aahhhhHHHHHHH.......!!!

arghhhhhhhhhhh....... my mother having her second relapse of menopause............................ sooooooooooooo irritating................................................ it's like she has never been concerned abt her daughters' feelings, esp me..... she only see her son as a trausre............. he has been the one lying......... he has been the one making her feel left out............ then why is she venting all her bloody frustrations on me!? im not her rubbish bin, dammit. everything she cannot eat finish then she throw everything into my plate... and she is telling me to not eat so much!? dunnoe wad she's thinking....... she got selective memory...... i thinking of mastering selective hearing oredi..... so tired..... mentally and physically. feel so much to curse at her face rite now....... but i know i will not feel this way in another 6 hours.. but now, i am very angry with her.