tmw
the results for the pae admission will be coming out in less than 24 hours.. and here i am sitting here, in front of the laptop, being extremely helpless, nervous, afraid and unsure of myself.. i need to go to a jc, any jc.. i cant bear the tot of disappointing my parents.. realli.. okae, my mother.. not my parents.. cos my father dont seem to care.. cos he's overseas, [maybe] enjoying the company of his girlfriend.. dun ask me how i got to know of it.. i dun hate him, i dun detest him.. i juz feel detached from him.. it's like, he's no longer part of my life since the day he went to work overseas, since when i was primary 1.. it's been ten long years eh? but i am not angry with him.. i still love him as my father, but i oso feel that he's juz a frequent visitor to my life.. haiz............ i think i juz got out of point.. bye
