he experienced such inferiority and darkness before, maybe bcos he had oredi known my dark secrets, i feel that i have nothing much to hide from him.. maybe, many things.. jun ming did create similar uplifting feelings in me before... but it was in primary skool, when i have not experienced depression before.. jun ming will always remind me of the times i truly adored and worshipped domestic animals, esp cats.. he'll ALWAYS remind me of the happy times in primary skool... and honestly, i had never experienced such pure, undiluted happiness that extends for more than a week in secondary skool.. [okae, who can?]
if i can refer this two guys with emotions, lor mee will be kinda represent love, and darren quite represents lust and temptations.. im truly honest; you wont want to know wad darren really likes toking abt online.. but you would have guessed it.. so i no need to say..
i really gotta go... bye bye!!!
